Hey again people!
Remember when I said that every song matches Yuffie and Squall and that it pisses me off…well its driving me nuts every song I listen to gives me an idea that I could write!
There all good because the song just…just does something!
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I ran out of the room before any of them could chase after me. I heard a couple of 'wait come back Yuffie' but I ignored it.
I kept running faster and faster tripping again on the way.
"Be careful next time Yuffie!" Cid said helping me up. "Where are you of to in a hurry?" I stood up on my feet dusting of…well…dust.
"Oh I was just running, have you seen Squall?" I asked him with pleading eyes. I was hoping for the right answer…
"Yes actually I have" he said happily. A smile approached my face.
"Really! Please tell me where he is!!!" I said jumping up and down happily,
Cid had a frown on his face which made him look angry and P.O. "He quickly told me that he couldn't take it anymore and he quickly stole one of my gummy ships and flew off!" He hissed
My face dropped…a tear flew from my face and down to the ground. I sighed, cid sighed too, "If you would like to borrow my gummy ship you may…"
My face lit up, I jumped on him and gave him a big bear hug. "Thank you so much! You don't know how much he means to me…" cid just nodded in response. I jumped on to the ship and flew away.
I was traveling for a while…until it hit me. I didn't know where the heck he went! "Doh" I slapped my forehead
There was only one thing to do. I'll just have to think like Squall and guess where he might have gone…a wild guess…there are so many places! I set the thing to Hallow Bastion…
I collapsed on my bed as I tried to thing of Squall and the good things we shared and how I missed him so. Flash backs and memories came to my mind with good things…and bad.
=&=Flashback=&=
Note: when they are talking, its ment to be spelt that way to show how young they are.
"Squall, gib it bawck!" I said trying to hit him. I was four years old so I wasn't very strong. Hitting him felt like a feather to him, I didn't want to really think of this because the number four came back again. But I continued. The thirteen year old Squall stood in front of me holding my stuffed rabbit which I named Fuzzy Lumpkins up high in the air (A.N: Hehehe that name you can guess where from right. Yep! THE POWER PUFF GIRLS! Their so cute!)
"Gib back Fuddy Wumpkinz!" I cried
"C'mon Yuf! Try a little harder den dat!" At that time Squall felt like an older brother…we were always arguing but loved each other. I started crying I was so upset. Fuzzy Lumpkins was my favorite toy. Squall just laughed at me. He was so cruel.
My eyes filled with rage and I pounced on him causing him to fall back with me on top, holding my stuffed rabbit in my arms, hugging it tightly…That was until I realized I was hugging Squall…I let go and grabbed the rabbit from his hands and hugged it.
He sat up with me in his lap as I hugged the rabbit. I looked up at him
"Squall, will you always be 'ere wit me" I asked
He stared down at me and hugged me. "Of course" He said sweetly that it would melt your heart. I hugged him back and whispered in his ear "Tanks"
=&=End of Flash back=&=
I opened my eyes and stared at the ceiling.
Squall was so cute when he was 11. I closed my mind again thinking more about Squall…
=&=Here we go again with another Flashback=&=
"Cloud, where's Squall" The 16 year old cloud looked up at me with a frown on his face once I said 'Squall', He crossed his arms.
"He's in his room" I knew by the tone of his voice, he was in trouble again. I was my 8 year old self this time. Cloud could control Squall since he was much stronger and older by one year.
I slowly walked up the stairs and in front of his room door. I knocked on the door, with a loud "Go away!" I walked in anyway, only to have a tennis ball thrown at my eye. I winced in pain, cover my eyes I fell to the floor with tears.
I heard Squall get up and come by my side. He lifted me up and cradled me in his arms. "I'm so sorry! Sorry Yuffie I really am! Thought you were Cloud so it would of hit him on the chest since he is taller" he apologized. I whimpered and rubbed my eye, as he gave me a hug.
He felt so much like a brother. He would be there, he would hurt me, but then he would cheer me up. But he wasn't my brother. I looked up at him he had a black eye and a scar on his nose that went across his face.
"Squall! What happened?" He dropped me on the floor and stood up. He lied on his bed,
"I don't want to talk about it" He mumbled
"Please tell me! Are you ok?"
"I'm fine!" He hissed
I sighed and walked over to the other side of the bed.
"Squall please!" I said with puppy dog eyes, no one could resist my puppy dog eyes…
"No" …Except Squall…I sighed and started to walk out the door, I heard him sigh…
3…
2…
1…
"Alright, do you really want to know?" He asked. I turned around with a smile on my face and I jumped on the bed sitting next to him. "Ok then, I was at school and you know how Rinoa is my girlfriend…" I nodded
"Well when I got to school she was kissing Zell, so we started fighting he punched me and gave me a black eye and I punched him and knocked one of his tooth out and then I punched him again and I also gave him a black eye, he fell to the ground I grabbed his collar and he scratched me with something sharp but I didn't notice what it was, I didn't care."
I sighed and looked at him, I could tell he wanted to cry but I knew he wouldn't, he thought it was wimpy. I thought it would be cute to see a guy cry. I gave him a hug as he was shocked by my actions he hugged me back.
"Squall, I'll always be here like you will be here, right?"
"Right" He said hugging me tighter.
"Good"
=&=End of Flashback=&=
I opened my eyes again, I remember that, that was the night when I got my crush on him.
I missed squall so deeply, I would do anything just to kiss his soft, supple lips…just once more…I closed my eyes and held a pillow close.
=&=ANOTHER FLASH BACK!!!! OH MAN!=&=
I sat on the sand, out on the beach of Destiny Islands. I was 13 so I was aloud to use the gummy ship by my self, with out Cid but he still had to know where I was going.
I traced a stick figure in the sand with my finger. As the waves pushed in and washed it away, as I remembered my favorite poem…
I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away,
I wrote your name on a piece of paper but lost it the next day,
I wrote your name on my hand but it faded away,
I kept your name in my heart and forever it will stay…
I looked up at the sky as I watched the sun set as I forgot my troubles…as how my boyfriend betrayed me.
"Stupid Tidus" I cried as a tear flew from my eyes into the sand then the waves washed it away, the tide started to come in. I sighed…stupid, stupid, stupid Tidus!
Just the look on his face when he betrayed me, That smirk, that disgusting twisted look, would make the dead rise, I actually felt the ground shake below me.
I never got along with Zell, not since he scarred Squalls face and at his age of twenty, making my boyfriend betray me just like that.
I wanted to kill Zell and Rinoa, just as they tried to make Tidus kill me. Another tear flew down my cheek and into the sand which was now an ankle deep I didn't care if my shorts were getting wet. I felt a hand on my shoulder which scared me causing me to jump.
I fell back on the water on all fours then slumped down causing me to be wet all over I got up, and saw Squall standing there I stood there in shock…In silence
"I heard what happened" He said softly,
My voice was shaking "Well the word gets around" I said as a tear flew down…squall stepped forward and caught it. (A.N: Sound familiar?) I looked up.
"Yuffie remember when you were there for me when Zell kissed Rinoa" I nodded, he stepped forward and gave me a hug "Cry all you want Yuffie" he said rubbing my back. With that tears streamed down my face and onto his jacket. As he hugged me tighter, I cried…tears flowing…
"Thank you Squall" I muttered but my words got muffled by his leather jacket. (A.N: I'm sure this is familiar! ;)
"This is my favorite place to go to when I'm heart broken…I mean when Zell kissed Rinoa…Tidus tried to kill you…" He softly told me releasing me from his soft hug. We sat down on the sand talking for hours watching the sun set…
(1 Hour Later)
"…but I'm glad, because she's turned into a…" He stopped,
"Into a what?"
"Nothing, don't worry" Squall was never aloud to swear in front of me. "The point is…that I'm never going to ever get back with that filthy…er…girl again"
I just nodded, confused at his sentence.
"You still going to be friends with Tidus?" he asked, I sighed my head downwards and shook it slowly side to side.
"I can't be a girlfriend to a guy…who can't even manage to be my friend! He never liked me…he wanted to kill me…I wasn't worth it…" I sighed as another tear fell from my eyes and into the sand.
Squall stood up and looked out to sea. I stared at him, "You know Yuf…If he doesn't like you, and can't see what a great girl you are then he's not worth it…any guy would be lucky to have you." He said sweetly, he just stood there as I stared at him…
The sun was completely down now. "Well…" Squall said breaking the silence "We should go it's getting dark." I just nodded as I he helped me up.
=&=End of flash back…FINALLY=&=
I opened my eyes…a tear flew out…landing on my pillow. I sat up. I closed my eyes and imagined me and squall. How I wish just to be in his arms…just once more. "I love you Squall…I wish you were here" I closed my eyes tighter as I felt faint lips on mine…
I opened my eyes…no one there…I was just so used to Squalls lips, another tear flew down my cheek and on my lap…love is complicated.
As I remembered what Aerith said…he was to old for me…but I didn't care…should it matter…it is really hard to find someone to love…but even harder to find someone that loves you back…it shouldn't matter what age, color, religion or gender they are…as long as you love them…and that's how I felt about Squall…I just want him by my side just once more…
Like he's always been…when my boyfriend tried to kill me…and so forth…I remembered about my Fuzzy Lumpkins, that was my favorite toy…Squall gave it to me…but I lost it…just like how I lost Squall…
I woke up with a crash as the whole gummy ship shook…
I got up and walked down the hall to the controls to park it properly.
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(Squall POV)
Cloud was so nice to try and cheer me up but…I can't stay here…I have to go…
I packed a couple of my things in a small suitcase I didn't need much. I packed some shirts and pants a small blanket and toothbrush. I stumbled across a small stuffed toy…like a shape of a rabbit… "Aww" I said out loud. It was the small stuffed rabbit I gave to Yuffie when she turned 1.
I stared at it…it was clean…sort of. It was a little tattered and it smelt like Yuffie. What did she call it? Fuzzy…Fuzzy…fuzzy Pumpkins? Bumpkins? Fuzzy…FUZZY LUMPKINS!!! Oh I thought she loved this doll. I sighed and stuffed it in my suitcase. "C'mon my fuzzy, your coming with me…because were unwanted." I softly told it.
Look at me! I'm acting like a total kid…talking to stupid soft toys! Just like Yuffie…I really love her. I closed my suitcase it closed with no problems. I walked to the door looking back at what I was leaving behind. I clicked off the light said a soft "Goodbye" and closed the door.
I stopped by Aerith's room. I knocked…I dropped my suitcase on the ground. Cloud opened the door,
"Oh hey what's up…"
"I'm leaving..." Cloud just stood there not be leaving anything that was happening.
"No your not you can't…why?"
"See I can't stay here anymore…the person I love…doesn't love me…I can't stay here…I can't face her…" I looked at Cloud in his deep blue eyes just like Sora's. "You've been a great friend Cloud...my best mate…I'll visit you sometime. And can you tell Sora and his buds that I'm gone."
Cloud put his hand on my shoulder. "Sure thing mate" He leaned over giving me a hug and patted me on the back then pulled away.
"Hey Cloud do wanna grab…some…" Aerith said looking at me as she appeared out of the bathroom door. "Hello Squall…I hope you were just leaving"
"Actually I was…for good"
Aerith stood there…dumbfounded. "Your kidding right…because I was"
"Nope…I'm sorry Aerith but I can't stay here…remember when you told Yuffie that you couldn't see us togethour anymore well she left…and just say something happened. I can't stay here…so I'm leaving…for good…for the good" I slowly said.
Aerith filled up with tears "But you can't…YOU CAN'T" Cloud held her back
I picked up my suitcase, "Goodbye" Cloud let go Aerith who stood there.
"No don't-" Aerith was about to chase after him but Cloud stopped her.
"No…let him go"
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I walked out of the hotel looking back at what I would never see again. I waved goodbye to everything the pot plants, coffee tables the carpet and even the paintings on the wall. I was going crazy.
I ran to the doors of the first district. I spotted cid…a gummy ship! I ran over to Cid "I can't take it anymore Cid. I'm borrowing a gummy ship!"
Cid stared at me like I was weird. I quickly grabbed any key off the keychain hanging off his pants. "What the hell Squall?"
I ran off to where the gummy ships were all I looked at the locks and the key that was in my hand. Finally I found out which one. No time to care I could hear Cid trying to look for me. I quickly jumped in and started it. I flew up and I could hear Cid yelling at me to 'get the fuck down here' I had no time to listen to any of his babbling.
I was about to put the ship on automatic to Destiny Islands…when I thought I should go back to Hallow Bastion, there are many heart less there and I could spend my days fighting and training…forgetting about Yuffie. As much as I wanted to…I…I just couldn't.
I landed the gummy ship slowly somewhere in this deep cave so no one could see it. I got off killing heart less on the way.
"Hello Squall" I turned around, there was this man with short black hair and deep dark purple eyes…just like…no…it couldn't be…
"Who are you?"
"I'd expect a smart boy like you to know…I'm Yuffie's father…"
I stood there in shock as I heard those two words…Yuffie's Father…I suddenly turned angry and upset.
"You…you're the one that left her alone! You didn't take care of her…you never loved her! You left her out to die!" I was yelling so hard at the man who just stared back.
"I loved her very much…"
"Then why did you leave her out in the cold…to die!" I said softening my voice as tears made there way to my eyes…I just blinked them away. The man turned around
I grabbed his shoulder and made him face me as I looked him in the eyes "Don't you turn your back on me! You left a beautiful, young, smart girl out there to die…to live by herself…at only 6 months…if she wasn't alive…I…I…"
"You love her don't you?" The man cut me off
I nodded as tears swelled up…
"If you love her why did you come here"
"Long story…"
"I got all day."
(37 hours later/ Nah jokes! 15 mins Later)
"…so I came here…to get away from it all"
Yffie's dad opened his mouth to say something but was interrupted.
"Squall…what a sad, sad story…" I looked behind me Rinoa was there.
"Rinoa…" I stood up "I still havn't forgiven you"
"Oh come on Forgive and forget…" She said walking up to me placing a soft kiss on my neck. I sighed maybe this was a way to for get Yuffie…
"Come with me" She said leading me to the library.
(Yuffie POV)
I stepped out of the gummy ship jumping the floating rocks and fighting off some heartless.
"Hello Yuffie"
I froze…it wasn't Squalls voice…I turned around
"…dad…" I uttered in deep confusion.
Ever since my mum died my dad disappeared…I was left by my self…until I found Aerith, cloud and…and Squall. I hated my dad for leaving…my mom died from cancer…and I was only 8 months old when he left me.
The older man that looked at me just nodded "It's been a while"
I stepped back… "Dad why did you leave me? Why did you just leave me on the ground…to die…just like mum?" a tear went in my eyes…I blinked it away. I didn't want to cry. Not for him.
He just stood there. "I'm sorry"
I stared at him "What…you think that I've been waiting 16 years to hear you say 'sorry' no." my eyes started to fill my tears as much as I didn't want to cry…I just couldn't forgive him.
"I love you Yuffie" he mumbled looking me in the eyes
I gulped, "You know everyday, I stare out at the sky…and can't help but think…that nobody loves me…no one ever will…and that I'm not worth anything to anyone" a tear flew out my eyes landing on the ground "I feel like a toy that someone can just play with then hide it deep under their bed and forget about…just like what you did"
"Honey…I didn't forget about you…" he placed a hand on my shoulder
"I don't care…about you…you never cared about me…" I stared out the ground "nobody does. I suddenly decided finding Squall…wasn't the best idea. He left to get away from me…I couldn't stand being rejected again…he didn't love me…"Nobody does"
The man before me that I barely knew as known as my dad stood there. "That's not true…there is a man inside that library by the name of Squall…" Squall…when I heard that name my heart flipped but I remembered he went away…from me. My dad continued,
"he said he…was in love with this girl from traverse town…he wouldn't say her name…he said because she loved someone else" my eyes filled with tears
"And your from traverse town…I'm sure he was talking about you. And you love him don't you…" I looked up at the man standing in front of me. I stared at him as my eyes filled with tears…then sliding down…I wasn't sure anymore.
I closed my eyes, imagining a picture of Squall and all the memories I remembered in the gummy ship…how he was always there for me…and how he'll always be…
"yes…I love him very much…but how do you know he loves me?"
My dad sighed in sorrow "Because…the way he looked at me when he said that…was the way I looked at you mom…I loved her very much and when she died…i…i…I was completely lost"
"This was a mistake I shouldn't have come I'm leaving"
"You can't leave…with out telling him you love him to…don't just let him pass away by cancer…just as I did to your mother…while they have waited to hear those three little words…they never got to hear…tell him before you make the same mistake I did" he said his eyes filled with tears trying his best to hold them back…but failed.
I nodded as tears flew down my cheek "…I love you dad" I said jumping into his arms for a hug. Tears flowed down my face onto his shoulder.
"Where is he?" I said whipping my eyes and sniffing.
"He's in the library" I gave him a goodbye kiss and went off. I was to happy to deal with the heartless standing in the way I killed them all in one swipe, even the fat tubby ones.
I climbed the stairs, to the doors of the library as it squeaked. I walked past the shelves of books and then round the last corner.
My eyes filled with tears as I froze at what I saw…
Rinoa lying on top of Squall kissing him (A.N: They are not doing it) as she held him down.
I stood there frozen they hadn't noticed me yet…Squall said he would never ever go back together with her but…I was wrong…in shock as I saw my love…kissing his long forgotten ex I dropped the shuriken that was in my hand on the floor, it fell with a loud clatter…they both looked up…
"Yuffie…"
I couldn't stare at him or watch him, I couldn't stay here. I ran out as he just lied there,
"Yuffie wait"
No…not for you…
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Oh…wahh…don't cry people!
This story is going to get sadder TRUST ME when I say that.
Wahh…I hate this chapter maybe you guys won't mind but I guess I need this chapter…
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You know what Dawson's Creek sort of reminds me of Yuffie And Squall i mean the realation ship with pacey and Joey only imagine Yuffie as the sensible, serious smart one and Squall the outgoing partying one...hard to imagine huh...they hate each others guts...but soon they love each other!
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