Title: Her Pain

Rating: M

A/N: Thanks for my reviews I don't know if i wrote this well or not it is the first time I have tried to write sceens like these. Flashbacks are writen in italics. I know this is a bit short but if you like it then reveiw and i'll write more. How do I get a beta writer to help with spelling and things I was told to get one? Thanks to all my people that helping me I love you all so much. This is for you guys love you for ever and always!

It was a cold winter's day as Sara walked, shivering, into work. As she entered the building she expected to be hit by a rush of heat, mainly because of the overhead heaters but also because of the body heat, caused by everybody running around trying to solve their cases, to wrapped up in their own lives to notice her. She was Sara Sidle, she had worked and lived here in Vegas for a few years now and yet she had no hobbies, no friends, no life outside of her work.

"Sara?" Grissom called to her.

She shook her head as if waking from a trance.

"Yeah? Uh sorry, Grissom, I was just thinking." she didn't mean anything by it; she was just stating a fact.

"About?" Grissom asked, intrigued.

"Nothing." now getting uncomfortable with the line of questioning.

"Okay then." he replied simply. "Follow me."

It was a statement rather than a question. She followed him down the corridor and into his office.

"Okay Griss why are we here?" she asked looking around his office.

He replied with, "I know what you want and I want the same."

'Okay what does he mean' Sara thought. Then he walked around his desk and stepped in front of her. 'What is he doing?' Sara thought. His rough lips pressed against hers, his tongue entered her mouth. 'No.' Sara thought. 'Not like this, not here, not now, I can't.' She tried to push him backwards.

"No." he said.

He pushed her back against the wall. Held one of her wrists in each hand and pushed himself hard against her. 'No!' her mind screamed, but she did nothing. She had wanted this, she did want this, yet she couldn't enjoy it. It hurt. He made her hurt. He was doing this to her. 'No. He wouldn't. He couldn't. No!' her mind was having a silent battle with itself. She still hadn't said a word. Not made a sound. She eyes were tightly shut, not wanting to see this, wanting to block out the fact that this was happening, that it was Grissom doing this. She felt her jeans become looser; she knew they had been undone. She could hear Grissom mumbling something in her ear, she didn't know what. She felt him push into her. Her mind screamed in protest. 'No!' she wouldn't believe this was happening. 'It can't be!' her mind was telling her body to protest but it wouldn't do it. In her heart she knew. She knew she wanted this. He pushed harder into her, faster, making her body and her mind both scream, but for different reasons. Her body wanted this so badly but her mind wouldn't let her enjoy it. 'No. No no no. I can't do this, I won't let this happen.' He then came inside of her, slowing down almost to a complete stop. Suddenly, he pushed himself off of her.

"Go" he said, panting.

Sara did her jeans up then slowly and shakily walked towards the door. Pausing for a moment to look at him before leaving the office.

Sara suddenly awoke with someone's arms tightly wrapped around her. She looked around and saw Grissom's concerned face looking down at her. She screamed, loud and shrill.