I get the best ideas when I'm in the shower… Anyway, this one is my first attempt at something a little angsty, so bear with me…. Hey, is angsty a word:grabs dictionary and looks it up: damn my short attention span…
Disclaimer: I don't own Gravitation, but I know where you can buy a pair of glasses that look just like Sakano-sans!
Sakano: please don't give my personal information away! T.T
Me: you're such a pansy, Sakano… but I love you anyway!
Sakano: umm.. thanks… I guess T.T;
Lapdog
I stand here attentively, waiting to perform the slightest task he might set out for me. Sometimes I wonder if he even knows I exist. He should know that I would do anything and everything for him, no matter how big or small, if he'd only give me a chance.
And yet, as I stand here, watching him as he conducts his business over the phone, I can't help but think, 'why shouldn't he know me?' After all, I'm probably the hardest working employee he has! I've worked so hard to get to the position I'm in now, so why shouldn't he regard me as his equal?
Then again, he is what many people would call a legend, not only in the business world, but in the musical industry as well. To try and say that he and I are equals would definitely knock him down a few pegs.
I let out a soft sigh and look down at my feet. It's hard to be mad at someoneI admire, and to be perfectly honest, love for very long.
Why do I have such strong feelings for him? He's a married man, for Kami's sake! It's wrong for me to be feeling this way, and yet here I am, lusting after this, this God! All I'll ever be to him is some loyal lapdog…
"Sakano-san?"
"H-hai Sacho?" the sound of his voice makes me want to melt into a puddle.
"Will you bring me some tea?"
"Hai, Sacho!" he smiles and then returns to his work, as if I'm not even here, and I run to go make him his tea.
I guess being a lapdog isn't so bad….
Mou… I know that was short, but I thought it was pretty good…
Oh yeah, and for all of you dense people out there (you know who you are) it was Sakano's pov thinking about Seguchi.