Trudy: Life and Love after Loss
Chapter Six
Jay rushed over to her and cradled her head in his arms as he shook her to
no avail.
"Trudy wake up, Trudy!" cried Jay "Oh God please wake up"
Brady started to cry and Salene picked her up and carried her away from her
mother. Everyone else gathered around Jay and Trudy.
"Come on Trudy wake up." said Jay "Please wake up. I don't want to go through this again, not again." Jay picked her up and carried her to a room
than laid her down unto a bed.
He put his ear to her mouth to check if she was still breathing and Amber
walked in.
"Is she okay?" she asked
"She's still breathing but I think she's a bit out of it." Said Jay
thoughtfully "She's been through so much today and our engagement isn't
helping."
"What are you saying, that us getting married made her faint?" asked Amber
"Well yes." said Jay standing up "Maybe we should hold off the wedding for
awhile, at least until Trudy gets use to the idea of us."
"So you want to postpone a wedding we haven't even planned yet?" Amber
asked incredulously but jay didn't answer her. He was just staring at
Trudy's body, which lay motionless on the bed.
"Jay are you even listening to me?" Amber demanded
"Amber I love you and will eventually marry you but Trudy needs me now." Said Jay not looking at her. Amber gave him a very sour look and then left
the room.
Jay stayed there with Trudy all night and he fell asleep on Trudy's stomach. He woke up at about 2 in the morning and Trudy was still asleep.
He edged close to her face and took her hand in his.
"Trudy, I know I hurt you but you have to come back to me, to Brady." Jay
started "We need you. I need you."
Jay breathed in slowly than he softly kissed her closed lips. At first Trudy wasn't responding and then her lips started to move slowly and then she was lightly kissing him back, her eyes closed. Before any of them knew what they were doing, Jay wrapped his arms around her and pulled her to him as he deepened the kiss. Trudy clung to him and slipped her tongue into his mouth. Jay knew that what they were doing was wrong but it felt so good to
be with her again. Trudy pulled Jay down onto her and they continued on kissing forgetting all the responsibilities and obligations to other people. All they cared about was right now and right now they had each other. Jay began to undress Trudy as Trudy undressed him. As soon as he entered her Trudy sighed and glided
him further inside of her. Jay moved slowly on top of her until the
pressure build up and he moved at a faster pace until Trudy's small cry sounded in his ear than he too let go and their release was simultaneous.
Afterwards Jay lay in bed with Trudy, they were both silent until Jay
finally spoke.
"Trudy?" he said
"Yes Jay."
"What happened here was."
"Wrong." Trudy finished
"No." said Jay "It was just not the right thing to do right now."
"Then why did you do it?" Trudy asked
"Because I missed being with you." said Jay sighing deeply
"But being with Amber is obviously better." said Trudy
"No, it's not." said Jay "I've made love to her yes but it was never like
this. I never felt such passion for another woman before."
"Jay as much as I love being with you I can't continue to let you lead me on and than break heart, I won't let you do that to me again." said Trudy and she turned away from him. Jay edged closer to her and kissed her neck softly. Trudy breathed in slowly as he tenderly kissed her neck. "No. Jay
stop; tell me what you want, who you want, is it me or Amber?"
"I honestly don't know." said Jay "I love Amber but I love you as well, I
just can't pick and I can't bear to hurt either of you."
"Jay just go back to your darling fiancé and leave me be." Trudy asked and
Jay looked stunned. "Where's my daughter?"
"Salene has her." Said Jay as Trudy slide out of bed and began to dress. Jay watched in silence as she dressed herself than left the room without a
word to him.
Chapter Six
Jay rushed over to her and cradled her head in his arms as he shook her to
no avail.
"Trudy wake up, Trudy!" cried Jay "Oh God please wake up"
Brady started to cry and Salene picked her up and carried her away from her
mother. Everyone else gathered around Jay and Trudy.
"Come on Trudy wake up." said Jay "Please wake up. I don't want to go through this again, not again." Jay picked her up and carried her to a room
than laid her down unto a bed.
He put his ear to her mouth to check if she was still breathing and Amber
walked in.
"Is she okay?" she asked
"She's still breathing but I think she's a bit out of it." Said Jay
thoughtfully "She's been through so much today and our engagement isn't
helping."
"What are you saying, that us getting married made her faint?" asked Amber
"Well yes." said Jay standing up "Maybe we should hold off the wedding for
awhile, at least until Trudy gets use to the idea of us."
"So you want to postpone a wedding we haven't even planned yet?" Amber
asked incredulously but jay didn't answer her. He was just staring at
Trudy's body, which lay motionless on the bed.
"Jay are you even listening to me?" Amber demanded
"Amber I love you and will eventually marry you but Trudy needs me now." Said Jay not looking at her. Amber gave him a very sour look and then left
the room.
Jay stayed there with Trudy all night and he fell asleep on Trudy's stomach. He woke up at about 2 in the morning and Trudy was still asleep.
He edged close to her face and took her hand in his.
"Trudy, I know I hurt you but you have to come back to me, to Brady." Jay
started "We need you. I need you."
Jay breathed in slowly than he softly kissed her closed lips. At first Trudy wasn't responding and then her lips started to move slowly and then she was lightly kissing him back, her eyes closed. Before any of them knew what they were doing, Jay wrapped his arms around her and pulled her to him as he deepened the kiss. Trudy clung to him and slipped her tongue into his mouth. Jay knew that what they were doing was wrong but it felt so good to
be with her again. Trudy pulled Jay down onto her and they continued on kissing forgetting all the responsibilities and obligations to other people. All they cared about was right now and right now they had each other. Jay began to undress Trudy as Trudy undressed him. As soon as he entered her Trudy sighed and glided
him further inside of her. Jay moved slowly on top of her until the
pressure build up and he moved at a faster pace until Trudy's small cry sounded in his ear than he too let go and their release was simultaneous.
Afterwards Jay lay in bed with Trudy, they were both silent until Jay
finally spoke.
"Trudy?" he said
"Yes Jay."
"What happened here was."
"Wrong." Trudy finished
"No." said Jay "It was just not the right thing to do right now."
"Then why did you do it?" Trudy asked
"Because I missed being with you." said Jay sighing deeply
"But being with Amber is obviously better." said Trudy
"No, it's not." said Jay "I've made love to her yes but it was never like
this. I never felt such passion for another woman before."
"Jay as much as I love being with you I can't continue to let you lead me on and than break heart, I won't let you do that to me again." said Trudy and she turned away from him. Jay edged closer to her and kissed her neck softly. Trudy breathed in slowly as he tenderly kissed her neck. "No. Jay
stop; tell me what you want, who you want, is it me or Amber?"
"I honestly don't know." said Jay "I love Amber but I love you as well, I
just can't pick and I can't bear to hurt either of you."
"Jay just go back to your darling fiancé and leave me be." Trudy asked and
Jay looked stunned. "Where's my daughter?"
"Salene has her." Said Jay as Trudy slide out of bed and began to dress. Jay watched in silence as she dressed herself than left the room without a
word to him.