Silver hair flashing.

Aqua Eyes laughing

Pale skin. Soft and smooth.

My Love.

My World.

My Angel.

Riku.

Ever since I can remembr. You and I have been together. Through thick and thing. Taking the good and the bad. We have always been. A team. Not even a team. We have always been one. But, ever since I can remember, I have loved you. Riku. I have held you above all else. You are my heart and soul. I would die for you. Riku. But my feelings remain unseen. Hidden underlayers of nothingness. Riku. I think of you. If I coukld just hold you. Caress you. Kiss you. Love you deeply. I would. I would. If I could I would. I think of you. But barriers unseen separate us. Barriers of friendship lasting over manby years. Jokes told. Songs sung. Girl looking. Years of being together. Separates us. Years of nothingness. I think of you. And it is because of this that my love goes unnoticed. Until. Because of this that I suffer. Because of you, that I die. Slowly each day. A peice of me dies. Why did you run away? When I confessed my love for you. My love tossed aside. My world shattered. My angel tossed into hell. Riku. I think of you. So, as I sit this. I make myself a promise. Never to love again. Never to feel. Riku. I refuse to miss you. I think of you. Do you think of me? Riku.

I sighed. Today, a year ago, I mad my vow. And I ahve stuck with it. I sit in my room. I haven't heard from Riku since the day. He rejected me. He killed me. I lost him. I lost my will to live. My heart and soul. Torn from me. I hear he's doing great. A rock star. Me, I'm trying to become a writer. BUt, with nothing to feel. How can I write? It used to be we would write together. Me and Riku. When nothing seemed inpossible. When he was by my side. I could write. I could feel. I could love. Riku. I turn the radio on. Whenever I was scared or nervouse. Riku would sing to me. Calm my fears. Helped me breath. Convince me to go on another day. I guess music still has that affect. I said that I refuse to miss him. BUt, now I wonder if I can uphold that vow. Their giving away concert tickets on the radio. To some band. Destiny I think its called. That was always Riku's word. Destiny. He beleived in it. I here the guitar strum, and drums beat.

"As I sit here. On this island. ON my tree. Staring out there. INto ths sunset. I think of you. My brown haired wonder. As I etch this seen into my mind. I think of you. My blue eyed angel. When I dream. I reach out to you. My Sora. Desperation takes me aside. Barries of nothingness. Is what you said. The words keep replaying in my head. But as I sit here. On this island. On my tree. Staring out there. Into the sunset. I think of you. Of the years we spent. Of the years that never came. Memories unfinished. Because of one word spoken. Love. Somehing I didn't know. My brown haired love. Myu blue eyed angel. My light. My Sora. I reach nout to you. i call your name. I get no answer. Please someone hear me! I fel like I'm going insane. My feelings for you. Hidden under layers of nothingness. Thats what you said. AS you sat there. Vowing never to love. I vowed. To never stop loving. And so. Its with this in mind. As I sit here. On this island. O my tree. Staring out there. Into the sunset. I think of you. My love. My World. My angel. Sora."

His voice. Pouring into my head. Riku.

"My Love. My World. My Angel. Sora. Nothingness surrounds us. Building up over time. Leaving behind traces of memories. We left behind. My love for you remains untainted. Glowing in your light. As I sit here. On this island. On my tree. Staing out there. INto the sunset. I think of you. I think of the times we had together. Of the times yet to come. I think of you. Love left searching. For the right answer. I reach out to you. but nobody hears. I think of you. When I hear a laugh. I think of you. When I see a smile. I think of you. Everytime I close my eyes. I see you. My love. My world. My angel. Sora. I think of you."

I can't move. I can't even breath. My prayers. Which were yet unanswered. Become. A smiel. Unseen fr years. Slowly creeps onto my face. My muscles hurt frmo the effort. I can tast my salty sweet tears. "I think of you..." is all I can say.
The phone rings. I slowly extend my hand to pick it up.

"Sora?" that voice. "It's Riku."

"Hey. Meet me on the island. At your tree. It's been a while since I've seen the sunset."