INTRODUCTION

You know its really funny how the simplest of things can change your life forever, I call it the ripple effect Donnie prefers to call it the chaos theory, either way on a dark lonely night over 2 years ago that unknown force took over my life and changed me forever.

I made new friends, I found a job, and then the rest is a blur of emotion joy, fear, sorrow, bliss, confusion, anger all swirling around me like being in the middle of an emotional tornado blocking out everything else.

It gave me nightmares, vivid horrifying nightmares, the memories of which still chilled me even on the hottest of days

But that all ended quite some time ago, back when I was pursuing a fledgling relationship with the very vibrant Michelangelo. I miss the ease of those days no pressure, no commitment, not like it is now. I guess it's my fault I let him take the reins and run, he became adamant and amorous clinging desperately to me after our little brush with death.

Now he wants to get married. I don't, were too young. I suppose it's really because although I love him and I never want to be without him but the thought of having a ring on my finger for the rest of my life reminding me that I am completely bound and responsible is just to much to bear at this point.

But I do love him, desperately in fact, its always the same just when I think I couldn't feel more miserable or be more stressed he bounces in a wipes it all away with a smile and kiss.

And that is why I moved in with him, that and the ever constant increase of violence, the foot and the numerous gangs hard at work. I'm used to the violence now. Its actually rather funny how my conception of normal has changed into something more closely related to an urban legend that to the 9 to 5 work a day world of normalcy.

So here we are in the present, funny how I summed up all that time so quickly….. and seriously. Damn! Spending so much time here is rubbing off me, and I just finished unpacking! Normalcy? …. Ha…. I'm starting to sound like Donnie….. ok a really low brow I don't really know any big words version of Donnie.

CHAPTER 1

She sat on the bed upside down letting her head hang over the edge as she watched his feet shuffling back and forth across his bedroom floor…. No wait their bedroom floor. She grinned to herself, it had taken a lot of encouragement but she had finally taken the plunge and moved in with Mikey.

To be perfectly honest as much as she missed her single girl self some times she wouldn't have it any other way.

The rest of the evening passed without event , they ate supper, it was Leo's turn to wash, April stopped by, Don stared, and eventually they all headed in the direction of their respective beds.

She curled in next to Mikey sighing as he snuggled in nuzzling her neck and kissing her before whispering good night.

It was amazing! He had never done her like this before, his trusts were hard and rough but full of passion and desire , his eyes dark with lust.

He pressed a thumb to her intimately making her cry out. His thrusts got faster as his breathing became sporadic and after a moment she came screaming his name as his seed spilled into her

"Raph!"

She sat bolt upright in bed " What the hell?"