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His face was cold and stony as he stared at her, she could feel her stomach sink into a swirling cold pit, this was it.

"Explain" He said in a hollow tone, and she did.

She poured out everything, the future the story he told her and what had come after. She tried her best to explain to make him understand why she had done what she'd done.

"It was you" She insisted close to tears.

"No!" He yelled back forcefully " I was here worried sick, trying to find you"

"I know, but you don't understand it was you and everything was so horrible"

"So you just thought you'd fuck it all away" He spat back.

She was taken back by that, he was so angry it was so unlike him. She hated that she had done this to him, she didn't know how to respond to that.

"Is that why?" He asked after a paused his voice so hollow and hurt it made her eyes fill.

"Why?" She questioned at a loss, she felt so tired it was hard to believe that just a few hours ago they had been together in bed.

"Why you suddenly came back interested" He said turning on her his anger returned , he stormed over to her and grabbed her arms just above the elbow.

"Is that why you came back ready to hop into bed with me?" He said shaking her, tears starting to trickle from the corners of his eyes.

She couldn't answer , mostly because it was true. Her romp with Mikey in the future had given way to their relationship here but it wasn't like that , it was so complicated and she hated the way it sounded. How do you explain something like this?

"I'm sorry" She said her voice barely a whisper, she had no strength left to fight with

him.

"Yeah" He responded softly voice over following with pain " Me too"

His words carried a heavy weight with them and the implications of it renewed her energy.

"Mikey" She began feeling frantic " We can work through this"

He didn't respond.

"Just tell me what I can do" She begged as he avoided her eyes "I'll do whatever you want"

And then he looked up and she knew it was over, he didn't have to say anything his face said it all. She had broken his heart and betrayed his trust and now she was going to pay the price.

" I love you" he said firmly " But this is something I just……. I…. I know this is something I cant get over"

She wanted to beg, to plead , to make him understand but he was already gone. He had walked off into the night in the blink of an eye, back to his brothers. In the morning she would have to move out, it there was anything left to move out of.

She sank to the ground tears spilling freely , she had never felt a pain like this it was like being torn apart from the inside. Her whole body shuddered as she sobbed and the night sky opened up and cold rain began to fall.

She couldn't believe her happy life had fallen apart so quick, it was something her mind just couldn't process. She sat there in the rain sobbing for what felt like hours, normally the ice rain would have made her want to leave but she didn't seem to have any emotions or feelings left . She was just a shell in that moment , a shell filled with pain.

And then she felt it , a strong warm arm pulling her to her feet. He came back. She wanted to laugh with relief, he pulled her quickly to her feet and tucked her head into his chest. She hadn't heard him coming or even had a chance to look up but that didn't matter right now , not to her.

She hugged him tightly sobbing on his shoulder. He was still angry, he had to be despite coming back for her he only held her around the waist loosely with one arm, a half comfort she thought but she was wrong.

She knew she was wrong when she tried to pull him into a full hug, she needed his comfort. She reached up and tried to pull his other arm around her and felt her blood run cold as her hand paused for a heart stopping moment on the nub where his arm used to be.