3rd chapter

Inuyasha's Regret

"Do you love her more than me inuyasha" asked kikyo

"Kagomes just a friend ......I love you more than anyone" answered inuyasha

"liar" yelled Kikyo

"I have noticed how close you and that girl had become"

"Do you forget your promise to me"

"You promised me that I was the only one you love, and that you'd protect me no matter

what" with that she started to cry (If its possible for her to cry)

Inuyasha slowly approached and placed his hand on her shoulders.

"Kikyo….I will never forget my promise, and I shall keep it"

"I lost you before and I don't wanna lose you again"

Inuyasha hugged her afraid that she might disappear

"We can be together again inuyasha, we can use the jewel to become human

and live a normal life together just as we had planned 50 years ago"

"Once we rid of Naraku , and gather the jewel shards I will be whole again"

They stood there for seconds

"I love you kikyo…and only you"

She lifted her head up and they shared a passionate kiss.

Unaware of the eyes watching from behind a tree.

It was raining now, inuyasha's sense's were getting weaker, he could not smell anything, only heard rain drops, and the whistles of the wind. Yet he knew something was wrong, something was not right, but he didn't know what it was that was bothering him. He couldn't shake the feeling off. He and kikyos conversation had just ended, and now he was on he's way back to the village. Kagome would be back tomorrow just as she promised. He felt guilty for some reason those words he had told kikyo were true yet he cared about Kagome more than a friend. He loved both of them. But he knew one day he would have to choose one, and only one, until then he would keep loving both.

When he arrived at Kaedas hut everyone was asleep, Sango was asleep in the corner of the hut, near her laid kirara, and shippo. And in the far corner was the lecherous monk, he had bandages on his head. ( I think we know wut happened there lol)

Inuyasha was tired and soaking wet, he carefully removed his red upper haori and sat near the fire.

" So where have you been, we have not seen you today since kagome left" said the still sleepy miroku who had been woken by inuyasha's arrival.

"None of your damb business monk" irritated by the monks question.

" I just hope you were not with kikyo again" said Miroku, knew where inuyasha had been earlier it was written in the hanyous eyes, regret, love, guilt.

" Even if I was that's my concern and not yours." Yelled inuyasha

" inuyasha you know what will happen if kagome finds out"

"I know I know you don't have to remind me"

"You should not have given Kagome false hope" miroku calmly said.

" keh whatever"

He hated it when the monk is right..

Flashback:

She stood there looking down the village, the same spot where Kikyo use to sit. Her hair swayed with the wind, how she looked so peaceful, so carefree, so beautiful. She noticed my presence and slowly looked back and smiled how I loved that smile. For a moment I stood there just watching her, portraying every detail. Her figure, her smile, her eyes, the sunset that played behind her making the picture more perfect. How beautiful she looked, she called me to join her, as she returned to watching the sunset. I slowly walked forward taking baby steps at a time. The scent of her wound was strong now, I could smell her blood, guilt consumed me, I was not able to protect her earlier that day I was to preoccupied thinking about Kikyo's sake that I had forgotten kagome was there and she had gotten hurt. And still she never blamed me for her injuries, she merely understood.

Still I could not forgive myself. I had stood there and watched her get hurt. What if she had died because of my carelessness. Tears streamed down my face as I hugged her from behind, I couldn't believe that I was crying for this girl when I had never cried for anyone besides my mother. How she makes me feel weak, but at the same time making me stronger.

" I'm sorry I'm so sorry" and I truly meant it

My actions surprised her as she turned around and found me crying, her eyes they showed so much emotions. She was surprised to find the great inuyasha crying because she was hurt. She whipped my tears away, and smiled.

"Why are you sorry you didn't do anything wrong"

I hugged her harder, but lessened my grip when I realized her wounds.

" Kagome I thought I was going to loose you"

"I don't know what I would do if I lost you"

"I lost Kikyo before, and I don't want to loose you to" fear was in his voice

"inuyasha...." guilt was in her voice she felt guilty seeing him cry.

"didn't I say I'll always be by your side"

"kagome....I..I...I lo..ve you" I couldn't believe what I had said. I told her how I felt.

End of flashback

* I had betrayed both of them, both Kikyo and kagome. I told kagome I loved her, then told Kikyo that Kagome was only a friend to me . I don't know what to do anymore*

"inuyasha....inuyasha" miroku's calls had woken him from his trance.

"What"

"You better get some sleep, Kagome will be back tomorrow afternoon, and if you don't want her to find out, I advice you to get some rest...you look like shit right now."

" Shut up monk" yelled the hanyou nearly waking the others.

With all that said they had grown tired of arguing and surrendered to sleep, after all he is tired.

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The next morning he had woken early, and decided to take a walk, to calm his mind.

He spent the day sitting on a tree, just close to the well. he had not eatin anything at all and he was well hungry. Finally he grew impatient, it was getting dark now and she was not back yet.

" Damb wench, whats taking her too long" finally loosing his temper he jumped off the tree and made his way to the well. At first he waited there, (well you know inuyasha he's verry impatient). *Ughhh thats it she's gonna pay for making me wait*

Without a second thought he jumped in, expecting to be transported to Kagomes time, but nothing happened. He was still in Feudal Japan.

*What the Hell, why isn't it working* he was confused and he felt that something was wrong.

*had kagome sealed the well, was she that angry at him for their argument, had he said something wrong...no something was not right, he had done worse before and she had never sealed the well.* There it is again that feeling had come back, he felt it before, that night he was with kikyo. Now he was panicking, something seriously was wrong.

* What if something happened to kagome* he ran back to the village he needed to find Kaeda for information.

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"Inuyasha have you said anything to kagome to make her angry" asked kaeda

"no... we just had our usual argument that's all"

"Your all acting as if it's my fault"

" I cannot understand why the well is sealed, is it possible that it has sealed itself, or has kagome sealed it, I've taught her how but I never expected it to be this soon"

kaeda tried looking for explanation.

"I'm worried" the monk said

"Everyone is houshi" Sango said, but she was worried real worried.