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Rodeochick

I fell into a restless sleep. I didn't dream for the first part of the night, but then the dreams came; the horrid dreams.

/I was sitting out on the deck of the wonderous Black Pearl feeling the wind through my hair. It was so magical. I felt a strong arm lace around my waist, and I moved into the touch thinking it was Jack. He nuzzled my neck and then I felt a sharp pain in my wrist as they were brought behind my back. I felt the dagger of the bard-wire tie digging into my skin. I cringed in pain and was turned to see Marlow standing there smiling.

"Go 'ead. Scream lassie. No one'll 'ear ye now." He smirked and I yelled for Jack. He came walking out of his cabin. I yelled for him but he stood there with half hooded eyes. I looked at him. Where was the Jack I knew and loved this imposter wasn't him. Suddenly Jack fell to the floor and then I saw it. There in Jack's back was a dagger, it was embeded so deep into his back. That's when I saw Jackson coming from Jack's cabin. A smirk on his face. I was stripped and the tied with my legs spread to the Main Mast. The crew eyed me hungrily.

"Well now men. We be having dinner a little early tonight." He nodded toward me, "Do what ye will with 'er." I gasped as I felt hands begining to grope me all over. Marlow laughed evilly. \\ Jack woke as I stirred uneasily. He watched me as I writhed in the bed. It was as if I were trying to get away from something. He finally decided he had seen enough and took me in his arms. He hushed to me as I opened my eyes and then in fear pushed him away. My eyes were big and wild. Jack was surprised at my reaction. I looked into his eyes and he looked hurt. I let the tears fall not caring anymore. I couldn't care.

"Luv." He said worriedly he put his hand on my cheek and stroked it gently I turned my head and looked away. Tears still falling down my face.

"Do not touch me Jack. I'm so dirty, I let Marlow take me. I don deserve you." I cried. Jack was shocked. He didn't think the whole ordeal with Marlow had such an affect on me. Tears welled up in his eyes. He couldn't face this not now. He stood and put on his shirt and a pair of normal pants and walked out of the room. I sat and cried. Everything I had thought and feared was coming true. He didn't love me. I was just some whore to him.

Jack climbed the stairs to the wheel and dismissed Anamaria. Before she walked away she had noticed the tears welling up behind Jack's eyes. She stood beside her captain a while and then decided to ask.

"How be the gi'l?" Jack couldn't take it any more. He put his hand over his face and let his shoulders shake as he cried. Anamaria was surprised she had never seen her captain cry before. She put a hand on his back and tried to comfort him.

"Anamaria I don know 'hat to do. She wont tell me what's wrong. She sure as 'ell wont let me hold her when she cries. Ye know what she asked me today?" Anamaria saw the heart break in his eyes. Ana just shock her head no.

"'he asked me if 'he was just another whore to me?" Anamaria gasped. She had seen the jealous look he had given the other crewmembers when Jasmine jumped on their backs and goofed off with them. She had known the first day they came on the ship together that they were in love.

"What'd ye tell her Jack?" Ana asked. Jack frowned and looked Ana in the eye.

"I told 'er the truth." Ana looked at the floor and then let her Captain finish. " I told her that I loved her more then anything in the world and that she was the only women I would ever want." Ana let out a breath that she didn't even know she was holding.

"What's so upsetting about that?" Ana asked. Jack looked back at the horizon. He shrugged his shoulder's watching the sun raise. This was Jasmine's favorite time of day. She said it was the most beautiful thing she had ever seen.

"She woke up not to long ago crying and screamin'. I woke her up and tried to hold her. She called herself dirty and ugly and said that she didn't deserve me. That hurt Anamaria. It got me right 'ere." He stated putting a hand over his heart. She nodded letting him know that she understood.

"What if I talked to 'er. Some gi'l talk. Maybe she'd tell me." Ana thought out loud, Jack shrugged. Anamaria moved down the stairs and toward Jack's room. She could hear Jasmine crying and asking why she had been raped and taken away from Jack.