Anamaria stopped at the door and listened through the door. Tears formed in her eyes. She had never heard Jasmine talk like that before. She wiped her eyes and knocked on the door. I stood in sudden fright. I wiped my eyes.
"Who is it?" I asked trying to calm my breathing.
"It be me Anamaria." I stood and rushed over to the door, I unlocked the door to let her in. She took one step in the door I threw my arms around her and cried. She tried to comfort, and calm me down.
"Anamaria, I let him down. I betrayed Jack. I let that man take me." I cried. Anamaria pulled away from me and looked me in the eye.
"No ye didn't 'hat isn't 'ha gi'l I knoe." She walked to the closet and pulled out a pair of Jack's pants and one of his shirts and handed them to me. "Ye 'ave Jack so scared 'hat yer gonna leave him, he came out crying because of 'he state ye were in. He luvs ye. I've never seen 'im like this before. Ye need to 'alk to 'im let 'im know how this is botherin' ye. He'll do whatever he can to 'elp ye." I smiled at Anamaria. I look back at the floor and then set the clothes on the bed.
"I don't deserve him Anamaria. I'm so dirty, I'm so ugly. He's too good for me. I should be nothing but a whore to him now." Anamaria was outraged. She couldn't believe this was the same girl she had known.
"Don ye ever say 'hat." Ana stepped closer to me. She gently grabbed and shook me lightly. "Don ye ever say 'hat not 'ver again. Ye deserve 'im more than anybody I know. Ye were made fer each other. He luvs ye more than he's Pearl." She stated and hugged me to her. She pulled me from her and looked at me and smiled slightly. "C'mon let's get ye dressed and go find Jack." I nodded and smiled back at her. She was right. I could feel how much Jack loved me in the way he held me, and the night everything happened, I had seen it in his eyes.
She helped me out of my clothes and then re-bandaged my wounds. She had rummaged through Jack's clothes till she found a pair of pants and shirt that looked like it would fit me. When I was dressed she took my arm and headed toward the door. She felt me hold back and gave me a gentle tug.
"Anamaria. I don think I can do this." I said almost in tears. Anamaria stopped and looked at me she shook her head and looked me in the eye.
"They're gonna 'hink ye're scared of em fer the rest of ye life." I nodded understanding what she said. Anamaria opened the door and stepped out on deck. She gently tugged on my arm for me to follow her, I did. She smiled and then stopped a man.
"Hey ye!" she shouted to catch the man's attention. He turned and smiled. He was quite the looker.
"Aye Anamaria. What can I help ye with 'his lovely afternoon?" Ana Smiled. She had always liked this guy.
"Where be 'he Cap'n?" She questioned. He looked her over and then looked at me not really wanting to answer that question in front of me.
"Who be 'er and what does 'he want with our Cap'n?" He questioned glaring at me. I stood tall about tired of people on this ship looking at me like I didn't belong with Jack.
"Jack is my lover and I wish ta speak with him." I said. I saw Ana back away surprised at my sudden out burst. The man frowned and then told us where he was. I looked at Anamaria confused she frowned and I knew something had to have been terribly wrong. "Why would Jack be down in the cargo hold?" I asked. Anamaria started walking away toward the hold. I ran to catch up.
"'is rum is down 'here. See when ye asked 'im to leave ye alone. It broke im in two. So he's more 'han likely he gone down there to drink away what 'appened." She said her tone saddened.I hung my head, I needed to talk about this to him. We needed to get a few thing straight if this was ever going to work. I need him right now and he's drinking, maybe I should just let him be. We arrived at the Cargo bay and Anamaria walked back to the back where Jack was. I was surprised to find that he wasn't drinking. He sat there against the wall with tear stained face. My eyes watered and I didn't know what to do. I left Anamaria's side and went to Jack. I ran my hand down the side of his face and his eyes shot open. He smiled up at me.
"Jack," He put his fingers up to my lips and pulled me into his body and just held me. I felt the raise and fall of his strong chest. Anamaria took that as a sigh that I would be in good hands and with one last smile she left us with the room all to ourselves. I cuddled into him. God I missed having his strong-arms around me.
"Jasmine, 'his mornin' when ye told me ta leave. I 'hought ye wanted me outta yer life. I almost lost it 'ight in front of me crew. 'hat be why I had to come down 'ere. I'm so scared Jasmine. I've never felt 'his strongly 'bout anyone." He eyes had started to water again. I pulled my self up to my knees and looked him in the eye.
"Jack I love you so much. I would never want to get rid of you." I kissed him and relaxed at the familiar feeling of his lips against mine. Jack got up on his knees and started to lay me on the floor.
I'm so sorry I haven't updated I've been having computer problems and stuff and Captain Anna I'm sorry I didn't send this chapter to you for beting.. but I don hvae e-mail.. Please review... thanks ..