When I awoke I looked around only to notice that I was back in Jack's cabin. His body pressed against mine, it felt so right. I couldn't believe how much I loved him. Then I realized how bad it was going to hurt him when I told him about the baby. Tears swelled my eyes. I moved his hand from my body and stood from the bed. I walked over to the port whole and looked out the window it was a starry night. These were my favorite nights to sleep out on deck with Jack. I felt an arm wrap about me and pull me into a tight stomach and chest. I had started to show I was pregnant a little. Jack loved it. He put his hand on my stomach and rubbed it. This caused an unusual pain. I winced and he pulled away looking me in the eye. I let a tear fall down my cheek and I looked at the floor.
He looked deep into my eyes and saw something he wished he didn't see. He took me into a strong embrace and wiped the tear from my eye.
"What is it luv? Don't cry." He said concerned holding me close to him. I backed away and turned around trying to collect myself. I had to tell him, it was now or never. I turned back to him after a long minute, tears were coming in streams now.
"Jack." I took a breath and seen the fear of what was to come in his eyes. "Jack, I think theres something wrong with the baby." I finally choked out. Jack practically ran to me, the whole 4 feet and took me in his arms.
"We're on our way ta Port Royal. I'll 'ave Will and Liz take ye in ta see a doctor. Ye need ta get a check up anyway." He tried to make things better, and I know he really tried. So I tried to smile for him.
"How long will it take us to get there?" I asked hoping it wouldn't take long. He semi-smiled and picked me up placing me on the bed.
"A 'ew days luv." I smiled at him as he laid down beside me and rest his hand on my stomach. I moved so that my head was on his chest. I could hear his heartbeat, and feel my head lift and fall with his breathing. Those two simple things put me to sleep.
I awoke the next morning to an empty bed. Jack always did this, he got up before the sun and would go steer his ship before coming back to me with breakfast. Or I would go out on deck and snuggle against him until the breakfast bell rang. Well today I must have slept in longer then normal, because before long Elizabeth, Will, and Anamaria all came bursting into the room. Will was carrying a plate of what looked to be lunch, Elizabeth and Anamaria came in and immediately sat on the edge of my bed. Liz took my hand while Anamaria helped Will with my lunch.
"Are you okay?" Liz asked concerned. I looked at the plate of food in front of me, but I couldn't eat.
"I'm fine." I looked atmy three friends and then back at the bed. "I don't think the baby is though?" I said. Anamaria gasped and Will looked shocked. Liz squeezed my hand, I could have sworn I seen tears in their eyes.
"Does Jack know?" Will finally broke the silence. I looked up at him and then tears rolled down my face. Liz took me in her arms and tried to quiet my sobs. Once they had subsided enough for me to talk I looked Will straight in the eye.
"He knows I'm not feeling well and that I need to see a doctor. He said that he was going to ask Liz to take me into Port Royal and have me see a doctor." I let a sob shake my body, then continued. "I don't want him to know until I'm absolutely sure. It would kill him to know right now." Liz and Anamaria nodded in agreement and Will stood there quiet with thought. Almost as if he knew he was being talked about Jack came slaunghtering into the cabin the way he always has. He walked over to the bed and kissed me gently. He then laid a hand on my stomach.
"Do ya feel any better luv?" He asked kissing me once more. I blushed but then realized no one there really cared. I frowned and looked away from him.
"No not really. I'm not that hungry either." I hesitated before meeting his eyes. There was a sad look about him, I couldn't really place it. It just wasn't him to be sad.
"Ye should eat." He said. Liz moved to stand beside her husband so Jack could sit by me. I frowned and tried to take a bit of my food only to have it come right back up in the bucket that was set beside the bed. Jack ran his hand gently, almost soothingly through my hair. He helped me lay back and kissed my cheek. "Ne'er mind eatin'. Get some rest luv." He said running his hand through my hair and lulling me to sleep.
If you guys are all for Jasmine and Jack having this kid... You're probably gonna get mad at me but I don know what's gonna happen but please do keep reading... I'm deffinately on a roll right now lol... if you have any comments or any suggestions... Please feel free to E-mail me...
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Rodeo
