Disclaimer: I do not own Teen Titans but I wish I did.
Author's Note: Hello everyone. Thanks for reviewing and please continue to.
This is a sort of poem/short story from Raven's point of view. She's not talking to anyone in particular but she could be talking to herself or whoever you want. This is sort of a different writing style from my other poems but I felt like doing something different. So tell me what you think and enjoy. Oh and just to let you know she is very calm about the whole situation, so um… yeah. Read and Review.
Bloodlust and Death
There's this hate
That won't go away
I don't know where it stems from
But it is everlasting
It's changing me
Into what?
…I don't really know
And I'm not sure that I want to find out
It affects me in so many ways
I can't look at someone's neck without my hands itching to strangle it
I can't pick up a knife without the thought of stabbing someone
I can't eat meat without craving to cut someone open
I can't write with a pen without the urge to stab somebody's eyes out
And it's tempting
So very tempting
But I somehow manage to restrain myself
I keep myself from doing those horrible things
But lately… it's been getting harder
I can't seem to control my actions anymore
I barely kept myself from stabbing that last person
And I broke annoying Beast Boy's nose just the other week
When he wouldn't stop cracking such corny jokes
I know there's something wrong
This is no ordinary problem
I was never like this before
Thinking and doing are two separate things
But now they are starting to combine
But the worst part is how I react
I actually enjoyed punching the lights out of Beast Boy
I took some cruel sadistic pleasure in seeing Starfire bleed from her paper cut
And I only longed for more
For more of that twisted pleasure
For more of that crimson liquid that tantalizes my thoughts
I'm unsafe
I'm a danger to be around
And I'm only becoming more of a threat as time passes
Especially because of what I crave:
Bloodlust
And
Death
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