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ALright here is the next chap and i again ask u not to kill me!

"Harry you can't do this!" Ron yelled at his best friend.

"I have no choice!" Harry replied back as he fastened Godric Gryffindor's sword to his side.

"What about your children! Did you forget you have a family, three children who need their father!" Ron argued.

"I have to find Ginny! I can't leave her. I promised her I would always protect her Ron! I promised her and I failed so I am going to find her!" Harry said fastening his black cloak.

"Daddy!" Anne yelled running into the room and throwing herself around her father's legs.

"Daddy where's mummy. Where are you going?" Anne said, Harry could see the tears in her eyes and it made his heart break. He bent down to her and wrapped his arms around her.

"Anne honey look at me. I have to go find your mummy. Some one took her away and I need to get her back. So Uncle Ron and Aunt Hermione are going to look after you and your brothers till I come back." Harry said.

"I don't want you to go." Anne pleaded.

"I don't want to go either Anne but I have to. I have to find your mother." he said one last time, hugging her tight and kissing her on the fore head.

"Jason," Harry said to his son who was standing by the door way.

"Jason I need you to watch after your sister and brother for me. Can you do that for me son?" Harry asked.

Jason nodded and Harry hugged him.

"I will be back kids. I promise." Harry said heading for the door, Ron in pursuit.

"What about Hali? What am I to tell her Harry? And what am I to tell Evan when he starts asking for his parents. How will I know your even alive. Harry you can't do this alone. Let me at least come with you." Ron said getting desperate.

"You know you can't Ron. I need you here. Hermione needs you here. I will keep in touch with the mirror. But I ask you not to call me on it unless it is an emergency." Harry said with a whistle, Hedwig his Phoenix appeared.

"She will stay here and keep watch. If anything should happen she has orders to take you right to Griffian Manor and then come get me." Harry said as Hedwig flew to one of the open windows of Ron's house.

"Your really going to do this?" Ron said.

"I have no choice. She is my wife Ron, she is my soul. She is in this mess because of me and you know it. I'll find the bastard who took her and if I have to I will rip him apart with my bare hands." Harry said and with out another word he turned into a hawk and flew up into the sky, not once looking back.

Ron sighed and walked back into his house to see the mess Harry had left behind. Hermione sitting on the floor trying to calm Anne down and Jason just standing there, his eyes giving away his emotions, sadness, anger.

"He will be back." Ron said aloud. "He has never broken a promise."

Then Evan started to cry and Ron went to get him, he tried everything he could to get Evan to calm down and even Hermione tried. But it seemed the new born baby was smarter then any one knew for he knew that his parents where gone.

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"Where am I?" the woman asked, opening her eyers and looking around, she tried to remember where she was, why her head hurt so much and then she relized with horror she had no clue who she was.

"Calm down." Another woman's voice said starling her.

"Who are you? Do you know me?" she asked, hoping this woman would know something anything.

"My name is Clare Worthington. And no I'm sorry I don't know you. I found you a couple nights ago In a building that collapsed that you where in. You don't know who you are?" Clare asked.

"No," the woman said, feeling like crying. "I.. I don't know who I am."

"Well that won't do. You will need a name, something I can call you." Clare said, trying to keep the woman in the bed calm.

She looked around the room and spotted a vase of flowers, of Lilies.

"I guess Lily. My name I think is Lily. It seems so familiar." the newly named Lily said.

"Lily is a beautiful name. Maybe you knew some one with the name. Or maybe it's your favorite flower." Clare said, Lily noticing that Clare looked no older then 25. She had light auburn hair and brown eyes and very tan skin.

"I don't understand. A building collapsed with me in it?" Lily asked.

"Yes it seems so. And in the state I found you I'd say you where being held there against your will, kidnaped." Clare said, her face growing dark.

"What is it?" Lily demanded.

"I don't want to upset you." Clare said. "But well when I brought you in the doctors had to do a lot to bring you back and they also did some other exams. You have a child they said."

"I'm a mother." Lily said. "But where is my husband or my child then. Where am I! And why do you sound different then I do?" Lily said, getting hysterical.

"Calm down before the doctors kick me out. I'm not suppose to stress you out." Clare said.

"And to answer your question I believe you may be British or from that area. Your in America, New York to be specific." Clare answered.

"If I'm British then what am I doing here." Lily said now extremely confused.

"I don't know. But know that we can tell that your not from here the police can look into it." Clare said.

There was a knock on the door and a very tall, older man in a white coat walked in.

"Oh good your awake." the man said.

"Who are you?" Lily demanded.

"Oh excuse me. I am Dr. Homes. I'm in charge of your case."

"Lily," Clare said.

"You know who you are?" the man replied, seeming surprised.

"No I don't." Lily replied.

"I figured. Your whole nervous system seemed to have been well for no better word tortured. I've been trying to figure it out since you have arrived here but I can't. But with the extent of torture it seemed that your body went through I would of been surprised if you indeed had your memory intact." Dr. Homes said.

"How long have I been here." Lily asked.

"For over two weeks hun." Clare replied.

Lily placed her head in her hands, this was all to much. Where was she going to go, where was she going to stay.

"Lily now I don't want you to fret to much. In cases like yours, with your memory I mean to say the damage is usually not permeant." Dr. Homes told her.

"For how long then?" Lily asked.

"Where there is the problem. Usually it takes just one thing to trigger the memory but until it is it could be months, even years. I'm sorry." the Doctor said as his beeper went off.

"I have to go but I'll be back to check on you later. In a couple of days I think you should be ready to leave." he said leaving.

"Oh Merlin!" Lily said making Clare giggle.

"What!" Lily said, sounding angry.

"Calm down hun. Stress isn't good for you." Clare said.

"Stress isn't good for me. Well what else am I suppose to feel. I have no memory, I may not even be from this county and I have no clue where I am going to when they release me. On top of that it looks like I was kidnaped and tortured to a point that made me loose my memory. And I can't remember any of it!" Lily said, having the need to cry.

Clare looked at Lily, her eyes filled with sympathy.

"Well I can solve one of your problem." Clare said. "You will stay at my place."

"I could not do that to you." Lily said.

"I'm offering, no insisting. It will be no problem. I live in a fairly large apartment with my best friend Joey. I already talked to him and he is find with it. We have an office that we can turn into a room for you. It will be fun." Clare insisted.

Lily looked at Clare and after much thought said, "Thank you. Not only for this but for saving my life."

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