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Harry had been on the road for now over six months, tracking every lead that reached his ears. He got little word from home and returned with little himself. He did make it an objective to call at least once a month. They where probably the most painful calls Harry had ever made. They where meant with angry shouts, tears and pleads for him to return. But he could not, he still had hope Ginny was alive, some where. Maybe she was being held against her will, or to weak to call for help but he knew she was alive some where and he had to keep searching until her found her.

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"RON!" Hermione yelled running around, holding her son, Nick Granger Weasley at her side.

"WHAT!" Ron yelled back, emerging from the bath room.

"I need to get to work. Can you stay here until my Aunt Beverly gets here. She's watching Evan and Nick today." Hermione said in a rush as she put Nick into his father's hand.

"Evan still asleep. I'll see you tonight Ron and please make sure to remember to pick Jason, Anne and Chris up from school." Hermione said with out another word rushing towards the fireplace and flooing off to work at the ministry.

Ron stood there holding his three month year old son just as his nephew Evan woke up.

"Well looks like another day late for quiditch." Ron said rushing to aid his nephew.

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"Lily!" Joey called.

"What!" Lily said as she tied up her red hair in a bun.

"I finally got the report back Lily and I have good news and bad news." Joey told her.

You see Joey was not only Clare's best friend and room mate but he was also the detective on her case.

"And?" Lily asked trying not to get her hopes up.

"Bad news is there is no visa fitting your description for coming into the States. So the good news is you must of been born here. You may even be from New York." Joey said watching as her face fell.

"Lil I'm sorry." Joey said, knowing that all Lily wanted to know was who she really was and if she really did have a child out there.

"No Joey your doing your best. Thank you." Lily said hugging the man she was considering as a brother.

"So what are your plans today?" he asked as he was getting ready to go into the office, Clare had already left she had just started as a teacher at a local high school, teaching history.

"I'm working at the café from 1 till 8. Then I'll be home." Lily said grabbing her purse off the coffee table trying not to show her disappoint meant in finding out who she really was.

"Lily I don't want you to stress about this. I'll find out who you are. I promise." Joey said to her.

"I know Joey." Lily said heading out the door and down the elevator to the busy streets of New York City.

"Why," Lily though,"why can't I find out who I am."

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"Tell me who you are working for!" Harry said in a harsh whisper holding a man by his neck against a wet brick wall some where in the middle of France.

"I know nothing." the man responded to Harry.

"Then why'd you run!" Harry retorted angrily.

"There is much talk about you Mr. Potter. Much talk indeed. Many have said you have gone mad. That your anger is one to rivals the dark lord that you defeated." the man said as Harry threw him hard against the wall, the man only laughed.

"Where is my wife!" Harry yelled, months almost a year of rage and anger boiling over. He had been away from home for a year now, Jason and Anne where both on their way to being seven, he had missed their six birthday which had been only a few weeks after he left. Evan would be one in only two months. Harry knew he had missed out on so much but he refused to stop his search.

"I have no answer for you Mr. Potter." the man said then with a snap disappearing.

"Damn it!" Harry yelled out loud having no choice but to go back to the nearest motel and checking into the dingy place. Once in his room Harry pulled off his cloak and drew himself a shower while staring at himself in the mirror.

His many concealment charms where up. They his the scars that mutilated his body. But none of them could hide the scars that ran in his heart and his soul.

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"So girls." Joey said plopping down in between Clare and Lily on the couch, making both girls squeal.

"What movie is it tonight?"

"Well," Clare said popping a DVD into it's player, "tonight we shall watch a classic."

"Yes an absolutely wonderful classic." Lily said.

Joey raised an eyebrow. These girls watch classics was like asking two year olds to read Hamlet. No what ever this movie would be was defiantly not what he would call a classic.

"Lethal Weapon 1" Clara announced as the movie began and both girls started laughing with joy as they saw the most beautiful thing in the world, Mel Gibsons bum.

"I swear you two shall be the death of me! No man should have to stare at that man's buttocks!" complained Joey, trying to hide his eyes from the sight.

"Oh hush Joey. Your just jealous cause Mel makes a better looking cop then you do." Clare said, Joey throwing a pillow at her.

"I swear the two of you need to snog each other already!" Lily complained, this time Lily was hit with two pillows in the head, every one in the room laughing.

Later on as the movie continued and Mel Gibson saved the world and three bowls of popcorn later Lily could not help but feel sad. Though she knew she should be grateful to be alive and though she knew she should feel happy to have friends like Clare and Joey she could not help but feel restless. She wanted to go home, where ever home maybe was where she wanted, needed to be.

She felt such an emptiness inside her, like something was missing. And she always got this funny feeling anytime she'd walk by a tree where fallen branches, sticks laid. And she would hear this voice in the back of her head"...there will be no silly wand waving..."

"Where these memories" she asked herself many nights. "But how could they be. Wands what foolishness was that. But why then did that word feel so familiar to her. And what was her obsession with the colors red and gold." she continued to ask herself.

All Lily wanted to know was who she was. Who was she before Clare found her. Why had she been kidnaped and why had she been tortured for that was all she knew. All she wanted was answers.

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It was the beginning of June, Harry had missed Evan's first birthday which had been

May 7th and was already filled with guilt. At this time Harry was in the middle America, New Jersey to be more specific. He was in a motel, sipping muggle whisky and staring at a picture he had forgotten about taking with him

It was a family Weasley picture taken the last Christmas before Evan was born, before everything had gone to hell. That last Christmas Mrs. Weasley had knitted every single Weasley a new sweater. And in return Ginny had gotten Collin Creevy to come over and take a picture of them all. In it was every Weasley brother, including Bill's pregnant wife Fluer as well as Percy's. Charlie's wife Tonks and of course Ginny and him along with Jason and Anne. Along with Ron and his wife Hermione as well as Hermione's brother Chris who Mrs. Weasley always considered a son.

Harry looked at the picture, tears spilling from his eyes that he kept from standing the picture. He wanted to go home but he could not, he could not go home not knowing if Ginny was alive or dead. These where Harry's thoughts as he feel asleep. When he woke up in the morning he had come to a decision. Or really his dream had for him.

While he slept a woman he knew very well, the woman he knew as his wife visited him and yelled at him for staying away from the kids. That where he was needed was at home in England raising their children. So when Harry woke he decided she was right, wether it really was Ginny or just a product of his imagination it was correct.

It had been almost over a year since she went missing, Evan had turned one. It was time for him to go home. It may mean less searching time for his wife but he knew that his children needed him and in return he needed his children.

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Miles away Lily woke suddenly from a dream. A dream that had angered her beyond belief but yet a dream she could not remember at all.

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