Remorse
21-08-2005
Twenty—first of August, 2005
I don't know what to say...
The planet is still spinning,
The sky hasn't fallen,
The world is still moving on,
Yet where are you?
I don't even know why I'm writing this
Gone is gone, that is that.
After all, measly words
Can't even dream to bring you back
You always said you'd live forever
(Only the good die young)
Then you must have been a bloody angel
'Cause your death was far too soon
I can't even help the tears
That are falling to this page
I can't help feeling the sorrow
The anguish, hurt, and rage
How could you just up and leave
You're light's the only glow
You illuminated the inky darkness
So now where did you go?
I'm left wandering blind
In this black abyss
The only thing that's on my mind
Is just how much you're missed
Everything around me
Is still rolling along
My whole life's been rushing past me
And I just think "You're gone"
All the prayers in the world
Couldn't keep you on it
So why should I care
When I still don't have a prayer
Are you even still there somewhere?
In some other life
Or did you simply vanish
When you body became cold?
I miss you more than you know
I never realized
Just how much it hurts to love someone
And have to say goodbye...