I'm trying to update early because I know my story isn't getting very interesting since now. I hope it will go better now! read and review please!
Ah! Just to make it clearer, the last chapter and this one are something like a patchwork of places times and characters. I tried to make it clearer with the big titles (at first I thought to let you understand without help my flashbacks and changes of set) however the most important flashback is that of Sana which began in the 4th chapter and is to be finished here in the 5th.
Sana passed the entire night thinking, hour after hour she felt more empty: all her supports were falling down, what had made her go on for years, the consciousness that even if He wasn't in Japan if she needed him he would always be there for her was collapsing in front of her eyes as a card castle. 'No, not the depression, please no! I'm loved by so many people, I know, I can't get my self so down only because I'm abandoned by one…' "Though the most important one…" she whispered falling asleep for tiredness with her eyes full of tears.
The following morning she get ready very quickly, she had a commercial to do! "Work, work this is my life!" she shouted in Rei's ears, "Let's go"
"You aren't going anywhere if you don't eat something, Sana!" said Misako.
"But Mama, I'm late!"
"No excuse, you aren't eating enough"
"Mama, I just can't, please"
Misako felt as if someone had shot her feeling the sadness of her daughter: "If don't eat you won't be able to work in a few days"
"Don't worry mum, I'm gonna be better!" 'Or better I hope to…'
"Good morning Kurata-san, we are honoured you accepted to act in our commercial!" the director was outmost nice with the young but already famous actress.
"Just call me Sana, sir, I'm really happy to work with you!"
"So, Sana, this is the script, just study it, for this morning we are only going to present the actors to each other and try little main pieces"
Minutes later…
"What, what! What am I reading here! That's impossible you're joking!"
"What's the matter Kurata-san!"
"Ddo I have to kiss someone?"
"Yes, the commercial is about a love story in a mall…"
"Sana Kurata doesn't kiss anyone! Never"
"But Kurata-san, what's the problem in kissing Hiroshi Nakamura?"
Sana followed the forefinger of the director: the boy, one of the handsomest young actors of the moment was right in front of her. Sana shivered a little: he was really sexy with his muscles and his deep black eyes, but she didn't notice that. His dirty blond hair had captured her eyes and her mind at first. She felt sick of loneliness, her mind was full of Hayama, Akito Hayama, Akito Hayama, Akito Hayama……….at no end.
Sana focused on the director.
"It's not Nakamura. I just can't kiss anyone"
"Err… Sana you're a fifteen years old actress, you are expected to kiss the actors who work with you. It's your job." The director talked patiently, as if he was persuading a child, Sana felt slightly embarrassed.
"Please, don't force me… I'm sorry I can't do that, find someone else"
Sana turned her back and headed towards the door.
"Sana, Sana where are you going? What's this stupid…!" Rei was totally desperate and followed Sana with anger.
"Leave me alone Rei, I know it's stupid but… let me go!"
Sana struggled to get free from his grip and started running, her head in confusion.
AMERICAN COLLEGE, FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL
"Naozumi, you too in the American college!"
"Hey, hello Mary Jane! How are you?" said Naozumi with a slight red on his cheeks.
"Very well! So we are in the same class! Would you like to seat next me?"
"With pleasure! I'm gonna have some difficulty here, 'cause even if I know pretty well English I don't know how thing go in the American system…
"But it's really simple, I'll help you!"
"What a sweet scent of hers, how nice…" thought Naozumi unconsciously.
ANOTHER SCHOOL….
"So, Akito, how d'you do?" asked Tsuyoshi reaching him at break.
"I do…"
"Then I have to deduce you're going pretty well! And Mary Jane? Don't you care she's not in the same school of yours? I miss so much Aya-chan since she is not in my class…"
"But the great Sana-chan is in our class, Sasaki, don't you think this is great luck?" interrupted Ishida nosebleed splutch, totally unaware of what was up.
Akito's features stiffened he turned his back to Tsuyoshi and tried to go away.
"Yes but today she is not at school, in fact I'm quite sure they told us she won't frequent a lot this year, she's gonna work hard, you know. And I'm sorry of that…" said Tsuyoshi trying to stop him.
"…."
"Akito" Tsuyoshi lowered his voice and became very serious "What's the matter with you? I want to know! What's up? Did you have an argument with her? What's the problem?"
"You know, I just date another girl"
"I noticed that, but I don't think you love her. What happened? Do tell me, please!"
Akito shrugged and went on, followed by a sad look from his best friend.
…………………………….
The brown-red girl's hair was bouncing on her back. Tears were flowing on her cheeks as she was running without watching where she was going. 'Why don't I accept to kiss other boys? What's the matter with me, what is a kiss if there is not love? The only boy I ever kissed, did he love me, why do I keep remembering his kisses, his rare smile, his hair his smell, everything of him is always with me! I'm not sure I can continue to live without him…'Suddenly she bumped into someone making him fall down on his back. Finding herself on the ground or better on someone's body, Sana raised her head in confusion.
"What the hell were you doing?" asked an angry well known deep voice from below, "Oh, it's you…"
" Excuse me, Hayama I'm going to get up as fast as I can" snapped Sana trying to get up.
But the hazel brown eyed boy put his hands on her shoulders and pull her back to kiss him.
"What……how do you dare!"
"Why where you crying?"
"None of your business, leave me now"
Akito left immediately the grip, leaving her a little confused. Sana got up and ran away in distress. 'How, how was he able to do it, how he dares, and why, why did I like it so much?' 'I just can't kiss someone else at least since I love him so much, maybe it's because I'm afraid to forgot how it felt…it's my best memory of him, what I dream and what I want' 'Oh, am I so stupid I can't keep him out of my head'
THAT EVENING AT HAYAMA'S
The telephone rang. "Akito, it's for you"
"Hello…"
"Hello Mary"
"Hello Akito, how are you? How was your first day of school?"
"All ok…"
"Well, would you like to know what happened to me? Can I tell you?"
"If you like…"
Mary Jane chatted for the following half hour then finally said:
"Akito I think you are unusually sad, I care for you, if you need something you can tell me, I'm your girlfriend…"
'In fact she is…' "…."
"Well, so…goodnight"
"'Night"
Alone in her bedroom, Mary Jane watched around the new place; the little and bare room, the Japanese hoardings which were shining out of her window, the dark sky and she who was totally sleepless… homesickness flooded in her who wasn't able to stop it. 'What did I lose, finally, leaving home? A sad life!' 'True, but I expected this life to be better, Akito to be my support but since we were here I feel so lonely…"
Suddenly the telephone rang.
"Hello, Mary Jane Roberts"
"Err…hello, I'm Naozumi I just wanted to say goodnight, I know how much it's important for a lonely person to hear a friend voice…"
"It is, it is, I just needed it, thank you, thank you, Naozumi!"
"Well, so goodnight!"
"Goodnight and thank you!"
Mary Jane fell asleep dreaming a face where two brown eyes were time by time replaced by two blue ones…
Naozumi was seeing those brown eyes too, angrily thinking: "If you make her sad too, I will, I will…"
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