I'm sorry always to finish my chapters with a cliff hanger, I don't do it on purpose, it's just my writing way. But I know it's not very nice… So I'm writing this seventh chapter as faster as I can!
I think the rate can remain PG, but if you are under ten don't read further please! I think you're right liviegurl, I didn't focus so much on Sana's feelings, I spoke more about Akito and the others. I'll try to develop Sana's character in the following chapters.
Sango accepted to beta read my story, so I hope my writing will improve!
Looking at the building from below it was impressing, enormous, high…
Akito decided to go up: a challenge with himself, maybe the fear could distract him, he vaguely thought. His heart was wildly beating, his thought returned on the story of the kiss: maybe Sana didn't forget…
Lift's doors opened at top floor: the room was empty, the lights hadn't been lighted yet. In the half-light of the sunset you could perceive a little figure sitting on the round sofa in the center of the room. She was crying, her face in her hands. Looking at her, Akito's heart fastened its beats and tightened in sorrow, his face remained impassive, but a fire lighted up in his eyes.
And that very fire prevented Sana to walk out immediately. She raised her head and watched him with her eyes full of tears. Then she got up and headed towards the lift.
"Sana, why were you crying?" Akito said grabbing her arm. A shiver went through her whole body: that happened every time he pronounced her name.
"I don't have to explain anything to you…"
"No, in fact, I do, and you're gonna listen to me" He tightened his grip on her arm, close to her shoulders. Sana nodded: his strength was paralyzing her and the warm feeling diffused through her body was too nice to let her pride react.
They sat down on the sofa and Akito told her his story, for the first time heart to heart, as if to another self. 'She IS part of me…' thought Akito.
Sana was silent the story long, then she said: "You did it well, poor Mary Jane, she needed you!"
Akito was surprised but he understood that there was nothing else Sana's goodness could have said about that and for the first time since he began to date Mary Jane, he felt happy with himself. Then he looked at Sana, who was watching him, full of admiration with her brown eyes where he could read her strong commotion. He watched her, as if he couldn't avoid the look of her innocent and fond eyes. She saw his eyes light word after word. Those eyes of ice, gold-browned, which were staring at her. Akito leaned towards her and kissed her soft and perfumed lips. She felt his warm lips and his breath on her skin. Slowly she felt herself lying down on the sofa and while the sweet kiss became for the first time a little deeper, she slipped on the ground, protected by his strong arms. Feeling the weight of his strong body on hers she shivered with pleasure. Her mind was saying "No" but her body was giving up to desire. Akito was thinking anything, he just saw her beautiful pale face, her closed eyes, her long shiny brown hair, let down on her shoulders. He felt her little soft body rising up and down under his, he felt so loved…
His kisses reached her neck, his fair and straight hair was brushing the tip of her nose, they smelt of baby shampoo.
The soft, white skin of her neck smelt of vanilla, that perfume was as sweet as she was…
His hands were caressing her hips, underneath her shirt. They were warm and strong.
Her body was little and frail in his hands trained by karate…
Sana hugged him as if she was trying to become even closer to him, he kept kissing her.
His warm skin was in touch with hers…
And it took all of Sana's will power to resist to her very desire and gently push him back at that moment.
"We can't, she still is your girlfriend, we just can't do that!"
Akito was a little disoriented by her sudden refusal. He didn't say anything but just watched to her, with a sad look in his eyes, while she closed her shirt, blushing deeply. Then Sana said: "Well, I think it's time to go…"
"But…" Akito was interrupted immediately by Sana who added: "Don't worry about me, I'm happy if I know that you still care of me, because I couldn't live without knowing this"
Akito slightly blushed, then, regaining his cold expression, he said: "I don't think it's time to tell goodbye…didn't you hear the loudspeakers advising to go out? The guard came too, to call the last time, he didn't see us…I guess"
"So then?" snapped Sana with the tone of voice she had in the primary school, when she couldn't help teasing him.
"So we are closed here the night long"
Sana noticed there wasn't malice in his voice. She could tell easily, like that day when they crumbled down in the ravine: she felt herself overwhelmed by love towards him, and at the same time she felt a little disappointed not knowing why.
"I have to call Rei, he should be worried about me..."
"Sunglasses? You sure? He'll at least call the police to free us!"
"You're right…" 'So he doesn't want to be freed!' "I'll call Mama, and I'll explain everything to her"
While Sana called her mother, who immediately understood that her daughter was ok with Akito, the latter called his father. Mr. Hayama was truly happy to have news from his rebel son and apologized with him until he stopped the call.
"I'm really tired…so, goodnight!" said Akito falling down on the sofa and closing his eyes.
"Err, well…goodnight…" Sana looked enviously at him: how could he be so easy? Her heart was still beating fast, she was happy and sad at the same time, who could be able to sleep in this kind of mood?
She felt hungry, terribly hungry, for the first time in several days. She lied down on the sofa and closed her eyes. And she started to see… everything she had done since that moment passed through her personal visor. She tried to recall in her mind the image of Mary Jane and discovered she perfectly remembered her pale face, her red hair and her little figure. She felt angry with that little person and this feeling made her sorry and regretting 'what a horrible thought, can I truly be that bad?' 'Good, nice, gentle, caring, everybody always thinks this about me…' 'I'm tired, I'm really tired to be good and sad, to be nice and wounded by others…' 'What is happening to me? I love him and this is important…' 'No, this is not enough, I have to think about the others, about her…' 'I'm never gonna give up to him again…he is her boyfriend, he doesn't have to leave her alone, I have to be only his dear friend' 'If I can…' She couldn't help falling asleep for her weakness.
'I hope she thought I was sleeping, it just wasn't time to talk, nothing to say, I guess' 'I have nothing to say, I know what she thinks about my relationship with Mary Jane…' 'Ok I know we HAVE to talk, but it's not the moment… I'm so, so…' 'Jeez! What is happening to me? I'm upset, I guess I should say I'm moved' 'I want Sana, I love her… and she loves me, but we are bound to that girl…' 'Mary Jane, she's a good girl…she is worth of my care, I should love her…' 'I can't leave her now' 'And I guess Sana won't accept a secret relationship…' Akito spent the whole night thinking about it and finding no way to get a solution. Then he fell asleep, but there was something in his mind that he wasn't able to recall. Something important.
I'm sorry this chapter is so short, but I hope you'll like it and… see you soon!
