Why?
Because you are my brother. Because My life has revolved around you and no one else. Even before mother died, you -you- were the one that I clung to, ran to, surrendered my heart and soul to.
Why?
Because its always been the two of us. Because when our shining star stopped illuminating our paths, you were the one to give me, US a new purpose, a new life.
Why?
Because without you there is no meaning to life, there is no sun, or moon or stars. Nothing can compare to the gold of your eyes, to the shimmer of your hair, the warmth of your lips.
Why?
Because you gave everything for me, and all I could do was sit there and watch as they took your life away.
Why?
Don't you know? Cant you see? Are you really so blind that you cant see it? Because I love you Nii-san. More than you might ever imagine.
Why?
What a question to ask. Because even under all the guilt and pain, all the grief and bluster, you're kind at heart. Even after all the secrets and lies, even after we glimpsed the truth of the world, you remained you, never letting me doubt my own humanity as we struggled to attain our goals.
Why?
Because you never gave up on me and believed always that I was still your one and only brother. Because I know now that like me, you couldn't stand to be apart from me.
Why?
I should be asking YOU that Nii-san. I gave it all for you, and you, foolishly did the same for me. What a pair we are, aren't we?
Al.
I miss you so much. Come back, please, please come back. Make me whole again like you promised.