Ryo looked down at the figure of his lover, and tried to control the overwhelming sadness that was consuming his heart. What was it about the sleeping figure of Dee that made him feel neglected? The smile that was now plastered on his face Ryo now only seemed to see in their bedroom.

"Do you really love me?" Ryo whispered, barley controlling a small sob that threatened to escape from his lips.

He reached over and touched the soft flesh of his lover's face, the warmth doing nothing to comfort his doubts. Every night after work he had been slipping off to do god knows what, and often times Ryo didn't see him until he would come slinking into their room, so that he could a) sleep, or b) fuck. Either way Ryo felt that he was being used, he didn't want to be only a sex toy, he wanted for Dee to think of him as his lover.

Is this how you felt Dee when you were trying to make me fall in love with you, Ryo thought as another wave of sadness washed over him. Are you punishing me for making you wait so long; and now that I am deeply and madly in love with you have you found that I wasn't worth the effort?

"Dee!" Ryo crooked, trying to hold back a breakdown, "Please tell me one more time that you love me." And to himself he thought 'and not while I lie underneath you in bed, but in a warm embrace filled not with lustful passion, but true love.'

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The smell of bacon and fried sausages was soothing to Ryo, that is why he would often make a point of getting up early in the morning to cook. Today he sat at the table holding a paper, though he wasn't really reading it. He was waiting for Dee to emerge from their bedroom and have breakfast with him. The food was already on the table covered, so that the food would remain hot, and both Ryo's and Dee's plates were set.

The bedroom door creaked open, and a rather tired, yet fully dressed Dee walked into the room. Ryo, didn't completely understand why the sight of his lover dressed for work was so depressing. Maybe it was that when Ryo had first started to sleep with Dee he had always walked into the kitchen with his boxers on and if he felt like being modest, (which he never was) a shirt.

Standing up Ryo walked over to give Dee a morning kiss, Dee allowed it though he seemed to be trying to get out of the house as soon as possible. "Why don't you sit down and have breakfast with me?" Ryo asked trying not to sound like he was begging. A confused look flitted across Dee's face before he hastily replied, " Oh, yeah…breakfast, ummm… I have to go so that I can catch a bit to eat before work." Bending down he kissed the top of Ryo's indignant head before scampering out of the apartment.

"Bastard!" Ryo yelled, the sadness that he had felt that morning forgotten as a wave of anger washed over him. That was when the idea struck him; if the only time Dee was intimate with him was in the bedroom, then if he refused to sleep with him then perhaps Ryo could determine if Dee loved him or not. Even as he thought this he began to reconsider. What if Dee left him, but know he never would happen. 'Dee is just distracted and maybe the lack of sex will give him a clue that things aren't going right.

Mulling the idea over in his mind Ryo walked to the fridge so as to put away the uneaten breakfast. He had just decided that he wouldn't torture Dee, and what for him to snap out of things on his own; that was until Ryo saw the lunch bag still sitting in the fridge untouched, and by process of observation not in Dee's grubby little paws.

"Dee!" Ryo shouted, "If my lunch's aren't good enough for you then neither is my body!"Blocks away the culprit dropped his pen as a sudden feeling of panic washed over him, though the cause he wouldn't understand until later tonight.

Ohhhhhhhhh…… Don't ever leave Ryo's lunch's behind, and Dee is about to learn why.

Tell me now if you like it or not. If you do I promise to do a nice Yaoi scene in the end. Or if you don't like that then I'll do it anyway, and wonder why you are looking for stories under Fake if you don't want this. Ha ha just kidding. But any way please review, it will make me write faster. Love you all and hope to see you again. XOXOX