Hey guys .. Thanx for all the reviews .. They keep me goin haha .. welp here's chappy six for ya .. It's kinda angsty .. owell .. Read, Review, Enjoy ..

To Love Two

You Love Her, Chapter 6

-- T.A.

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Taichi sat on his bed, staring at his bedroom door. All the lights were turned off in his room, in his whole apartment. His parents had left ten minutes ago. Dinner and a movie, wouldn't be home until around twelve. Kari had been at a friend's house all day, she's also spending the night there.

Tai had the place to himself. And Matt had called twenty minutes ago, he would be here any minute. Tai told him to just come in, that no one would be home. Tai himself had been sitting, looking at the door since his parents left. So many thoughts were running through his head, he couldn't make sense of them.

He wanted Matt, badly. He knew he should still be mad, he was still upset but he still wanted to be mad. No matter how hard he tried he couldn't be mad. He just .. He just wanted him, plain and simple.

Tai heard his front door open and softly close again. He stood up and stretched a bit. When a light tapping was heard on his door he moved towards it and slowly opened it.

Matt was just about to greet Tai, or say something, Tai wasn't actually sure because before Matt could utter a word Tai had grabbed his shirt and roughly pulled him into the room. He slammed his bedroom door shut and shoved Matt up against it.

Matt's eyes went wide with fear. He didn't know Taichi was THIS mad at him but before he could think any further Tai crushed himself onto Matt and claimed his lips with a ferocious need.

For a split second Matt's eyes widened even more in shock but then he slowly closed his eyes and let Tai's mouth make love to his, he let Tai's dominance take over him.

As Taichi felt Matt give in and felt him kissing back with the same fiery need, he started unbuttoning Matt's shirt as quickly as he possibly could while Matt did the same with his.

Tai tugged Matt towards his bed while still kissing him passionately, shirts now discarded on the floor. They fell onto it with Matt on top but Tai quickly rolled them over. Matt moaned when the hot skin of their chests rubbed together and he quickly started to undo Tai's pants. When they were finally off, Matt tried to undo his own, but was having a hell of a time with Taichi trailing kisses up his neck and behind his ear.

Matt moaned, loudly, and decided to give up on his pants. He did however yank off Tai's boxers, leaving Tai completely naked on top of him.

'God his smell drives me crazy' Matt squirmed underneath Tai, positioning himself better so that Tai's legs were between his.

As Tai recaptured Matt's lips, he slowly ran his left hand down Matt's chest and stomach, only stopping on the way to undo Matt's pants and slide them off of him along with his boxers.

Skin touched hot skin, and both boy's were overwhelmed with pleasure.

Taichi couldn't hold it in anymore. He scooted Matt higher up onto the bed and thrust into him, hard. With that thrust came a yelp of pain and surprise from Matt, but it quickly subsided to moans of pleasure as Taichi went into him again and again.

"God Yama" Tai moaned as they went faster and faster, getting rougher as the minutes floated by.

Matt couldn't believe how great this was, he never wanted it to end. All things however eventually do come to an end.

Matt clutched Taichi as all his muscles tightened up, causing Tai to start feeling the same pleasure Matt was currently going through.

As Matt reached the pinnacle of his orgasm he had to bite down on Tai's shoulder to hold in the scream of pleasure that wanted to rip out of his throat.

Tai however did scream and then collapsed fully on top of Matt. As Taichi slowly pulled out, Matt let out a low moan accompanied with a soft "God Sora".

Tai went stiff, "W-w-what did you just say?" Tai's stomach started to lurch as Matt stuttered, "I-I-I .. Fuck."

That was it. Tai jumped out of the bed, his stomach muscles tightened painfully as all emotions hit him at once. He barely made it to the toilet before he got sick.

He threw up a few more times before his stomach calmed down enough, not even realizing Matt was standing in the doorway clad in boxers, Taichi's boxers in his hand. Tears started colliding down Tai's cheeks as he slowly looked up at Matt. A sob escaped from his throat and Tai completely broke down, his emotions overwhelming him.

Matt quickly ran to his side and wrapped his arms around Tai. Tai just let him hold him, not that he really could do anything about it with the state he was in.

Matt nuzzled Tai's neck, "Taichi baby shhhh. I'm so sorry Tai. I didn't mean to say that."

Tai just sobbed even louder as he shook his head, curling up in Matt's embrace and putting his hands to his head.

Matt started to become frantic. Tai was never like this, never. Matt had barely even seen him cry before and now this.

Matt started rubbing Tai's naked back as he apologized over and over again.

"God Tai, I'm so sorry. So so sorry." Tears started to well up in Matt's eyes.

"God Tai, I Love you. Please, please stop." Matt buried his head into Tai's soft brown hair and let the tears that he had held back slowly come out.

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Sora played with the phone cord while she sat on her bed, looking out the window.

'I'm sooo bored, why isn't anyone picking up?' Sora was calling Tai's house to see if he and Matt were there. She had finished her homework hours ago and was bored out of her mind. It was only 8:30, she figured she would give Tai a call and see if her boyfriend and Taichi wanted to go to the movies together. It had been ages since the three of them all hung out together.

The answering machine picked up and Mrs. Yagami's melodic voice came through the phone, "Hello you have reached the Yagami's. We can't come to the phone right now so leave a message and we'll get back to you as soon as possible."

Sora heard the beep and started to leave her message, "Hey Taichi it's Sora. I was wondering if you and Matt wanted to go catch a movie with me, or at least do something," Sora laughed, "I'm so bored here all by myself. I guess give me a ringer when you get this. Later Taichi." Sora hung up and stared at the phone.

She sighed, "Guess tonight's not going to be my night to have fun."

Sora flopped down on her bed and started to think about Matt. 'Wonder where he and Tai are?' And with that thought she fell peacefully asleep.

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Matt had been able to get Tai from the bathroom to Tai's room. He even managed to slip the boys boxers on before he collapsed onto his bed. They were currently cuddled under Tai's bed sheets, Taichi clinging onto Yamato like his life depended on it. His sobs had died down and now only a few tears trickled down his cheeks as he buried his head into the crook of Matt's neck.

Matt rubbed Tai's back and leaned his head closer to Tai's ear, "Come on 'Chi, let's get dressed. Your parents are going to be home soon. Let's take a walk and get some coffee, we need to have a talk."

Tai sighed and wiped away the last of his tears, "We do need to talk."

Tai gave Matt a blank look and slowly got off the bed and started retrieving his clothes. Matt sighed and followed Tai's example.

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Tai had wrote a note to his parents saying he'd be at Matt's house, then he and Matt walked to the park, forgetting about the coffee they had wanted.

"So, what did you want to talk about?" Tai asked as he looked across the lake in the park.

Matt looked out over the lake. It was beautiful at night. The stars that shone brightly in the night sky were reflected in the lake's surface.

'Very romantic' Matt thought as he smiled to himself, but then his smile turned into a frown as he remembered what he had wanted to talk to Tai about.

He looked over and studied Tai's face as the other boy moved his eyes up towards the stars.

"Your beautiful"

Tai whipped his head around and looked Matt in the eye's. "What?"

Matt started blushing, "I said your beautiful."

Tai gave Matt a withering look and turned back towards the lake, "Yea, I'm sure you say that to everyone you fuck."

The blush that Matt had been sporting vanished as he heard what Tai said.

"Excuse me? Actually, as I recall it, you were fucking me." Matt couldn't help the sneer that came over his voice as he added, "And the only people I've 'fucked' is you and Sora .. Actually no wait, I make love to Sora. I only fuck you."

Tai's eyes shot back to look at Matt's, clearly showing the hurt and disgust he was feeling.

"So you did have sex with Sora!" Tai stood up and stared down at Matt.

Matt growled and stood up too, facing Tai as he said, "Yes, I did. She ismy girlfriend." Matt glared at Tai as he added icily, "You're the one I shouldn't be fucking."

Matt didn't see the flash of hurt that shot across Tai's eyes as he finished what he was saying. He also failed to notice Tai jerking his arm back. The only thing Matt noticed was that when he hit the ground his left eye was throbbing with pain.

Matt looked up at Tai, shock written across his face.

Tai was seething after that punch. He glared down at Matt, "So, I didn't mean anything to you huh? You didn't even care about MY FEELINGS? I WAS JUST A GOOD FUCK? Is that all I was to you?" Even though Tai was boiling with rage he couldn't stop the tears that started to slide down his cheeks as he continued, "You fucking used me? After I told you that I FUCKING LOVE YOU?"

Matt couldn't move, he just looked up at Tai with wide eyes.

Tai let out a short cruel laugh, "I know you heard me, when I told you that I love you," Tai's anger was diminishing, sadness was taking over, "I also know that you didn't say it back. Well Matt, guess what? I'm gay and I love you. I'm in fucking love with you. You know why? 'Cause I'm a fucking idiot." Tai turned his back to Matt and started walking away.

"WAIT!" Matt quickly got up and grabbed Tai's sleeve. Tai turned his head and looked at Matt, tears cascading down his face.

Matt looked Tai in the eyes, "I might not have said it back that night, but I do. I said it tonight, not because I fucked up, but because I mean it. I Love you 'Chi."

Tai turned towards Matt but looked at the ground, " I thought you said I was only a fuck for you. That you shouldn't be with me."

Matt pulled Tai towards him and wrapped him in his arms, "I didn't mean what I said Tai, and deep down you know I didn't either. You just got me really mad at you." Matt pulled back from Tai and looked him in the eyes, "Your not just a fuck to me Tai, I love you."

Tai sighed and locked his gaze with Matt's, "But you love Sora too."

Matt sighed, "Yea, I do."

"You know your killing me right?"

"Taichi," Matt wrapped his arms around Tai again.

"You have to tell her Matt." Tai embraced Matt back, "You have to let her know what's going on."

Matt sighed and hugged Tai closer, 'What am I going to do?'

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Poor Tai .. owell lol .. Review !! -

--T.A.