PLEASE NOTE: I do not own any Buffy characters... though I would like to especially Angel and Spike…but anyways not mine don't ask me to use them.

When Dawn woke up she was trying to remember why she felt so horrible. Then it hit her, Buffy was dead, she wasn't ever going to come back. Looking over at her clock she saw that it was nearly one in the afternoon. Dawn could hear everyone else downstairs; they were trying to figure out who the new slayer was. Because her sister died… she couldn't stop thinking about it. More tears formed and Dawn tried to blink them away.

She heard someone coming up the stairs and Willow appeared in the doorway, hair and eyes back to normal.

"Hey Dawny you okay? You want some food?" Willow asked in a soft voice.

Ignoring Willow, Dawn said "If only we had known."

"Dawn, there is something I have to tell you." said Willow looking guilty.

Dawn stared at her.

"We did know, I mean we knew what we were doing. We planed it out Me Xander and Buffy. We had to show the potentials what could be done... what they could do."

Dawn glared at Willow hatred rising "You mean you knew Buffy was gonna get killed? You planned it?"

"No! We NEVER wanted Buffy dead. She was supposed to kill it, not let it kill her." Said Willow frustrated.

"You LIAR don't you try to make this so it isn't your fault… don't you try blaming this on Buffy!" Dawn yelled and jumped off her bed to stand in front of Willow.

"I HATE you. You and Xander I HATE both of you! Go get out of my room!"

"Dawny please, we just" Willow started but …

"I DON'T CARE GET OUT!" Dawn screamed and pushed Willow out of her room.

To their surprise Willow went flying across the hall and through the closed door.

"Oh my God!" Dawn panicked and ran across the hall. "Willow are you okay?"

Willow was passed out on the floor (not dead or dying) she had hit her head hard.

"What did I do?" Dawn wondered to herself.