Joey did not know when she fell asleep. She was in so much shock of having the special moment with Pacey that she did not feel like talking about it.
Joey felt so immoral and dishonest right after she slept with Pacey. She had not officially broken up with Dawson, consequently when she slept with Pacey, she knew it wasn't right.
Nonetheless, it did not feel wrong. If she could do the moment all over again, she wouldn't change a thing. Deep inside her heart, Joey wanted Pacey to be the first guy. Most people would assume Dawson and Joey were destined to lose their virginity with each other, but the feeling started to fade a way. Last year, Pacey replaced the empty feeling.
It was still early in the morning so Pacey and Joey had not gotten up yet. Pacey and Joey were dangling in the hammock. They were wrapped naked together covered with a wool blanket.
Pacey who had woken up a while ago, was watching Joey. His mind was dazzled with so many issues. What would Dawson say? Were Joey and Dawson broken up? How would this affect their future relationship? Nonetheless, at that moment, those problems weren't such a big deal. His mind was distracted. She was so beautiful.
Joey turned over to see that Pacey was staring at her. When her eyes were completely opened, she noticed that it was daytime.
"What time is it?" She whispered.
"I don't know… You are so beautiful. Jo I love you." He uttered.
At first, Joey didn't say anything. Her mind was such messes so she just repeated it back lethargically, "I love you too." She felt guilty. She did love Pacey, but she didn't know how to say it at a moment like that.
Pacey kissed Joey but she felt very awkward. After he stops kissing her, he noticed the skeptical face she made. The expression on her face worried Pacey.
"Uhm. Jo. What's going to happen next?" Pacey was alarmed that all of this was happening way too fast.
"Pacey I think I should go before Bessie calls the police and reports a missing person." Joey got up started to dress rapidly.
"Do you need a ride?" Pacey got up and started to put his close on too. He was a little apprehensive since she wasn't really talking to him.
"No. I'll just… I'll just walk." Joey said putting on her blouse.
"Will you please look at me?" Pacey pleaded.
Joey turned around, "What do you want me to say?"
"I want to know what this means?" Pacey begged. This situation was behaving like a runaway truck; there was no control.
"I have to go." Joey left without a single goodbye.
Joey felt so dirty and unworthy. Pacey felt betrayed and naïve. What was going to happen next?
I know its kind of vague and sad about what happened to Pacey and Joey, but don't worry, I'll update so you can find out what happens. Please Read and Review honestly!
