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Before she had chance to speak to him Kim had pulled her into a loving embrace. Stroking her hair softly he whispered in her ear.

"I have not been able to stop thinking about you all night."

Kit blushed feeling guilty of how she had been too busy sleeping to think about him that much! The pair sat down with their pancakes and for a second all Kim could do was stare at her.

"Kim… I erm I'm not sure how I'm going to say this. So I'm just going to come out and say it…. I think I'm still going to go to Africa."

Kim sat slightly in shock, and slightly filled with embarrassment.

Here I am planning what places I'm going to take her when I take her out on dates and thinking about how great it'll be to tell everyone and all she wants to do is leave! He thought to himself.

"Oh right, well guess there's not much point me staying then!" He got up quickly to go.

"Kim! Please don't go!" She said taking his hand gently reminding him of how much he liked her.

"Yesterday night I got a text message from a boy that I got close to when I was out there… and it just made me think and brought back all these feelings I'd forgotten about. I made my mind up I was going to go."

Kim could feel his blood boiling at the thought of there being someone else who would take her away from him.

"But then you come along this morning and everything inside me is screaming at me that I want to stay for you! That I actually can't imagine what my life would be like now without you… someone I have known for a couple of weeks but feel like I have known a lifetime!…… Tell me what I should do!" She said quietly.

"I really think it's up to you…I can't make decisions for you Kit. " He said more angrily than he had intended to. He regretted it as soon as he saw the look on Kit's face.

"I don't know what you should do!"

"Right…well they leave in two days and I guess I'll be joining them then!" She said tears filling her eyes threatening to spill over. "See you around Kim… it's been nice knowing you!" She said turning back into the house tears now freely running down her face.

"Wait Kit…" But it was too late she'd gone.

Kit ran his fingers through his hair….i'm so stupid! He thought to himself.

He left the house not in the way he had expected when he's gone there. Instead of feeling all loved up inside he hated himself and regretted ever saying anything in the first place to her.

Kit started packing tears running down her face, her mum watched in the background filled with sadness at loosing her daughter so soon.

"You don't have to go do you?" Beth asked hoping with every part of her that her daughter would stop and stay.

"I'm sorry mum… I really do." Kit said too preoccupied to notice the tears falling from her devastated mum.

Kim couldn't believe that this was happening… he loved her! It was so simple and yet so complicated. He hated the way he had to be so stubborn… now he had lost her for good.

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