(This chapter has not been completed)
Synopsis for what will be happening in Chapter 1:
Set in Crane's undergraduate/graduate university days, Chapter 1 will deal with events leading up to him rationalizing everything with fear. He deals with a substandard psychology teacher, attempts to fit in with other students, and tries really hard to avoid his high-school era tormenters, who are attending the same college and who are back for more. Their names are only Deke and Obberton, and they show up later on in the story. At the end of this chapter, Jonathan gets raped by the above offenders. You heard me. This chapter ends with Jonathan's realization that there truly is nothing but fear, and with his creation of the mask. He declares that this mask is "all I'll ever need".
Chapter 2 is actually completed. Please click!