A/N: eh… nobody really answered to my question in a beautiful goodbye so im just gonna start writing to see if ppl respond to this one. Btw just to let you know I borrowed this plot from a book…its very loosely based on it… Im not sure if nebody has read it or not so im just gonna let you ppl guess and ill tell you in the next chappie and also the beginnings will be similar then it will branch off from the original story. I also don't know the geography of japan so I mite make stuff up or not label places.

Disclaimer: I don't want to keep putting these up for every story so im gonna put them up only on this chappie… I don't own ccs for those of you who didn't know and I don't own the plot ill tell you who does in the next chappie

Chapter 1: The Beginning

I cannot believe this is actually happening. All I can say is it was totally unexpected. I don't know what to say really, but I do feel a bit honored that I have been chosen to keep a record of our events. Although I must say Tsuneka is a better writer then me. He seemed almost hurt when I was chosen, but I'm not sure, he is an expert when it comes to hiding emotions.

I won't lie. I'm trying to stall here, but I know I'm failing it pretty bad. I don't really know where to start, but I guess I could start with the purpose of this journal. After Japan was taken over we had to do something about it and then we felt we had let others know what we did.

We didn't want to be found dead and not be appreciated for all the risks and successful missions we have done so far. I especially wanted my friends to be known for what they sacrificed for our country and our families. It would be enough for us if only one person comes across this and read through its contents. It doesn't matter how many gets a hold of it, just one would be enough for me. I know that we don't want to be a nameless mass of bones. We want someone to know, someone to understand how difficult this was, we wanted others to know how war brought some together, released our true selves, and at the same time, destroyed our lives.

Heh I know this was short and all but that's cuz I didn't want to keep it like a journal. Im gonna write most of it in the 3rd pov. This was from sakuras btw. Review if you think I should cont. I hope you liked!!! Btw I don't like the title any suggestions?