Obligatory Author's Crap.

It's short… just an idea I had floating around in my head. Anything that might be misunderstood or misinterpreted will be explained afterwards so no enjoyment isk the spoiled. ;D

Warning: BoyXBoy Fluff D:

Disclaimer: I don't won these characters, I'm just playing with them.

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Just Because…

Because I love him.

I the icy bite of the granite hard door claims the tips of my fingers though the supple black leather of my sweat clammed gloves as I wrench it towards me with all my might.

Because I betrayed him.

I dig in the heels of my shoes and fight for grip in the pools of darkness winding and binding tight up my shins, reaching skyward to claw me back into hell, where I surely belong. I hear his desperate cries and painful grunts as he pulls with equal force. Together, we can do this.

Because I'm so sorry.

I hear the heartless bubbling agitation, cooing threats, hissing anger. They rise and spill forth towards the door. We can not let that happen. It grinds and drags on the floor, resisting, but I can feel it giving, shifting millimetres at time back into its frame with the pounding of my heart against it restrains and the throbbing of my dry tongue in my mouth.

Because I want him to be free.

I wheeze and force my arms to work harder with the last of the scraps of the reserves of my strength and energy and sheer will. I think I can hear his heart beating. I think I can feel it pounding through the door. It screeches reluctantly into place… I loose the warmth of his body through the barrier. I whimper and peek through the gap, refusing to drown in his ocean eyes as I meet them.

Because he loves her…

"Take care of her." I force a comforting, reassuring smile across my face, which takes to it as if it were natural and stings as if it tears my face in two. I shove the wave of nausea pulling me under to the depths of my mind, drowning it out as it would my senses.

Because I love Sora.

I closed the door to his light, to save him from my darkness.

Because I love him.

I will not cry. My fingers drag down the door, leather squealing with effort as it fights for a hold against the pull of my exhausted weight. My knees meet the floor with a slap. My forehead hits and rests against the cool ground with a crack. My fingers still touch with the firmly closed door, clinging to the knowledge Sora is safe on the other side. I collapse into nothingness, heartless swarm around me. The darkness reeks of putrid personality. I see the countless glowing, wasp yellow stars glowering at me though my close eyelids. Am I devoured? Is my heart as dead in my chest as it feels? Was it stolen or has it been left there to rot…? Hn… No. It was stolen long ago… My heart is safe with Sora. My head I feel… cold… I don't care… I can rest… because he's safe…

Because I love him.

I'm drowning in a flash flood of light… It gouges my eyes. The echoes of my scream register vaguely in the depths of my consciousness, smothered and buried underneath masses and layers of dirty grey confusion. Sharp pain makes itself known far more clearly. It's choking me, and I splutter in involuntary automatic protest. But I don't give a danm.

Yeah. Because I love him…

Non-Obligatory Author's Crap.
One, Two, Three Awwwww
Poor Riku.
Yush, that was Riku's side, genius uu;;; End on Kingdom Hearts the First, the door closing. A little mangled in places, I'm sure, as I don't recall the dialogue exactly… but… whatever.

Poor Riku.
The offer for cookies, freshly baked, keyblade shape of your choice, remains open!
goes to angst in a corner XD