i updated, i will be gone from Saturday till Wednesday, i will be at LA at the Happiest Place on Earth DISNEYLAND! xD! yes, i am childish, anyway, to answer a few...reviews...though i might get a bit...obnoxious in one of the replies, please forgive me for my obnoxious-ness...:
Mad Mauser: Heh, don't worry I aint ganna flame ya. Maybe if BB & Rae had enjoyed what happened I'd be irritated. But they didn't so..yeah.
Rin: yea! thank you!
Black Metalmark: So, Raven lost (possibly) her first kiss to a guy she just met. Uh, eh? I can see why you wanted to run. But the kiss was necessary to get Beats Boy jealous so I can understand why you added it. What is Beast Boy going to do now? Hm.. So anywho great chapter and keep up the good work. Bye!
Rin: yeas, that "kiss" was necessary...and ... uh, i think it may be Rae's first kiss...but...who cares! just don't kill me...
FirefliesWish: Rin-"LOOK OVER THERE!"
me-"Where!"
hahaha. Don't worry, the kiss was the perfect way to get BB's attention (and jealousy...mwuhahaha--cough--hack...I must stop doing that...). But I feel a little sorry for Abe, since he's being used and all. Anyway, I hope you continue!
P.S.- Is it me, or is Terra also getting a little jealous? (shifty eyes)
Rin: Terra is gettin' jealous...lol ... and yes, Abe is being used, but...ehhhh... >. no one likes him, right?
Drow Judicator: Hmm... didn't see that coming. lifts crossbow with flaming bolt Well... i kinda did. Puts down crossbow I did think that chapter was well written even if it made me want to claw out Terra's eyes. Because of Terra. Not because of you. Man I hate Terra.
Rin: THANK YOU FOR NOT USIN THAT CROSSBOW! if you killed me, I WILL NOT BE UPDATING! well, if you want to claw out Terra's eyes, feel free to do it after this fic, once this is over, feel free to do to Terra as you wish...
oranfly: No flames here, just wanted to say that project jealousy seems to be working perfectly! Go Raven!
Rin: optomism is what i need! thank you for that, but some might say otherwise...
Chibi-Hime13? What did abe mean by "That's exactly what I wanted to tell you," ?
Rin: wanted to tell Raven he liked her...o0o...
hoshi-ko88: gnaws on wood DAMN YOU! throws it Die!
Rin: ... ahem ... A DEAD AUTHOR CAN NOT UPDATE! UNLESS YOU WANT THIS FIC TO BE UNUPDATED, GO AHEAD AND TRY TO KILL ME! THIS IS MY PLOT NOT YOURS! IT GOES THE WAY IT IS! IT IS JEALOUSY, RAVEN IS TRYING TO GET HIM JEALOUS! THAT IS THE WHOLE POINT! THIS IS MY PLOT, NOT YOURS! MY IDEAS ARE WHAT GOES INTO THIS! SO DO NOT TELL ME TO DIE AGAIN AND JUST GO ON AND READ! sorry, but i go in over my head when i get angry and when someone tells me to die ... that, was probably half-way to Kei, my...a-hem...darker side ...
well, thanks for reveiwing, any flamers, please talk to Kei about it...thank you, - Rin
Raven tried her best not to wipe her mouth. She smiled, she tried not to gag. Beast Boy's eyes were out of his eyes, almost literally. Terra's mouth twisted into a smile. Abe was shocked, but rather happy.
This has to be a dream, Beast Boy thought.
"See, everything worked out just fine," Terra said. Beast Boy frowned and shook his head.
"No," he murmured. Raven glanced at Beast Boy, a small triumphant feeling rose in her, but a large rock of guilt was rested on her shoulders.
"I'm not feeling so well," Raven said after a while. "I'll go home first."
"I'll take you…" Abe started.
"No, it's okay. I'll go by myself," she said. She chanted and was teleported by a large giant black bird to the T-Tower. She stopped and rested on the couch. She panted. She saw Beast Boy's broken face…what did she do?
"Raven?" Cyborg saw her resting on the couch. She looked up. "Did something happen or do you want me to leave?"
Raven sighed. "Cyborg, you're like a brother to me. And like family, I can tell you stuff and you wouldn't say a thing?"
"Yeah, I guess. I mean, you can program me to shut up." He joked. She glared. He shut up.
"Well, ever since Terra came," she started.
"You don't really like her do you?" he commented. Raven sighed.
"I tried, I really tried." Raven admitted. "But, the thing is…" slowly and piece by piece, she told Cyborg what she was planning. She glared at Cyborg. "Do not tell anyone!" she placed a fist with burning power. "Or else I will hurt you, and you know I can." Cyborg backed away. This was a really juicy story, but he can't tell anyone.
That stinks, Cyborg thought. Better than being dismembered by Raven. "Okay," he said. "I won't tell; but you're going through all this, why?"
Raven looked down. "I told it to you once," she whispered. "I won't say it again."
Cyborg sighed. "Well, your secret is…safe with me," he said. "Don't worry; everything will turn out all right."
"I hope," she replied. "I hope." Getting up, she whispered "thank you" to Cyborg and walked into her room. She changed out of her gown and placed on her jumpsuit. She fell down on her bed. Just fall asleep, she thought. And this day…or whatever will be over.
Raven got up with a headache. Probably since she was in such stress, she didn't' have time to meditate. All her emotions she's keeping in is bottling in. She sighed and got up grabbing her cloak. Swinging it on, she started meditating slowly. There, meditating was working, her headache was fading, but her heart was still in guilt.
Someone knocked on the door. Everybody knows that Raven's up at this time, she couldn't say she wasn't up. "Who is it," Raven asked softly.
"It's me," Beast Boy squeaked. He coughed. "I mean, it's Beast Boy," he said in his normal voice.
"What do you want?" she asked trying not to stutter on her words. She closed her eyes, finishing the meditation.
"Just talk," he said. "Can I come in?"
"You can, but you may not." Raven replied smartly. Beast Boy was confused. Raven sighed, he wouldn't get it. "Come in," she said at last. The door swished open and Beast Boy entered.
"About last night," he said slowly. "Do you like Abe?" he said quickly. Raven was stumped on this. She can not lie about this question; she knew that she was just using Abe. She sighed.
"Well," she whispered. "What happened last night, just…happened."
"Uh-huh," he said, unbelieving of Raven's word.
"Why are you so worked up about it?" she asked. Beast Boy closed his mouth.
"To be honest, I'm not so sure, either. I mean, I like Terra, but," he started. Where is he going with this? Raven thought.
"But what, she's perfect for you. She's exactly like you in almost every way." Raven twisted her lips into a smile…or at least half-smile.
"I guess that's the problem. She's everything I like, but I'm not sure what I'm feeling. When I see you with Abe, I feel angry, like I don't want it to happen. Like I'm…like I'm," he stuttered.
"We don't have all day," Raven interrupted.
"Like I'm jealous!" he finished. "Maybe I am."
"Jealous of who," Raven asked.
"You…and Abe…being together." Beast Boy said.
"But you have Terra." Raven said. Beast Boy sighed.
"I know I do, but, I don't think Terra's…exactly right for me, not anymore at least. You're different." Beast Boy said. Raven felt her heart pause.
"What about me?" she worked on.
"You're…Raven, I don't know how I feel anymore. I thought you would know, so I'd ask you." Beast Boy said.
"Why me?" she asked.
"You have multi-people emotions! Why else?" Beast Boy laughed. Raven gave a grim smile.
"So, what's your question?" she asked.
"Raven, I think I like you, too." He said. Raven frowned. The door opened immediately and Beast Boy fell out. "Ow, what?"
"Choose," she whispered before the door closed in Beast Boy's face. He sat there, stumped. What did she mean by choose? Then he realized he was stuck between Terra and Raven.
"Hey, Beast Boy," Terra walked over and helped him up. "What's wrong?"
"N-nothing," Beast Boy stammered. Terra frowned.
"No, something's wrong. What is it?" asked Terra.
"It's nothing really, it's just probably R," he stopped before he said Raven's name.
"What did she do?" Terra narrowed her eyes at Raven's door.
"Nothing, I just made her angry, is all." Beast Boy said scratching his head. Terra frowned as they both walked out.
Terra and Beast Boy sat side by side watching TV, but Beast Boy's mind kept on wandering off to what Raven said. "Choose" that word echoed in his mind. Choose who? Her or Terra; that's kind of hard since they both seem to be so…
"Beast Boy," Terra's voice came. "Are you sure you're okay? You're dazing off to somewhere besides the TV," she wanted to add 'or me' but decided to left that unsaid.
"I'm okay, honestly." Beast Boy said. Cyborg walked in.
"Are you sure, because if you are, that means I haven't whooped your butt enough in video games," he smiled. Beast Boy gave him a that's-not-what-I-mean and not-funny look. Cyborg sat down.
"What did you say to Raven to make her mad anyway?" Terra asked curiously. Beast Boy bit his lips. And ruin the relationship he had between Terra – man, if only this was easier…
"Nothing much, I just probably annoyed her again," he said crossing his fingers behind his back. Terra gave a suspicious look.
"Beast Boy, you can tell me anything." Terra said, looking hurt.
"You are so off," Cyborg whistled.
"Come again?" they both said.
"Nothing, just talking to myself." He said. Terra got up.
"Well, if you want to talk about it, Beast Boy, I'll be in my…" she paused suddenly, something ringing. She picked it up, it was a…pager. "Oh, oops…never mind I have to go right now. My…uh…friend is calling for help." The two would've been aware of Terra's strange behavior before she left if not for the thought waddling in their minds.
Cyborg is trying his best not to say anything to Beast Boy about Raven and Beast Boy is thinking of what Raven said to him. Does that mean she likes me back? Beast Boy thought hopefully. But, she kicked me out of her room. He looked down. Raven or Terra; maybe he could use a flower…the whole petal-to-petal thing. That's so stupid! He mentally slapped himself.
Don't say anything, Cyborg thought. No, no, no! I'm not telling Beast Boy what Rae said to me! She's gonna kill me… If only she took the position of a younger sister instead of the older sister tyrant… Cyborg made a face.
"Are you okay, Cy?" Beast Boy asked. "You look…well," he wanted to say constipated, but he rather not get beat up for it.
"Secretive, I'm not secretive. No, I don't have any secrets about Raven using Abe to make you jealous. No, that's not it at all." Cyborg blabbered. Beast Boy cocked a brow at him.
"Come again?" he asked. Aw, shit. Cyborg thought. This is just great. Crap, Rae's gonna…kill is too simple. She's going to demolish me and sell my soul to the reapers! Though it didn't make much sense to Cyborg on what he's thinking, he was still afraid of Raven's wrath…then again, who isn't?
"Well," Cyborg started. Beast Boy sat there, for once, looking in control. Cyborg sweated. He wasn't afraid of this knee-high grass stain, more like the shoulder-high telekinetic, multi-personality, inner-demon girl comrade called Raven. He closed his eyes picturing Raven doing what she can to him.
"I'm waiting," Beast Boy said in a very Raven-like manner. When has Beast Boy ever looked intimating? Cyborg felt hopeless as well as helpless.
"Um, well, I'm…Rae, she kinda told me…on uh, something. That she's doing something to make, this and that happen. And she's," Cyborg started.
"Can you, for once, speak in English?" Beast Boy cried waving his arms around. Cyborg sighed.
Covers blown, he thought and told the story to Beast Boy.
Beast Boy sat on his bed thinking of what he just heard. Oh my, he thought. This is…just too…oh my… All this information pounded into his brain, and made sense, seemed unbelievable. Raven is jealous and is going all this just to make him notice? I have to talk to her, he decided getting up. Walking towards Raven's door, he knocked loudly on her door.
"What?" Raven demanded from inside.
"Raven, can we talk?" he asked.
"You're talking, and I'll do my best to listen," she replied tartly.
"Look, Cyborg told me about…everything," he said slowly. A pause, something in Raven's bedroom broke and shattered. Raven, probably fuming by now said,
"What…did he say?" she said slowly, holding her breath. Beast Boy started slowly on the story.
"Beast Boy?" Terra walked down the hall looking for him. She heard his voice and walked towards him. She stopped when she noticed she was near Raven's room and Beast Boy was talking to her. She stopped hiding behind a corner.
"..how you were using Abe to make me jealous of you. And I think it's actually working." Beast Boy said. Terra held her breath and bit her tongue. Don't say anything till you've heard all and seen all, she thought.
Raven said something Terra couldn't hear. The door swished open. Raven stood there, her eyes rather angry.
"And he told you all this," she said.
"Well, yeah," Beast Boy said.
"Remind me to get my vengeance on Cyborg," she muttered. Terra was still listening from her hiding spot.
"Yeah, but the thing is…when you said choose," Beast Boy said.
"I meant choose between one of us: me or Terra," Raven said. Terra walked out from her hiding spot.
"WHAT?" she demanded.
bum-bum-BUM! the End...lol, j/k see later...xDD! don't tell me to die again, please...