Disclaimer: I dont own Final Fantasy 7, all the characters are belong to
theirs rightful author/creator.
Warning: YAOI, SephirothxCloud.
By your side
Chapter 1 -- Truth
Who I really am? A tool? A weapon? Or a puppet who always in control in its master hand?
Deep inside my heart, I know there is something more and missing. Something had been hidden behind my true self and I am refused to find out...
********
After regained back his lost memories, Cloud started to remember something more. Something he did not expect...
A sliver hair boy looked up at the glass cylinder, curiosity watched inside. Growing green eyes stared straight into the green liquid, which inside hided a small human figure. Oddly, the figure seemed to respond to an unspoken call, head moved forward to the cylinder glass wall, where the boy stood. Then, the boy smile, growing green fixed into wide blue...
"What are you doing in here, Sephiroth?" A scary, icy voice coming from behind, made him jumped a little.
Turned his head from the cylinder to the person behind, the boy face showed no emotion. "I am bore, just walking around. Is there any problem, Dr Hojo?" Voice as cold as ice, but his heart was screaming in fear.
No...I cannot let him know...For "his" sake...
"...What is 'this' anyway?" Pointing at the cylinder, made his voice sound as curious as possible.
Lucky, Hojo did not notice the young boy strange behaviour. He looked up at the cylinder in front of them. Evil smile showed on his face and Sephiroth felt sick.
"Oh, that... "Looked at the small figure inside, he seems to be proud of himself. "It is a doll."
"Doll?" Shocked at the answer, young Sephiroth looked at the scientist with a moment of wide eye, but in a speed of second, he returned to his expressionless state.
"...Someday...Sephiroth...Someday, you will understand."
What the scientist did not know is, the youth knew exactly what he meant and he hated him for it.
Then, a mixture of hate, fear and unknown emotions, crashed over Cloud's mind. At the same time, sadness and bitterness washed over him, causing pain in his heart. Lost in his own thought, he was confused.
--Who are you?-- A sudden memory flashed across his head...
--mmm...I would like to call you other then the code name...-- Voices once knew but so unlike.
--...I have an idea! How about...-- Filled with happiness and without insanity.
********
Broke free from his sleep, Cloud rose form his bed suddenly, cold sweat cover his body. Left hand touched his forehead, heavily breath, and he found his whole body was shaking.
Looked outside from the window, he noticed that it was in the middle of the night. The bright full moon was up in the dark clear sky. Cloud quickly made up his mind, he wanted to find the answer! Got up carefully, made sure no one could hear. He run up to the deck as quick and quiet as possible, jumped down once Highwind was close to the Nible Mountain...
Nibelheim, the place where all started. Looking at it still scared him the most.
The mansion is dark and cold, and the atmosphere surrounded was given Cloud a chilly sensation. Went down to the basement, Cloud found himself in the lab again, which had given him nothing but pain.
--Now it was given him more than pain...
Followed the direction in dream, he turned around and found a well, hidden door on the side. Carefully pushed the handle, Cloud found himself into his dream once again, but this time, the surrounding was all destroyed, messes everywhere. Walked through the damaged floor and equipments, he found himself facing a broken cylinder. Noticed something that caught his eye, he blended down and picked up the broken piece.
Cloud read it with disbelieve wide eye.
--Specimen C, Birth Date: XXXXX, Code name: Cloud--
...So, the dream is true... ...He had been created in this fucking lab...
Painfully, he fell down to his keens, body shaking heavily. Arms held against his upper body, tried to support his losing strength.
...Am I really a doll? Or a living weapon just liked you? ...
He wanted an answer, but he didn't know where to look for... Or maybe he knew, he just so stubborn and didn't want to find that person...
However, it seemed that person always found him first...
"I am glad that you finally come over..." Familiar cold voice with a hint of worry rang from above. "...It had been a long time..."
Cloud slowly looked up, stared into those glowing, crystal like green eyes. Suddenly, he could not move. He felt like he had been draw into those sea of green and a mixture of emotions came up uncontrollably.
"...No...lie...this is all lies..." Body trembling, he protested. However, deep inside his heart, he knew it is all truth. Tear built up in his sky blue eye, showing all the pain.
Sephiroth moved toward Cloud. Cloud tried to jerk back, but Sephiroth caught him first. Grabbed Cloud shoulder gently, stopped him form falling. "If I can have the chance, I really don't want you to find out in this situation..." Sadness filled with guilt, he lowered himself and levelled with Cloud. Arms wrapped around the small body in front of him. "...This is all truth, but please...don't broke down like I did last time ... My little blue sky..."
Shocked at the nickname, memories flash quickly across Cloud mind.
********
Sephiroth ran down to the forbidden lab as fast as he could. Looked carefully, make sure no one is around.
--Can you hear me? Please... answer me...--
Waited a moment and with no respond, Sephiroth looked at the cylinder with great worry. He tried to concentrate his mind harder this time.
--...Please...Say something...Just let me know you are still alive...--
No one knew they could communicate to each other thought mind and this is their own little secrete.
--Seph...? ...--
A weak, painful voice entered Sephiroth mind. He looked up to the small child, bitterness smile showed on his face.
--Thanks god, my little blue sky... I miss you...--
Hand touched the glass wall between them, the small child in tube smiled back weakly.
********
"...Seph? ..." A long forgotten word that made no sense, now Cloud knew what it is really meant.
Sephiroth did not say a word, he only hugged Cloud tighter and rested his head on the blond hair...
Forbidden memories rise up once again, non-stoppable and this time, no one could force them into nothingness. ...They were the same being and belong to each other. However, because of Hojo, fate had shattered them into different path, into an opposite end...
"Why...why you not telling me sooner? ... I...I don't want to be your enemy!! ..." Not rejecting the hug anymore, Cloud hid his head on the Great General chest, sobbing.
"...I wanted to, but when I saw you again in the mission...you don't remember me...and that...that hurt..." Cloud looked up, sky blue fixed into a sea of sadden green.
"...Is...is that why you joined Jenova...?! ..." Sounded not surprise and with understanding.
Sephiroth sighed, raised his eyebrow and looked down to his so call blue- sky angel. "...You can read it from my mind, so why ask? And we have to end this soon, you know..."
Their mind link had somehow reconnected, Cloud frozen from the fact he had just learned.
...The deal between Sephiroth and Jenova... He could not believe it! All those troubles were cause just because of HIM?!
All Jenova wanted is free from Hojo's hand and she never wanted to destroy the planet... ...All that was just an act?! Oh, what a surprise...
And most surprise of all, is Aeris... She knew all of these...and her dead... and somehow she managed to pretend perfectly of not knowing during the whole process!
...Hell... What a perfect actor... Cloud sweat dropped.
"...Yeah... but how?! ... This had gone into a crazy, bloody shit! Seph!!" He yelled at him.
"I know...However, I am not going to say sorry." Very unlike him, the voice is soft and had a bit of playful tone. However, Cloud knew he is serious and meant it. "As long as you are back with me, I don't regret."
...Well, all they have is time, they can come up with some plan before all going to no end...
Sephiroth made a small smile and picked up Cloud with both hands. Cloud made a scream and when he realised what Sephiroth wanted to do, his whole face turned into red tomato.
--TBC--
Comicbird:
Well, this is my first attend in ff7 fic, so hope it is ok. Sephiroth and Cloud are out of character and I knew it! And sorry about the bad English, but it is not my first language, so please forgive me! And if I told you that I have never played the game before, I think you all would not believe me. However, this is truth. I only read the game guide and my brother was the one who play. My job was telling him where to go.bbb I don't know will I continue this story. Maybe just leave it here and lets you guys figured all out by yourself. Anyway, if you think this is not too bad, please review! Thanks!
Warning: YAOI, SephirothxCloud.
By your side
Chapter 1 -- Truth
Who I really am? A tool? A weapon? Or a puppet who always in control in its master hand?
Deep inside my heart, I know there is something more and missing. Something had been hidden behind my true self and I am refused to find out...
********
After regained back his lost memories, Cloud started to remember something more. Something he did not expect...
A sliver hair boy looked up at the glass cylinder, curiosity watched inside. Growing green eyes stared straight into the green liquid, which inside hided a small human figure. Oddly, the figure seemed to respond to an unspoken call, head moved forward to the cylinder glass wall, where the boy stood. Then, the boy smile, growing green fixed into wide blue...
"What are you doing in here, Sephiroth?" A scary, icy voice coming from behind, made him jumped a little.
Turned his head from the cylinder to the person behind, the boy face showed no emotion. "I am bore, just walking around. Is there any problem, Dr Hojo?" Voice as cold as ice, but his heart was screaming in fear.
No...I cannot let him know...For "his" sake...
"...What is 'this' anyway?" Pointing at the cylinder, made his voice sound as curious as possible.
Lucky, Hojo did not notice the young boy strange behaviour. He looked up at the cylinder in front of them. Evil smile showed on his face and Sephiroth felt sick.
"Oh, that... "Looked at the small figure inside, he seems to be proud of himself. "It is a doll."
"Doll?" Shocked at the answer, young Sephiroth looked at the scientist with a moment of wide eye, but in a speed of second, he returned to his expressionless state.
"...Someday...Sephiroth...Someday, you will understand."
What the scientist did not know is, the youth knew exactly what he meant and he hated him for it.
Then, a mixture of hate, fear and unknown emotions, crashed over Cloud's mind. At the same time, sadness and bitterness washed over him, causing pain in his heart. Lost in his own thought, he was confused.
--Who are you?-- A sudden memory flashed across his head...
--mmm...I would like to call you other then the code name...-- Voices once knew but so unlike.
--...I have an idea! How about...-- Filled with happiness and without insanity.
********
Broke free from his sleep, Cloud rose form his bed suddenly, cold sweat cover his body. Left hand touched his forehead, heavily breath, and he found his whole body was shaking.
Looked outside from the window, he noticed that it was in the middle of the night. The bright full moon was up in the dark clear sky. Cloud quickly made up his mind, he wanted to find the answer! Got up carefully, made sure no one could hear. He run up to the deck as quick and quiet as possible, jumped down once Highwind was close to the Nible Mountain...
Nibelheim, the place where all started. Looking at it still scared him the most.
The mansion is dark and cold, and the atmosphere surrounded was given Cloud a chilly sensation. Went down to the basement, Cloud found himself in the lab again, which had given him nothing but pain.
--Now it was given him more than pain...
Followed the direction in dream, he turned around and found a well, hidden door on the side. Carefully pushed the handle, Cloud found himself into his dream once again, but this time, the surrounding was all destroyed, messes everywhere. Walked through the damaged floor and equipments, he found himself facing a broken cylinder. Noticed something that caught his eye, he blended down and picked up the broken piece.
Cloud read it with disbelieve wide eye.
--Specimen C, Birth Date: XXXXX, Code name: Cloud--
...So, the dream is true... ...He had been created in this fucking lab...
Painfully, he fell down to his keens, body shaking heavily. Arms held against his upper body, tried to support his losing strength.
...Am I really a doll? Or a living weapon just liked you? ...
He wanted an answer, but he didn't know where to look for... Or maybe he knew, he just so stubborn and didn't want to find that person...
However, it seemed that person always found him first...
"I am glad that you finally come over..." Familiar cold voice with a hint of worry rang from above. "...It had been a long time..."
Cloud slowly looked up, stared into those glowing, crystal like green eyes. Suddenly, he could not move. He felt like he had been draw into those sea of green and a mixture of emotions came up uncontrollably.
"...No...lie...this is all lies..." Body trembling, he protested. However, deep inside his heart, he knew it is all truth. Tear built up in his sky blue eye, showing all the pain.
Sephiroth moved toward Cloud. Cloud tried to jerk back, but Sephiroth caught him first. Grabbed Cloud shoulder gently, stopped him form falling. "If I can have the chance, I really don't want you to find out in this situation..." Sadness filled with guilt, he lowered himself and levelled with Cloud. Arms wrapped around the small body in front of him. "...This is all truth, but please...don't broke down like I did last time ... My little blue sky..."
Shocked at the nickname, memories flash quickly across Cloud mind.
********
Sephiroth ran down to the forbidden lab as fast as he could. Looked carefully, make sure no one is around.
--Can you hear me? Please... answer me...--
Waited a moment and with no respond, Sephiroth looked at the cylinder with great worry. He tried to concentrate his mind harder this time.
--...Please...Say something...Just let me know you are still alive...--
No one knew they could communicate to each other thought mind and this is their own little secrete.
--Seph...? ...--
A weak, painful voice entered Sephiroth mind. He looked up to the small child, bitterness smile showed on his face.
--Thanks god, my little blue sky... I miss you...--
Hand touched the glass wall between them, the small child in tube smiled back weakly.
********
"...Seph? ..." A long forgotten word that made no sense, now Cloud knew what it is really meant.
Sephiroth did not say a word, he only hugged Cloud tighter and rested his head on the blond hair...
Forbidden memories rise up once again, non-stoppable and this time, no one could force them into nothingness. ...They were the same being and belong to each other. However, because of Hojo, fate had shattered them into different path, into an opposite end...
"Why...why you not telling me sooner? ... I...I don't want to be your enemy!! ..." Not rejecting the hug anymore, Cloud hid his head on the Great General chest, sobbing.
"...I wanted to, but when I saw you again in the mission...you don't remember me...and that...that hurt..." Cloud looked up, sky blue fixed into a sea of sadden green.
"...Is...is that why you joined Jenova...?! ..." Sounded not surprise and with understanding.
Sephiroth sighed, raised his eyebrow and looked down to his so call blue- sky angel. "...You can read it from my mind, so why ask? And we have to end this soon, you know..."
Their mind link had somehow reconnected, Cloud frozen from the fact he had just learned.
...The deal between Sephiroth and Jenova... He could not believe it! All those troubles were cause just because of HIM?!
All Jenova wanted is free from Hojo's hand and she never wanted to destroy the planet... ...All that was just an act?! Oh, what a surprise...
And most surprise of all, is Aeris... She knew all of these...and her dead... and somehow she managed to pretend perfectly of not knowing during the whole process!
...Hell... What a perfect actor... Cloud sweat dropped.
"...Yeah... but how?! ... This had gone into a crazy, bloody shit! Seph!!" He yelled at him.
"I know...However, I am not going to say sorry." Very unlike him, the voice is soft and had a bit of playful tone. However, Cloud knew he is serious and meant it. "As long as you are back with me, I don't regret."
...Well, all they have is time, they can come up with some plan before all going to no end...
Sephiroth made a small smile and picked up Cloud with both hands. Cloud made a scream and when he realised what Sephiroth wanted to do, his whole face turned into red tomato.
--TBC--
Comicbird:
Well, this is my first attend in ff7 fic, so hope it is ok. Sephiroth and Cloud are out of character and I knew it! And sorry about the bad English, but it is not my first language, so please forgive me! And if I told you that I have never played the game before, I think you all would not believe me. However, this is truth. I only read the game guide and my brother was the one who play. My job was telling him where to go.bbb I don't know will I continue this story. Maybe just leave it here and lets you guys figured all out by yourself. Anyway, if you think this is not too bad, please review! Thanks!