well, i know i'm not s'pose to answer to people in stories but i gotta do this one...
to: Goth Jedi, was it? IF YOU WANTED TERRA TO WIN, YOU ARE IN THE WRONG FIC, DUDE! BBxRAE ALL THE WAY!
lol, well, keep reading yas...may not end the way y'want to...
Raven sighed; her head ached slightly while she meditated. So she lost all hopes that she had with Beast Boy seemed lost. Her eye closed while she balled her hand furiously. She passed by Beast Boy and Terra, but Beast Boy's eyes always caught Raven's. And every time he looked at Raven, Raven looked away.
So he finally knew that – Beast Boy finally knew that Raven loves him. Raven sighed. She still had Abe; the only problem was she didn't love him back. For the past few days, Raven has been deathly silent. Abe called for her, but she always rejected the call.
"Come on! Let's go out for dinner," Robin suggested.
"What's the occasion?" Raven said softly. They all seemed surprised to hear her voice and to be truthful, so did Raven.
"Nothing, we just have nothing in the fridge," Cyborg smiled. Raven shook her head.
"I'll stay, I'm not hungry." Raven frowned. Beast Boy made a slight moaning sound, the same sound he'd been making all day.
"My head really hurts right now," he groaned. Terra frowned.
"Oh, you have a fever! Let me stay with…" she started.
"No, no," Beast Boy whispered. "It's okay. You go; I don't want to spoil your night." Terra frowned and gave a wary glare at Raven. Raven gave an I-won't-bother look to Terra before she left reluctantly.
A moment of silence, then Beast Boy let out a sigh. "She's gone," he murmured. Raven was shocked and turned to face Beast Boy. "I wanted time alone, so I threw out all the food." Beast Boy smirked. Raven sighed, looking away.
"I promised that I wouldn't have anything to do with you," Raven whispered. Beast Boy sighed. "Besides, I'm going out with Abe."
"I don't think so. He's called you five hundred and ninety three times, and you haven't called him back once!" Beast Boy said. Raven frowned.
"You kept count?" she said softly. Beast Boy flushed.
"Yeah, kinda, it's just estimation!" he said.
"Why?" Raven muttered. "Why are you doing this? Aren't you supposed to be all lovey-dovey with Terra?" Beast Boy looked down.
"You ask me to choose," he replied. "So I…" The phone rang, sighing Raven answered it.
"Hello?" Raven whispered.
"Raven? Is that you? Why haven't you've been answering?" Abe's voice came.
"I…wasn't feeling well," she said dumbly.
"Oh, well, you want to do something?" Abe said, uncomfortable.
"Sure," Raven said, trying to sound bright. If she pretends to like Abe, maybe she'll grow to like him. Conversing for a while, they decided for a day in the park. She hung up, trying to smile. Beast Boy frowned.
"Raven, listen to me," he said. "I choose…"
"Terra," she confirmed. "You chose Terra!" She said firmly. Beast Boy sighed, he grabbed Raven's arm just as she was about to sleep. "Aren't you sick? You should go lie down." Raven pulled her arm away.
"Raven, why did you have to fight her?" Beast Boy asked.
"You know why," she replied. "But it's over." Beast Boy frowned.
"No," he said. "The bet doesn't have anything to do with my free will!" Raven sighed.
"Let me go!" she sent out a blast of her powers at Beast Boy. He flew backwards and landed on the coffee table. He grunted slightly, Raven turned around, gaping at what she just did. "Oh, B-Beast Boy, I-I'm sorry." She stammered. "I didn't…I just…I'm not suppose to have anything to do with you."
Before Beast Boy said anything, Raven walked away, a blush spreading steadily across her cheeks.
"Having a good time?" Abe asked. Raven smiled grimly.
"Yeah," she said, trying to put her whole heart into the answer. She only gave something less than a half-hearted answer. She bit her lips and closed her eyes taking another sip from her drink. "Look, I have to tell you something."
"Really?" he said cocking a brow. Raven sighed. Don't get too cocky, she thought.
"I'm flattered…by your…fan club and everything," Raven started. "But…"
"I'm just trying too hard?" Abe finished. "I knew it, sorry if I seem like I was trying way to hard, I'll relax a bit more, okay?" Raven grumbled.
"Sure," she gave another grim smile. He got the wrong answer – he missed it by seven leagues. "But that's not the…" she started, but Abe's cell phone rang.
"Sorry," he said looking at the phone. "I have to leave." He gave Raven a slight kiss on the cheek. "See you later," he whispered in Raven's ear. "I'll walk you home, okay?"
"It's okay," she said. "I'm a Titan, I can find my way home myself." Raven smirked. Abe left and Raven trashed angrily at the grass. "Why – can't – he – get – it!" at every word she kicked the grass angrily. She sighed and went home.
Terra lingered around Beast Boy like a shadow. Raven sighed. If she had the chance to burn Terra, she would be like a shadow. She's work so hard for Beast Boy, and now this…this blond tyrant took over her territory. Raven sighed again.
Terra gave a sneering smirk at Raven before turning to Beast Boy again with an innocent smile plastered on her face. If only I can wipe that stupid smile off her face, I'll be happy. Raven thought.
"No you wouldn't," a voice inside her said. "She'll still have Beast Boy." Raven sighed, her eyes closing briefly. Terra gave another smirk at Raven. Would she just look away for once? Raven thought angrily, her hands balled tightly together wanting to make contact with Terra's face.
"I'll be meditating," she said quickly before walking towards the roof top. The wind blew strongly against her face. Raven shuddered pulling her cloak tighter against her body. Sitting down on the concrete, she closed her eyes and started meditating.
Her eyes opened briefly tears clouding her eyes. Raven bit down on her lips hard before covering her face with her hands. She tasted the blood for she just punctured her own skin on her lips. Tears and blood mingled in as she sobbed. Why am I crying? She thought. I got over this already. Raven shook her head as her tears leaked out. "Stop!" she ordered herself. "Stop, don't cry. Don't," she murmured. "I'm not just the one for him. I'm just not that girl." She rubbed her eyes harshly, making her cheeks red.
The wind blew harshly at her face. She bit her lips before sinking into the shadows and into her room. A good night sleep and maybe she'll get over it?
Abe called again asking Raven out. Raven accepted the offer and got ready for Abe to pick her up. Raven crossed her arms as she sat on the couch trying to ignore the fact that Terra and Beast Boy were acting all lovey-dovey with Terra.
"Excuse me," Terra said softly to Beast Boy. Her pager was ringing annoyingly again. "I have to go." She sighed softly giving Beast Boy a quick kiss – Raven cringed – she got up, "I'll be back soon, Beast Boy."
Raven sat uncomfortably in the living room with Beast Boy. "Um, Raven," Beast Boy asked.
"What?" Raven said testily. "Are you going to complain to me how much you miss your girlfriend?" If Beast Boy was eating something, he'd probably choke, but he wasn't and choked anyways.
"I don't – she's not my girlfriend!" Beast Boy stammered. Raven cocked a brow.
"Then what was that all about?" Raven murmured referring to Terra's kiss. Beast Boy bit his lips.
"Got mouth wash?" he asked timidly. Raven gave a mild laugh. He scooted closer to Raven. "By the way…" the bell rang.
"Oh, Abe's here," she aid quickly. "See you…later then, I guess."
"Yeah," Beast Boy said slowly. "See you."
Raven sat at the amusement park, bored. Abe was off saying he needed to use the restroom. Raven blew her hair out of her face. "So much fun," she murmured angrily. Her arms crossed as she slid down the seat.
"Are you a Teen Titan?" a little girl asked. Raven looked at her skeptically.
"Yeah," she said, sitting up. "Why?" The little girl smiled pulling out a notebook.
"Can I have an autograph?" she said quickly.
"Sure," Raven scribbled her name lazily on the paper.
"Come with me!" the girl held Raven's hand tightly after she handed her back the notebook. "My friends would want to see you! So they won't think I'm lying!" Raven nodded absent-mindedly following the little girl.
The crowd of kids was surrounding her and she smiled. I can tell I'm loved, she thought smiling. Over the corner, she saw Abe with a girl. Must be his little sister, what does he want her to do? Meet me or something, Raven thought. Abe held the girl tightly and kissed her on the lips. I'm being cheated on?
oo00ooohhhh... lol ... keep reveiwing...