Summary: Chapter 2 - After 5 years of hatred toward the mist village Sasuke has to make a very hard decision. During the night Sasuke relieve the last times he saw Naruto alive. Yaoi.

Ranting: PG - tell me otherwise if I'm wrong.

Author Note: Well it didn't take long for me to write chapter 2, I was supposed to do homework but as the evil curse, you find anything else to do before homework.

ALSO!!! I've removed the must-be-signed-in-to review. So everyone can leave a print. Sorry to you people before but I didn't check all the functions when I became a member. *Bangs my head into the wall repeatedly.* Bad me, bad me, bad me... ouch it's hurts now.

Pairings: SasuNaru, NejiHina, SakuLee... I don't know much more yet...

Category: Adventure, Action, Romance, Tragedy. Humour and Angst... so far at least... some of them will come.

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto!

What you left me

By monkan

Part 2

Late the next day in the warm summer afternoon, Sasuke left his home to go and pick up Satoshi. He had not slept much last night. The nightmare's still haunting him and wouldn't leave him alone. He re-lived the worst moment of his life every night and those made him toss and turn and then bolt right up in bed every time he managed to fall asleep. But no matter how little sleep he ever got Sasuke never let it affect him when he was around Satoshi.

Sasuke was wearing dark pants and a white shirt as he walked toward the playground where he knew his son would spend the afternoon with his group. Sasuke winced slightly as the scratch on his cheek caught the cold wind. He had been to careless on the C ranked mission he had today. Even if he just had to escort a family to the next village he had been careless when they meet a group of robbers and one of them attacked him with claws on her hand.

Sasuke sighed as he remembered how he reacted when he saw the blood on his hand. First he froze up as he was transported back to the day Naruto died. His own blood turned into Naruto's as the scene changed and all he saw was the mist shinobi in front of him, laughing as he was covered in blood. Laughing at Sasuke. Laughing at the dead man on the bed in front of Sasuke. Laughing at the child Sasuke held in his strong arms. When he came back to reality he was standing over the four unconsciousness robber's with his Sharingan flaring in his eyes.

The family was shaken from what they had seen and wasn't sure if Sasuke was stabile. They hide behind the other shinobi that was there. Sasuke hadn't seen their reaction, hadn't seen the sparkle of fear in his comrade eyes. All he could see was the face of some one he once thought would never leave him. The next thing the others knew he was on his knees, letting his tears fall slowly down his face as he held something in his hand close to his heart. The little girl in the family had then sneaked up to him and hugged his arm. Not wanting him to cry. Sasuke looked down at her with tears still flowing down his face.

When he looked up he saw that the wife of the family was coming closer to him, slowly and hesitating. When she was close enough she told her daughter to go back to the others. Sasuke hadn't realized his hand was slightly open now and she could see the gold ring he held within his hand.

Sasuke shock his head to rid him of the memories of the humiliation after that. The Hokage had told him to take a few days of to rest. He silently cursed the other shinobi that had been with him. Knowing he had been the one to report what had happen.

Sasuke now stood outside the gate to the playground. He could easily spot Satoshi as the blond head were rushing around with the other kid's when they played tag. Sasuke smiled as Satoshi saw him and ran as fast as he could toward his daddy.

Sasuke open the gate and reached out with his arms to catch the blond blur that came his way.

"I missed you daddy." Satoshi exclaimed loudly into Sasuke's shirt as he held onto for dear life, like if he didn't his dad would go away on a mission again.

Sasuke smiled against Satoshi's hair. "I missed you to."

Sasuke wrapped his arms around Satoshi's waist and leg's. As Sasuke began to walk home with Satoshi he began to think of what they should make for dinner. One almost irritating habit Satoshi had from Naruto was that he was crazy of ramen. When ever he asked Satoshi when they would go out to eat it always was the ramen shop that came first.

"You won't go on mission again?" Satoshi asked while he wrapped his small arms around Sasuke's neck. Burying his face in Sasuke's shoulder.

"No, I got a few days of so I can spend them with you." Forced to take a few days of is more like it. Sasuke couldn't help the venom in his mind. Taking days of gave him too much time to think. Not that he didn't want to spend them with Satoshi, hell no. He would actually give up his job to spend more time with his son but like life is, they needed the money he cashed in from his mission's.

Satoshi raised his head to smile brightly toward his dad. "Can we go to the festival then dad?"

Truth was he would avoid the festival if he could. It meant people from the other villagers would be there. Mist including. But not wanting to be the one to make Satoshi unhappy he had to make the hardest decision ever of the last 5 years.

"Please daddy, I really want to go."

"Sure, we can." His mind was screaming *Like Hell If I Can't Help It.*

As Sasuke walked up the stone path that led to the Uchiha house where he and Satoshi lived in his thoughts was on how to live through the upcoming days. It wouldn't be easy for him to be on the festival but for Satoshi he would try to do it. Without reporting in casualties from the mist village.

He opened the front door and before he walked in he asked Satoshi.

"What shall we have for dinner today?"

"RAMEN!!!!" Came the loud declaration from the little blond boy.

Sasuke chuckled as they walked in and shut the door.

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Later that night after Satoshi had gone to bed, Sasuke was in his bedroom. He sat at the window with a pen and paper in his hands. Sasuke tried to write down the report he had to leave to the Hokage about the mission. Since he knew he wouldn't get any sleep he thought he could try to write it. But no matter how much he tried he couldn't concentrate.

Sighing in frustration he threw the block and pen across the room where it connected with the wall. He leaned back against the glass and rested his forehead against the cold surface. It felt nice and horrible at the same time; he wanted nothing more then cry again at how his life had turned out. But he knew he had Satoshi and that was all he needed to carry on with his life. He wouldn't let it on but he still heard the few whispers behind his back and they mostly talked of how sad such a good child as Satoshi had a demon as his parent. Sasuke sometimes had to walk faster away from them before he did something he wouldn't regret but if he proved to be a danger or violent he could lose Satoshi.

He had bad temper when it came to people talking badly of Naruto after he died and had gotten him into to many fist fights because of that. The last time he had beaten up a represent from the Rain Village and that had not been such a great idea afterwards. But at the time it was. He had been warned that if he seemed like a danger for Satoshi they could and would take his parent care from him and Satoshi as well.

Tomorrow was the first day of the festival and Sasuke knew he had to bite back his emotions for the mist people and keep up a happy face, or something that could class as happy. Sasuke felt tired and closed his eyes for a moment.

~Flashback Dream~

"Time to wake up koi." Sasuke said as he sat down on the bed and leaned forward to kiss Naruto. The sun light filtered through the window.

"Hm... come back in 4 hours." Naruto mumbled through his sleep state.

"Sakura and Lee will be here in a few minutes so you better get up now."

Naruto groaned when he heard that. "Can't you keep them busy for another few hours while I sleep?"

Sasuke smiled and chock his head while he gently placed his hand on Naruto's stomach. He was greeted by a strong kick. He knew how tired Naruto was these last few week's, Tsunade-sama had told them to expect him to be a lot more exhausted then usual for his body wasn't meant to do something like carry a child. "Gomen but I have to deliver a scroll from the mist village to Hokage-sama."

"Can't the old hag get some one else to do it?" Naruto asked as he placed his hand over Sasuke's.

"Iie, they wanted it to be me that came and get the scroll. For some reason they didn't want to say."

Naruto closed his eyes. "Bastards." He whispered.

Before Sasuke knew it Naruto was asleep once again. He then heard the door bell ring. He knew that would be Sakura and Lee.

He went to open the door.

"Hi Sasuke-kun." Sakura greeted brightly with Lee smiling beside her.

"Hi Sakura, Lee." Sasuke said before he let them in.

"Where is Naruto?" Sakura asked when she didn't see the person in question.

Sasuke pointed toward the bedroom. "He's still asleep. He was very tired last night so I let him sleep in this morning. I have to go but would you let him sleep for another hour before waking him. He'll need it. Feel free to use the house in the meantime."

"He must really be tired to sleep right through an opportunity for free ramen." Lee said.

"Yeah, I didn't know anything could stand in his way to ramen." A hint of humour in Sakura's voice.

Catching the humour Sasuke smiled and nodded in agreement.

"How does it feel's now when it's soon time?" Lee asked a little curious.

"I would be lying if I said I wasn't nervous but I'm also very happy." Sasuke put his hands in his pockets.

"Doesn't it feel strange in a way, I mean, if it wasn't for the fox in Naruto this wouldn't even had been possible for you two to have a baby like this. I'm surprised you weren't more worried, Sasuke-kun. With the danger Naruto had put himself through for doing this too. The male body isn't made for this." Lee said.

For a moment Sasuke thought back on how terribly scared he had been when everything started. *They should only know how I felt back then.* Sasuke leaned against the wall behind him.

"I know it seems strange, it's not like anything like this happens every day but..." Sasuke paused "... no matter how strange this is, all that matters to us is that in a few week's Naruto and I will have a child of our own. We really want to have this baby. I don't care what other's think of this, I have all that I want in my life." Sasuke looked from Lee's face to Sakura's. "I sound weird don't I?"

"No, you don't. You've been like this ever since you and Naruto started to date. Not that we are complaining, you are more open then you used to be even if you are hard to understand sometime." Lee said.

Sakura had caught the look in Sasuke's eyes and before Lee could continue. "Well, you'll make a great daddy." Sakura said before she pushed him toward the front door. "You better go now so you can get back earlier."

"All right, I'm going." Sasuke said when he open the door and stepped out. He heard Lee ask Sakura something when he closed the door.

When he started to walk away from the house he heard a loud crash and then there was Sakura's voice. "NOT FOR ANOTHER FEW YEARS OR ELSE YOU WILL PAY FOR IT!!!"

Smiling as he knew Naruto would be awake now and Sakura would treat him for another bowl of ramen as an apology for waking him. He could picture Lee at the moment to be half through the wall by the force of Sakura's fist.

^~^~^~^~^~^

The mission had gone faster then he expected and was already on his way from the Hokage's office. Once he was outside he saw a familiar green and black form rushing through the streets toward the gate.

"Hey Lee." He called out. "Aren't you supposed to be with Sakura and Naruto?" He asked once he knew he had the other shinobi's attention.

"Sasuke, your back! Thank god. You better come with me quickly. It's Naruto." He called back as he started to run back the way he came.

That had him worried and as fast as he could set after him. Lee took him to the hospital. "What's wrong with Naruto?" Sasuke asked Lee as they ran through the hall.

"He went into contraction's about 20 minutes ago. I was sent to get you back, they think it will still take a couple of hours but Naruto still wanted you there," Lee said smiling. When he said that they saw Sakura.

"Sasuke-kun." She called out.

"Where is he?" Sasuke asked.

Sakura pointed at the closed door. Sasuke took no time to say anything else as he walked in.

At first the room was bright like he remembered it to be but as he walked further in it turned darker and darker until the bed was the only thing that was in the room. A nurse came up to him with a new born baby in her arms. Handing him his new born son before leaving the room.

Sasuke looked down at his sleeping son before he walked up to the bed. On the bed laid Naruto, completely exhausted and worn out. But he was smiling at Sasuke before he fell asleep.

Sasuke could hear the faint laughter of a hidden person in the room. Out from the other side of the bed he could see the mist head-band in the faint light. The laughter grew stronger and stronger. The face of the hidden shinobi came into view and Sasuke could see he had his hands raised in a seal.

Sasuke screamed as he reached for the intruder, trying to stop him. Blood splashed the bed and the shinobi. Naruto's dead body lay on the bed and the mist shinobi just laughed and laughed. When he heard the faint cry's of Sasuke's son the shinobi laughed even harder. Laughing at everything that was Sasuke's world. The room went completely dark as all was left was Sasuke, baby Satoshi and the horrible laughter...

~End Dream~

Sasuke woke up and fell from the window. He was gasping for breath. It was just the dream again, just the dream, just the dream, just...

Sasuke bend his head and cried. He cried into the silence of his room. Unaware of the small figure watching him from the door.

Sasuke didn't notice the presence of Satoshi before he felt some one hug him.

Satoshi buried his head in Sasuke's hair. Tear ran down his own face at the sight of his daddy crying. "I don't want you to cry daddy." Satoshi said in a low voice. Sasuke wrapped his arms around Satoshi. "Can I sleep in you bed daddy?" He asked.

Sasuke nodded as he carried Satoshi over to the bigger bed. In a few minutes the little boy was asleep again. Sasuke watched Satoshi for a few minutes seeing the wet traces under Satoshi's eyes. Gently so he wouldn't wake Satoshi up he stroke away what was left of his son's tears.

"I'll be stronger for you. I promise. Like Naruto would've want me to be." Sasuke whispered. "Tomorrow I'll do my best to make you happy. No matter what, I promise." He said as he watched Satoshi sleep peacefully.

Tbc...

Author Note: I have a few idea's on where to take this but I'm not going to say anything for I usually change the plot slightly from the one I had in mind to a better one when I write but if you want a happy ending I have a few in mind on that too. I've already left a few openings if you would want to have Naruto back into the picture so that's not impossible and I mean whole Naruto, not just memories and stuff like that. But otherwise I can take it down the path I originally thought of. In that case it will be depressing but slightly happy ending. Let me know what you would like and then I shall see what I can come up with.

Answer to review: Yes I had to kill Naruto, I don't know what I was thinking, I normally never do. But if I were to kill Sasuke in this one then this plot might not work out as I have in mind right now. And at that moment I walked home I could really see Sasuke with Satoshi standing there at the graveyard. Also remember that with Kyuubi in the picture many things can happen and that the story never is really over before the last two words are written down (The End) or when I say it's over.

Well, 9.05 am isn't so bad to complete a story. Not when you falls asleep with the computer on beside your bed and just can wake up and write down the ideas you got during the night... :P That's me in a nutshell, I fall asleep with the computer on during night (it shut itself down after 20 minutes of non-use), wake up and go on like nothing have happen. *I'm innocent, that's what my dad have told me to say to the cops when they get here.* Joking.

^_^ Well, enough of this nonsense now so I can get on with something else, like another chapter...