Summary: 5 years since the day when Sasuke lost his loved one. Now he
stands by his grave with his son and think back on their life together.
Yaoi.
Ranting: PG - tell me otherwise if I'm wrong.
Author Note: Took time but here it is. I hope it was worth it, I got some kind of writers block on this one so only wrote like 1/10 each day if like nothing at all sometimes. There is also some problem going around right now that didn't help.
Pairings: Sasunaru, NejiHina, LeeSaku don't know much more yet...
Category: Adventure, Action, Romance, Tragedy and Angst... so far at least...
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto!
What you left me
by Monkan
Chapter 3
The light filled the room in the early morning. It caused the dark haired man to stir in his bed. Even if he slept for a few hours it hadn't been very restful for him. As he stretched out his arms they brushed something else that occupied his bed. His dark eyes came to rest at the sleepy face of his only son. Satoshi's face was slightly flushed as the sun lighted up it. His small hands reached out and grasped Sasuke's arm, holding it close like a teddy bear. He looked so peacefully right at that moment. Sasuke almost didn't have the heart to remove his arm from Satoshi's hands. But he needed to use the bathroom. So as gently as he could he disconnected his arm and left the room with one final glance at Satoshi before closing the door.
Later as he was preparing breakfast his mind had already made up a few excuses on his "how-to-not-go-to-festival" list but always after each one of them he could see Satoshi's sad face and that broke his heart. He looked so much like Naruto when he was sad, especially his blue eyes.
"You where always a sucker for those eyes." Sasuke muttered to himself. He opens the fridge and took out a few things and put them on the table. He walked back to the vegetables he had been chopping and placed them on a plate. He knew Satoshi would wake up soon. Sasuke smiled as he thought of his son, he was really happy he had Satoshi. Even if he would had been happier if Naruto was still with him too. He really missed their life together.
^~^~^~^
"Ooi, Sasuke-koi. What's in for breakfast?" Naruto asked as he walked into their kitchen, his arms sneaked around Sasuke's waist as he stood at the counter making breakfast.
"Look at the table." Sasuke said plainly.
"It looks good but I want ramen." Naruto complained.
"Ramen isn't breakfast. You have to eat something else then some cheap noodles and meat all the time."
"But I love ramen." Naruto tried.
"May be but I have two reasons why I don't make ramen for breakfast." Sasuke said.
Naruto loosen his grip around Sasuke slightly as he looked at his face. "Yeah, and what is that."
Sasuke put down the knife. "One, I don't like it as much as you do and don't eat it every opportunity I get."
Naruto almost sweat dropped. Was he really that crazy in Sasuke's view? "And number two?" He asked.
Sasuke turned around in Naruto's embrace and faced the blonde. "I wouldn't have you right here as you are right now." Sasuke then lowered his head and kissed Naruto on his lips.
When they pulled apart Naruto was blushing faintly. Sasuke just smiled and lead Naruto to the set table by his wrist.
"Did you see Hinata and Neji yesterday?" Sasuke asked.
"Hai, I saw their daughter for the first time, she was really cute." His face lit up as memories about the little sleeping bundle he saw.
"I never thought I would see the day when Neji became a father." The dark haired stated.
"Why, are you jealous?" Naruto teased.
"On him, never." He then gave Naruto a soft kiss on his nose.
As they ate Sasuke could see Naruto was hesitating on something. "Sasuke, there is something I want to talk to you about." He finally said.
"What is it?" Sasuke took a new bite of his sandwich.
"Well, I've been thinking... and... er..." Naruto bite his tongue.
"Naruto, you are scaring me. Just say it." Sasuke misunderstood Naruto's nervousness had something to do with their relationship.
Naruto swallowed. "Have you thought of having children?"
Sasuke blinked once before breathing out in silent relief. "A little, why?"
"Well, I have too and I know how much you want to revive your clan and everything." Kuso, why do I have to get tongue-tied about this? Naruto mentally beat himself. "How do you feel about a real family and us?" Naruto looked down at the table. There he asked the one question that bugged his mind to no end. He was actually scared that Sasuke one day would leave him to have a family he probably never could give him, if the old hag didn't find anything.
Sasuke looked thoughtful for a moment. "I would be lying if I said I didn't want one. I could have had almost any of the girls in this village and raise a family with her but when I realized my heart was with some one different. I chose you, Naruto and I stopped thinking about it that way. I feel that as long as I have you it will be us to raise a child together, if and when we adopt one."
Naruto looked up slowly. Sasuke studied Naruto for a moment. "How do you feel about us and a baby?" Sasuke asked Naruto in return.
A smile played over Naruto's face as he faced the one person he truly loved. Feeling more brave then he did a moment ago he did the first thing that came into his mind.
Before Sasuke could react he found Naruto in his lap. His arms went around the slim waist of his lover. "Same as you. As long as I have you I can't be more happy then I'm already am." Naruto planted a soft kiss on Sasuke's cheek. "You know how they don't like gay couple adopting kids so I came to think of something. Since I'm not completely like other guys I went to the old hag's office and talk to her about it. She said she would look if there were anything with help from Kyuubi we could have a baby to call our own."
There he had said his idea. Now the only thing left was Sasuke's reaction to it.
"Naruto...."
^~^~^~^
"Ohayo daddy." Satoshi said sleepily as he walked into the kitchen rubbing his eyes.
"Ohayo, Satoshi." Sasuke walked over to Satoshi and gave him a hug before lifting him up and walked to the table with him. "Did you sleep good?" Sasuke asked.
Satoshi smiled brightly at his dad. "Hai and daddy's not sad anymore?"
"Iie, Satoshi. I can't be sad when I have you around me." He then returned the smile. The little boy was happy that he could make his dad on a better mode. Sasuke put Satoshi down at one of the chairs and before taking his own seat he ruffled Satoshi's already untamed hair around with his hand.
"So Satoshi, what would you like to do at the festival?"
When the subject come to the festival Satoshi began to tell Sasuke of all the things he wanted to do there but since he never been to a festival before he didn't even count up half of the things Sasuke knew would be there.
*Well, there goes my not-to-go list.* Sasuke thought with a small smile. *As long as no one from the Mist comes in my way. I will be able to handle them around me.*
"Dad, will you do something too?"
"I don't know yet, may be."
"Are you going to be in the... tour...tournu..." Satoshi couldn't find the word.
"The tournament?" Sasuke asked.
"Hai." Satoshi asked excitedly.
Sasuke hadn't thought of that one. The tournament would start tomorrow. Shinobi's from all the different Villages would be there. It would be a fight between the best from each village. The ones still standing in the end would receive the title as one of the best shinobi's in the country. To put it easy, it would be like the Chuunin Exam only much bigger. The five Kages would be there to watch the tournament.
"I haven't thought of it but I don't think so." Sasuke said.
"Why?"
"Because there are some people there that I don't like so much and don't want to hurt them."
*That is true, I don't think I could keep myself calm if I where to fight a mist shinobi.*
"Oh. Did they do something bad to you?" Satoshi put his sandwich down.
Sasuke swallowed the lump in his throat before he nodded his head. "Yeah, you could say that."
*************
Sasuke stood in his room. He could hear Satoshi going around downstairs. "Soon it's time." It felt like he had stones in his stomach. It made him feel sick. He stood by a shelf where he kept all his photos. He picked one up and looked at it. It was a picture that was taken a few years ago of him and Naruto. It was after they had started to date. On the picture stood really close to each other and they held each other around the waist, Sasuke had his head resting against Naruto's shoulder. He could still remember how childish Naruto acted that day, all because of a simple photo. They had talked that day on how they thought their relationship would be like in the future.
Sasuke sighed. "Not quiet as we thought it would be."
Sasuke put it down again. "One day I will have the answer to why this happened to us koi. One day."
With that he walked out of his room down to Satoshi who was waiting quite impatient for him. When they were outside Sasuke grasped Satoshi's hand. He felt awful. His stomach almost protested all it could.
They could hear the laughter and shouts as they got closer. Satoshi almost jumped up and down with excitement. Sasuke almost blanched as he saw some shinobi's with the mist head-band.
*I can do this, if only this time. I can do this for Satoshi.*
tbc....
Author Note: Done, finally. It was harder to write this one then I thought. I got to several stops on the way. But I hope the next one will go easier only I'm not sure how to write the funfair. I'll come up with something, don't worry.
Ranting: PG - tell me otherwise if I'm wrong.
Author Note: Took time but here it is. I hope it was worth it, I got some kind of writers block on this one so only wrote like 1/10 each day if like nothing at all sometimes. There is also some problem going around right now that didn't help.
Pairings: Sasunaru, NejiHina, LeeSaku don't know much more yet...
Category: Adventure, Action, Romance, Tragedy and Angst... so far at least...
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto!
What you left me
by Monkan
Chapter 3
The light filled the room in the early morning. It caused the dark haired man to stir in his bed. Even if he slept for a few hours it hadn't been very restful for him. As he stretched out his arms they brushed something else that occupied his bed. His dark eyes came to rest at the sleepy face of his only son. Satoshi's face was slightly flushed as the sun lighted up it. His small hands reached out and grasped Sasuke's arm, holding it close like a teddy bear. He looked so peacefully right at that moment. Sasuke almost didn't have the heart to remove his arm from Satoshi's hands. But he needed to use the bathroom. So as gently as he could he disconnected his arm and left the room with one final glance at Satoshi before closing the door.
Later as he was preparing breakfast his mind had already made up a few excuses on his "how-to-not-go-to-festival" list but always after each one of them he could see Satoshi's sad face and that broke his heart. He looked so much like Naruto when he was sad, especially his blue eyes.
"You where always a sucker for those eyes." Sasuke muttered to himself. He opens the fridge and took out a few things and put them on the table. He walked back to the vegetables he had been chopping and placed them on a plate. He knew Satoshi would wake up soon. Sasuke smiled as he thought of his son, he was really happy he had Satoshi. Even if he would had been happier if Naruto was still with him too. He really missed their life together.
^~^~^~^
"Ooi, Sasuke-koi. What's in for breakfast?" Naruto asked as he walked into their kitchen, his arms sneaked around Sasuke's waist as he stood at the counter making breakfast.
"Look at the table." Sasuke said plainly.
"It looks good but I want ramen." Naruto complained.
"Ramen isn't breakfast. You have to eat something else then some cheap noodles and meat all the time."
"But I love ramen." Naruto tried.
"May be but I have two reasons why I don't make ramen for breakfast." Sasuke said.
Naruto loosen his grip around Sasuke slightly as he looked at his face. "Yeah, and what is that."
Sasuke put down the knife. "One, I don't like it as much as you do and don't eat it every opportunity I get."
Naruto almost sweat dropped. Was he really that crazy in Sasuke's view? "And number two?" He asked.
Sasuke turned around in Naruto's embrace and faced the blonde. "I wouldn't have you right here as you are right now." Sasuke then lowered his head and kissed Naruto on his lips.
When they pulled apart Naruto was blushing faintly. Sasuke just smiled and lead Naruto to the set table by his wrist.
"Did you see Hinata and Neji yesterday?" Sasuke asked.
"Hai, I saw their daughter for the first time, she was really cute." His face lit up as memories about the little sleeping bundle he saw.
"I never thought I would see the day when Neji became a father." The dark haired stated.
"Why, are you jealous?" Naruto teased.
"On him, never." He then gave Naruto a soft kiss on his nose.
As they ate Sasuke could see Naruto was hesitating on something. "Sasuke, there is something I want to talk to you about." He finally said.
"What is it?" Sasuke took a new bite of his sandwich.
"Well, I've been thinking... and... er..." Naruto bite his tongue.
"Naruto, you are scaring me. Just say it." Sasuke misunderstood Naruto's nervousness had something to do with their relationship.
Naruto swallowed. "Have you thought of having children?"
Sasuke blinked once before breathing out in silent relief. "A little, why?"
"Well, I have too and I know how much you want to revive your clan and everything." Kuso, why do I have to get tongue-tied about this? Naruto mentally beat himself. "How do you feel about a real family and us?" Naruto looked down at the table. There he asked the one question that bugged his mind to no end. He was actually scared that Sasuke one day would leave him to have a family he probably never could give him, if the old hag didn't find anything.
Sasuke looked thoughtful for a moment. "I would be lying if I said I didn't want one. I could have had almost any of the girls in this village and raise a family with her but when I realized my heart was with some one different. I chose you, Naruto and I stopped thinking about it that way. I feel that as long as I have you it will be us to raise a child together, if and when we adopt one."
Naruto looked up slowly. Sasuke studied Naruto for a moment. "How do you feel about us and a baby?" Sasuke asked Naruto in return.
A smile played over Naruto's face as he faced the one person he truly loved. Feeling more brave then he did a moment ago he did the first thing that came into his mind.
Before Sasuke could react he found Naruto in his lap. His arms went around the slim waist of his lover. "Same as you. As long as I have you I can't be more happy then I'm already am." Naruto planted a soft kiss on Sasuke's cheek. "You know how they don't like gay couple adopting kids so I came to think of something. Since I'm not completely like other guys I went to the old hag's office and talk to her about it. She said she would look if there were anything with help from Kyuubi we could have a baby to call our own."
There he had said his idea. Now the only thing left was Sasuke's reaction to it.
"Naruto...."
^~^~^~^
"Ohayo daddy." Satoshi said sleepily as he walked into the kitchen rubbing his eyes.
"Ohayo, Satoshi." Sasuke walked over to Satoshi and gave him a hug before lifting him up and walked to the table with him. "Did you sleep good?" Sasuke asked.
Satoshi smiled brightly at his dad. "Hai and daddy's not sad anymore?"
"Iie, Satoshi. I can't be sad when I have you around me." He then returned the smile. The little boy was happy that he could make his dad on a better mode. Sasuke put Satoshi down at one of the chairs and before taking his own seat he ruffled Satoshi's already untamed hair around with his hand.
"So Satoshi, what would you like to do at the festival?"
When the subject come to the festival Satoshi began to tell Sasuke of all the things he wanted to do there but since he never been to a festival before he didn't even count up half of the things Sasuke knew would be there.
*Well, there goes my not-to-go list.* Sasuke thought with a small smile. *As long as no one from the Mist comes in my way. I will be able to handle them around me.*
"Dad, will you do something too?"
"I don't know yet, may be."
"Are you going to be in the... tour...tournu..." Satoshi couldn't find the word.
"The tournament?" Sasuke asked.
"Hai." Satoshi asked excitedly.
Sasuke hadn't thought of that one. The tournament would start tomorrow. Shinobi's from all the different Villages would be there. It would be a fight between the best from each village. The ones still standing in the end would receive the title as one of the best shinobi's in the country. To put it easy, it would be like the Chuunin Exam only much bigger. The five Kages would be there to watch the tournament.
"I haven't thought of it but I don't think so." Sasuke said.
"Why?"
"Because there are some people there that I don't like so much and don't want to hurt them."
*That is true, I don't think I could keep myself calm if I where to fight a mist shinobi.*
"Oh. Did they do something bad to you?" Satoshi put his sandwich down.
Sasuke swallowed the lump in his throat before he nodded his head. "Yeah, you could say that."
*************
Sasuke stood in his room. He could hear Satoshi going around downstairs. "Soon it's time." It felt like he had stones in his stomach. It made him feel sick. He stood by a shelf where he kept all his photos. He picked one up and looked at it. It was a picture that was taken a few years ago of him and Naruto. It was after they had started to date. On the picture stood really close to each other and they held each other around the waist, Sasuke had his head resting against Naruto's shoulder. He could still remember how childish Naruto acted that day, all because of a simple photo. They had talked that day on how they thought their relationship would be like in the future.
Sasuke sighed. "Not quiet as we thought it would be."
Sasuke put it down again. "One day I will have the answer to why this happened to us koi. One day."
With that he walked out of his room down to Satoshi who was waiting quite impatient for him. When they were outside Sasuke grasped Satoshi's hand. He felt awful. His stomach almost protested all it could.
They could hear the laughter and shouts as they got closer. Satoshi almost jumped up and down with excitement. Sasuke almost blanched as he saw some shinobi's with the mist head-band.
*I can do this, if only this time. I can do this for Satoshi.*
tbc....
Author Note: Done, finally. It was harder to write this one then I thought. I got to several stops on the way. But I hope the next one will go easier only I'm not sure how to write the funfair. I'll come up with something, don't worry.