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There are so many things we need to say.
I know she wants me to apologize. I know how close she came to losing everything because of me.
I want to shout, "I was following orders!"
I want to explain, "I was told you were in danger, all of you. I was told I was protecting you. I've seen what the Gordanians do to their prisoners, especially the females."
I want to say, "I lied, but I got lied to."
I want to say, "I'm sorry."
She tells me she already forgave me, but I'm getting better at recognizing lies.