A Diary

Chap 9: Hate and Jalousie

Winter 1

I can't even write dear diary I'm so happy! Cliff got a job at the Winery! I was so happy I hugged him so tight when he said he could now stay! I helped him unpack and we had a celebration dinner! It was a happy day but only one wrong thing happened and I still don't know why. Ann got really mad at me! I don't know why but she stormed off and when I had it go see what she was so upset about she just yelled at me to go away! I was a little upset but I hope she will start talking to me again one of these days! I miss having her around. Most of my time has bin with cliff lately. He now calls me his girl friend and it makes me so happy! I will now let you go so I can do chores.

Love,

Rorie

"Your what!" Muffy said making everyone in the bar stair at us. I gave her a glare.

"That's right Muffy tell the hole freaking world!" I said sarcastically. Muffy started talking quieter.

"You do like him! I knew it!"

"It's not like that ok! He…" What was I going to say here? I couldn't lie but I know I couldn't tell the truth either.

"Its like room mates were just friends. I don't think it's that big a deal but I guess you do."

"Naomi! Do you know the gossip this is going to make! It's going to be the biggest story sense "Flora and Carter! They sleep in the same tent you will sleep in the same house something's bound to happen!"

"Muffy!" I now was getting a little freaked out I liked Marlin but did I really like him in well… that way enough to… I don't know!

"You know your like…" Muffy stopped to count on her fingers.

"Seven years apart!"

"Eight." I murmured under my breath. I hadn't really thought about age! Cilia's twenty-six and Marlin's thirty-two. I was only twenty-five! I was the youngest girl in town besides Lumina but Cilia and me were really close!

"Ya, so what are you saying?"

"I'm saying that you're one of the younger girls in town! You could have Rock if you wanted him!"

"I don't want Rock"

"So you want Marlin?'

"That's not what I said!"

"Then what are you saying?" I was getting flustered and upset.

"I don't know right now Muffy." I said quietly. She gave me a light smile.

"I know just how you feel except I decided to try for city boys!" Right now I preferred city boys! I had lived in the city my whole life and tell I got this farm and living in the city was way easier at least when it came to boys. They didn't get that attached to you and when they were gone you got over it quickly. Here you get to know someone really well and when they tell you that your just friends your heart brakes but maybe that's why everyone stays married for so long around here because once you fall in love with someone theirs no turning back.

"Well Muffy I have to get going. I'll talk to you tomorrow on how everything goes."

"I want to know everything that means even if…" I put my hand over her mouth.

"You just don't learn do you!" I said

"Not that goofy I meant if it goes bad now get going!" I spit my tong out at her playfully and left.

I started walking slowly back home it was only 8:30 and Marlin had a key to get in as long as the dog didn't run him off.

"Hmmm." I was relay cold but winter was almost over! In 2 days spring would be here!

"Owe! That's it you're going down!" I heard Rock say but where was it coming from? The farm! I thought starting to run to see what was happening. Sammy had pined Rock to the ground! Sammy was a lot bigger then when he was a puppy I think he's about 90 pounds now!

"Sammy! No bad dog!" I said as Sammy's mean expression turned from mad to happy when he saw me. Rock stood up and dusted himself off.

"What's the matter with him? I came to see you and crusher here attacked me!"

"Crusher?" I said with a smirk. I then giggled just a little because Sammy seamed happy about Rocks defeat. He pranced around barking he seamed to be mocking him in a doggy sort of way.

"Sorry Rock, he's not to friendly it seam to anyone besides Takakura and me." I lied but what was I going to say? Sorry Rock I guess my dog just hates you!

"I could have pinned him if you hadn't come along!"

"Sammy barked at him."

"I think he wants a rematch Rock." I said joking around.

"Anytime you mean old dog!" Rock said smiling at Sammy.

"So what did you want anyway?" Rock then looked relay serious.

"Naomi." He said so serious it maid me smile a little.

"There is someone in your house!"

"Good job Einstein!" I said sarcastically.

"Is that all you have to say?" I added.

"So you know? Who is it? I just saw something move and I thought it was you but I herd a guys voice so I thought I would find you and tell you just in case!" I now was stuck I had to tell Rock but I knew that he would say something mean. I just knew it!

"If I tell you have to promise not to be mean!"

"Or I could just ask Muffy." Rock said being a smart aleck. I gave him a look.

"Ya I guess you could but if you want to be my friend then you better stop being a smart aleck."

"Fine I'm sorry go on."

"All rightly then… well…Marlins in my house!" I said trying to be as blunt as possible because blunt and Rock seemed to fit together.

"Ha ha funny Naomi now just tell me!"

"I did and it's true! Go see for yourself if you think I'm lying!" Rock took this as a challenge. I waited by the barn as Rock opened the door and then slammed it shut.

"Your right!" Rock said with a look on his face I cant even describe! He looked both embarrassed and awed. I started laughing when Marlin came out probably wondering what the heck was going on.

"What was that!" Marlin said putting his head out the door seeing Rock stand there.

"Next time you'll believe me!" I said to Rock laughing really hard now. Rock walked away from the house and towered me.

"Why is he in your house?" He said garbing my arm and whispering.

"Come here for a second."

"Make yourself at home Marlin you can sleep in the guessed bedroom." I yelled as Rock dragged me off still in a kinda awed state. I was dragged to the inn and outside the door Rock exploded.

"Why in the hell is he at your house! Wait scratch that… why in the hell is he sleeping at your house!" I had never seen this side of Rock he almost seamed… Grown up and a little scary! Rock was only 22 and I thought he liked someone else but the way he looked at me just now… I felt like he was a different person.

"Why?" I said now looking a little scared.

"Naomi… You know I thought I liked this other girl but she ended up being such a snob and things were going so go lately that I though… Maybe you like me." I just starred at him. Why had I decided Rock wasn't an option? The only problem I had with him was his lazy ness. I looked away I couldn't look at him I was so confused. Marlin seamed to like me but truly I didn't really know and trusting roomers was not a good Idea! Maybe I liked Marlin because I wanted a challenge. I knew Rocked liked me and so I thought of a million ways to make him look bad as a boyfriend but now… I think that maybe he seamed more… not so young because I had earned him back and didn't that mean he really loved me? Maybe I was just jumping to conclusions!

"Rock I…" I started and then I knew I had to tell him at least why Marlin was in my house.

"… I just had gotten a little lonely lately and Marlin offered to be my room mate so I took it."

"Why Marlin? You could have asked me! I would have done it!"

"Rock I thought you had a girl friend! Do you know how bad that would make me feel! Don't you think it would look odd if you were living with me but dating her! Now that I know you don't maybe if things don't work out you can move in." I was looking at him now he gave me a deep stair.

"All right Naomi that sounds good." He said with a weak smile. I then waved goodbye.

"What in the hell have I done." I whispered knowing that this was going to get messy.

All right! I have a whole lot of plot twists because those fan fictions were everything works out in the end bore me! Some are good but most bore me especially when the main character has no flaws and as you can see my main character is well… Not very good at deciding things and cases havoc in her life. I think she's a bit like me besides she has all these boys around her witch I don't at the moment. She's outgoing and can't decide really what to do in hard times. I am very sarcastic and for those of you that think my girl is being mean to Rock I am so sorry! He just seams a lot like a friend of mine that I'm always teasing in a playful way! This story is up in the air right now! I really could bend anything at this point! Hay maybe ill throw Gustafa into the mix! You never know and tell you read the next chapter: D

You guys are super coo!

Aries Goddess

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