Wow. It's been for fucking EVER! A year, a month, and 12 days to be exact! I'm really really sorry to the people who read my stuff and have been waiting for that HUGE span of time. I started highschool last year and it really kept me from writing as much as I wanted to.

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"Duo… what happened?"

God, what a loaded question. Where am I to start? There's something about the inquisitive stare I'm getting that tells me Heero's not leaving until I wholly confide in him. What a bother. So much a bother, all I can do is look into my lap and take a deep, shaky breath. There's nothing about what happened that I wish to relive, even to Heero.

"Duo..?" he says, a hesitant and slightly impatiend tone in his voice. Oops. I guess that means I'm supposed to talk.

"N-nothing, Heero," I whisper. Maybe that half-assed answer will get him to stop questioning me. Guess not. He's giving me a stern look. "Look, I j-just don't want to talk about it, okay Heero?"

What am I saying? Of course he doesn't think its okay that I'm not saying anything. No matter how much everyone believes Heero hold no emotion, I know better, but right now, I wish he were what everyone thought he was. The last thing I want is him standing there, staring at me with those mildly cold, inquisitive eyes. Not to mention that, at the current moment, my throat seems like its made of sand paper and it feels like a nail is being pounded into my skull.

Disregarding any notion that I might be in pain emotionally or physically, he advances and takes a seat on the side of my bed. I tear my eyes away from his and watch my hands fidgit. I know he can tell I'm at least minutely nervous of explaining. Of pouring my heart out to the one I, somewhere in the short time I've known him, have fallen for. Fallen straight on my face for.

"Duo, talk to me," he pleads and I fight back a frustrated scowl. I wonder what would happen if I told him to fuck off. Hmm.

"No," I reply maybe a little too cold. "Just leave me alone." I take a quick glance at his mildly surprised face. He must not have figured I'd straight out tell him to go away.

"Okay. Just call for Quatre or I if you need anything," he says quietly, standing up and walking slowly to the door. With a glance back at me, he turns the corner and is out of sight but not quite out of mind. I lay down, careful to not cause myself pain, and realise how bad I felt for not confiding in Heero. He was the secret love of my life, as chick-flick as that sounds, and I couldn't even trust him with my feelings. Bah, what am I saying. I'm a Gundam pilot. I don't need to confide in anyone! I'm just being ri-goddamned-diculous. Besides, Mr. Perfect Soldier would just 'confide' all my secrets in his stupid log-book-thing. I don't need to tell him anything. Nope.

I sigh loudly into the darkness and turn onto my right side, looking out the small window on the opposite side of the room. Not a star is in the sky and a moon is glowing a soft red. I can hear the lulling rhythm of nighttime insects outside. I let out a huge yawn and close my tired eyes.

No. I don't need to tell him anything.

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It's short, but at least I updated! I told you I'd finish this one. I just didn't say when. heh.

-Rocker