At that point, I was fed up with all of it and decided to shoot her; this time I didn't miss. I hit her square in the face.

I clasped on the ground as soon as I knew she was dead.

They would arrive in the morning and find me here alone, but alive.

I found it hard to sleep. So I ran over the incident a few times in my head, tears rolling down my face, from both memories and pain.

Now, at dawn, I'm still waiting for them to arrive.

I watch the day break. I watch the sun rise and I think, I wonder what this day's gonna bring, without you. I hear happy birds sing. I see people smiling. Though you're gone, this world hasn't stopped turning at all. Life goes on. I never told you what I should have told you long ago, and there's one thing I wish you could know, I miss you, so……..Love, your baby.