Sorry it's taken so long to update, I have just been really busy.
Also this story is supposed to be really sad.
Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha, Rumiko Takahashi does. Also I do not own the song Monophobia by Plastic Tree.
Kagome awoke the next morning thinking nothing in particular. She got up and went to the radio and turned on another of her favorite songs Monophobia by Plastic Tree. She loved the sound of the odd lyrics from the lead singer Ryutaro. Even if his interest in hospitals was a bit odd. But she had to admit they were addictive. As she made her way to the bathroom she thought of how bad the day would suck. But you could never tell that from her journal entry. The night before Kagome had no dreams and she was glad. Lately her dreams had become a bit frightening. But only because she liked them. Ever since she had cut her wrists Kagome had been dreaming of her blood flowing out like a river, never stopping even as she lay in a pool of blood. She had seen the boy Inuyasha two other times since the first. Once at school when he was being introduced to the class and the second when he was walking in the same park they met at. He had waved to her both times and all Kagome could do was blush and wave back.
Kagome still didn't feel loved and still attempted to make herself bleed quite a few times more. Kagome knew that everything would stay the same. Empty and cold, never getting the chance to feel anything but loneliness and despair. Little did Kagome know her world would change forever. Until that fated day at the park, when she would see Inuyasha for the fourth time.
Kagome had just left her house and was making her way to school when she heard the school bell ring. Signaling that she was now late. 'Not again" thought Kagome as she walked. 'Every time I feel uplifted about going to school I always end up being late.' Kagome thought that maybe the gods were trying to tell her to forget about school and just be a failure. Kagome sighed and decided to make a detour through the park, since she was already late. On her way through the winding paths she walked by the bench where she had met Inuyasha for the first time. She was surprised to see Inuyasha sitting there hunched over and doing something to his arm. But upon closer expect ion she noticed he was bleeding from long gashes up and down his forearm. Kagome gasped and Inuyasha lifted his head up and stared at her before quickly pulling down his sleeves. "Oh, hello…umm…Kagome, yes that's it" Inuyasha said. "I saw what you were doing" Kagome said before he could get another word out. "Oh! Well…………you see…I was just trying to…" But Kagome cut him off by sitting next to him and saying "I don't care". She than pulled up her sleeves and Inuyasha saw the small slashes going up and down her arm.
"I see you do it to then?" Inuyasha said.
"Yeah, but I don't know how to do it really, I cant get it to flow, ya know?" Kagome replied.
"Well how about we start a cutting club?"
"A what! Replied Kagome.
"You know, a cutting club. Where people get together and just bleed together."
Kagome stared at him as if he just sprouted another head.
Inuyasha tried to explain " I already know a few other people who would be happy to cut with other people.
Kagome thought about it and said "Well when and where would it be?"
"That's easy" Inuyasha said smile ling "During lunch and in the supply shed behind the gym".
"But wouldn't somebody see us there?" interjected Kagome with a worried look.
"No, No. They haven't used that thing in ages."
"How would you know? You just moved here."
"True, True" Inuyasha said looking up at the sky with a thoughtful look on his face. "But I know this kid named Miroku, ever heard of him?"
"Yes, a few times…"
But before Kagome could finish her sentence Inuyasha started talking again.
"Well he said that he goes there and messes around with girls and he says that it has been abandoned."
Kagome looked down and let her bangs shield her eyes as she said, "Who will be in the club? I mean who do you know that wants to join?"
"Well…" Inuyasha started " That would have to be Miroku, Naraku, Kikyo, Kagura and Kanna of course, also a girl named Ayame, and one more…damn who am I forgetting?" Inuyasha said to himself.
"You mean all of them?" Kagome stuttered questingly looking at Inuyasha with wide eyes.
"Yeah why?" Inuyasha said.
"Well they all seem so happy, well except for Kanna."
"Well my dear, looks can be deceiving."
Inuyasha sat there thinking for a while while Kagome stared at the ground with wide eyes contemplating what Inuyasha had just said.
Just then Inuyasha said, "I remember!" scaring the crap out of Kagome.
"Sango that's her name!" Inuyasha glance over at Kagome who was still breathing hard from the scare from Inuyasha's sudden voice.
"What?" asked Inuyasha with a questioning look.
Sorry again for not reviewing sooner. I know this chapter was a tad boring but they will get better (I hope).