Note: Sorry it took so long everyone. Been busy. Anyways thanks for the nice feedback, enjoy.
elwoodluver00034, superfan24: Well I was born and live in The Netherlands or Holland, however you want to call my small country :D .
I have a confession to make I haven't actually seen Season 6 yet and yesterday I couldn't take not knowing what exactly happened anymore so I started reading the scripts of the eps. Which I'm now done with. I'm kinda disappointed with the ending, I mean they left out how exactly Joey and Pacey got together. No major make out session, just suddenly on the couch together. And poor Jen, I read fanfics and knew she was going to die but I love Jen. I am just so glad that we have fanfics and in this one if I decided to let that come up I can just have Shawn heal her. Sigh love the world of fanfics.
Well enough of that, enjoy this new chapter which I know you probably will when you've read it cos I…well I'm not saying yet, that will take the tension off. :P
Chapter 13 – Kyle
Susan Farrell greeted the 4 teenagers when Shawn opened the door.
"Hi, Mrs. Farrell." The three Capeside High students greeted her.
"Hey mom" Shawn said calmly, then introduced Jen, Joey and Pacey to his mother.
Nikki had left for her own house for dinner so it was just Danny, Susan, Jen, Shawn, Joey and Pacey for dinner. Dinner went well and although Susan Farrell was a bit nervous about meeting the three 4400 from Capeside she quickly found out they were nice to have around. During dinner she could tell that the 3 Capeside students and her son Shawn had a connection to each other. It was like they knew each other their entire lives instead of 7 weeks. Having her Shawn home again was great, she loved him a lot but seeing him with his friends now at the dinner table joking and being happy she hadn't seen him this…alive and happy since he got back. Well maybe when he was on the phone with one of them but otherwise he kept a distance between himself and everyone else. She knew he didn't want it to be there and she knew he loved her but it was there. It was something he thought she was better of not knowing. And as much as she disagreed on that she wasn't about to push him into telling her what it was. She just had him back, she didn't want him running out on her. But the only way he would be happy and safe, she realized, was to let him go to Capeside with his friends.
When Dinner was over Shawn told his mother and Danny he was going to visit Kyle at the hospital. So here they were in the hospital, just outside Kyle's room standing there waiting for Shawn to find the courage to enter.
"I know this might be hard but we're here for you Shawn" Jen told him.
Pacey had a blank expression his face as he tried to suppress the image of his father lying in one of those hospital beds in a coma, much like Kyle Baldwin was lying there on the other side of the glass he was looking thought. He wanted to be there for Shawn and not think of his father but as much as he tried to push the memory back in the box in his mind labeled "dad" he couldn't quite shake it. she he kept quiet and tried to act if everything was ok.
Joey watched Pacey and knew of his internal struggle despite his blank facial expression and his confused eyes, she knew. She looked at Jen and Shawn then back at Pacey.
"I know, thanks." Shawn said smiling slightly as he looked Jen then noticed a torn Joey who was trying to look supportive but occasionally glanced a worried glance to Pacey. Pacey had told him about his father, briefly since he didn't want to talk about it, with anyone, for that matter since neither Jen nor Joey had been able to get him to talk about it either they had left it alone. But seeing Pacey see his cousin in a coma lying in a bed must be hard for him, and maybe he will want to talk about it now. "Go Jo." He said softly.
"You sure?" Joey asked his softly, not wanting Pacey to hear.
Jen caught on and nodded "don't worry Joey. Just talk to him." She took Shawn's hand as Joey walked over to Pacey. "Ready?" she asked.
"As ready as I'll every be." Shawn replied and they stepped into Kyle's room.
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"Let's go" Joey told Pacey as she took his hand started to drag him along with her as she looked for a private place to talk.
"Jo? Where are we going? Shouldn't we…you know be there for Shawn in case something goes wrong." Pacey asked confused.
"Jen's got it covered, you and I are going to talk." Joey told him sternly as she found an empty hospital room and pushed him into it and on the bed and closed the door behind her.
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"Hey Kyle, it's cousin Shawn. I know it's been a while, which is kinda a long story, but I'm here now." Shawn told him as he stood by his cousins back.
Jen walked over to him and placed a hand on his back as she stood beside him. "you can do this." She whispered encouragingly with her mind.
"I brought a friend, she's really hot, her name is Jen." Shawn said as he carefully took his cousins hand and placed it in his. "and I think I can help you out of that dark place you might me in." he closed his eyes and felt life energy flow through his hands into his cousin.
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"About?" Pacey asked her although he already knew what is was probably about, either about them or about his father. He was leaning towards the subject about his father.
"You know what about Pacey. I know it must be hard to talk about but leaving it alone isn't helping you. You have to face you father sooner or later and deal with this." Joey told him as she stood in front of him as he sat on the bed.
"Look, Jo, I appreciate what you're trying to do but I don't want to talk about it." Pacey said trying to avoid it and attempted to stand up.
Joey pushed his back down on the bed "No Pacey we are going to talk about this because this is eating you up inside and I love you to damn much to allow you to do this to yourself."
Tears were forming in his eyes as his resistance and walls on the subject were breaking down slowly. "It's ok, Pacey" Joey said gently as she sat beside him and put an arm around his back.
"I want so badly to hate him, to not care about him anymore. He hurt me all those years growing up telling me I'm worthless. I'm emotionally screwed up because of it. And then when I was…gone he hurt my mother and my brother. Not just emotionally but he hurt her physically. Yet I feel like that's my fault, the whole situation is my fault. If I wasn't born there wouldn't have been any trouble between my parents and they would still be together and well not happy but not like this." Pacey began to tell her.
"Pacey, you are not responsible for your parents actions. They were, as every person is responsible for their own actions. Things weren't alright between your parents all those years ago or your mother would not have cheated on your father. And if you hadn't been born I wouldn't have met you and I don't even want to think about my life without you in it. I know it would probably suck. I love you Pacey and I know you're a wonderful guy despite what you've been told otherwise by your parents growing up. I understand your need to make your father feel proud of you despite what he has done with you, I do, because you have such a big heart Pace. It's part of who you are and why I love you so much. You need to talk to him, tell him how you feel, take DNA test to know for sure he's your father. If you're going to put this behind you or give him another chance you have to tell him how you feel. He might hurt you but at least then you can finally close the book on your relationship with him. No matter what I'm here for you, as are Shawn and Jen. Don't ever forget that." Joey told him as she looked at him with sad but loveable eyes into his tearful ones.
"I don't deserve you." Pacey said as he laid his head on her lap needing to feel her comfort him.
"Yes you do, if anyone doesn't deserve anyone it's me not deserving you Pacey." She said to him as she gently stroked his soft dark hair.
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"ugh uh" Kyle made noises as he was coming back to the real world by Shawn's touch.
Shawn looked scared but Jen connection to his mind and her hand on his back gave him the courage to hold on. Kyle suddenly sat up and Shawn almost let go but Jen's voice in his head to him not to so he held on and just as suddenly as Kyle sat up he fell back down.
Shawn felt drained but somehow knew it had worked before any sign was given that it had. He let go of Kyle's hand and took Jen's hand that had been on his back into his hand. "Kyle?" he asked.
Kyle's eyes were open but there was something off, Jen could tell. Shawn didn't seem to see it but as she touched Kyle's mind it was strange. Unlike any other mind she had touched when she projected her thoughts into them.
His voice was hoarse but when he spoke relief went over them "How…how long…have I been in the dark?" Kyle asked them.
Shawn smiled and hugged his cousin letting go of Jen's hand in the process. "too long, Kyle."
Jen smiled at him "It's nice to see you up Kyle, I'm Jen. Now I know this must all be very confusing to you but you can't tell anyone about Shawn helping you wake up. We don't want this to get out."
"She's right Kyle, you can't tell anyone about this. We have to go now, we'll come visit tomorrow if we can, ok?" Shawn asked him.
Kyle nodded "ok." His said still hoarsely.
"Good, give us about 10 minute before you start buzzing the nurse." Shawn told him.
"Bye Kyle." Jen told him.
"See you soon." Shawn told him as they stood near the door ready to leave.
"bye" Kyle said hoarsely.
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When they left Shawn's room they saw Pacey and Joey walking up to them, looking very close.
"Hey, how did it go?" Pacey asked them.
"Great. He's up, but we have to go before anyone figures out we had something to do with that." Shawn told them smiling.
"Ok, let's go to the Witter Wagoneer." Joey told them, then added "not that that thing will get us out of here fast but…."
"Hey, I'll have you know that that car has been through a lot. Including listening to your and Jen's angry chick rock." Pacey told them and Joey elbowed him playfully in response as they headed to the exit.
Still fluffy, well kinda, review please.
