Warning: DARK! Character death- i kill off both of them!
I have no idea what made me write this, but something did
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It's been a year. A year since he left. A year since my heart was ripped out of me.
I stared at the sharp edge of the knife in front of me.
Why? Why did he leave me? What could I have done differently?
You're probably wondering what I'm talking about, aren't you? Well, allow me to enlighten you.
It all started with a fight. A silly, little fight about a trivial thing.
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"What are you yelling at me for?"
"You left a huge mess in the bathroom. Towels everywhere, shampoo and conditioner bottles open, hairbrushes and toothbrushes left on the counter! What were you thinking!"
" I was thinking that I had just gotten an emergency call that said I was needed immediately."
"And that's your excuse?" I sniffed disdainfully at him.
Athrun finally gave up, and stormed out of the apartment. I fumed inside, angry that he had just left like that.
I went about cleaning up the apartment, cooking dinner for that night, and eventually I cooled off. It was then that I started to miss Athrun's soothing presence in the apartment. I didn't even know why I went off on him. Athrun was a bodyguard for the leader of our country, so it wasn't unbelievable that he did get a call, and that was a good excuse because when he's called into work, he has to be there fast.
I hoped that Athrun would return soon. He was my best friend and I wanted to apologize to him for being so rude to him.
Deciding to wait for him, I turned on the news to see what was new in PLANT. The top story was about a crash that had happened not too far from here. The driver of the car was fine, but a pedestrian had been killed while walking down the sidewalk. Then the reporter said the name of the victim, and that turned my world upside down: Athrun Zala.
For me, the world stopped. I didn't hear anything else, except the reporter saying, over and over, that Athrun was dead. It couldn't be, it just couldn't.
Then I heard something else, that Athrun had said my name, just before dying. I had to find him. I had to, so that I could apologize and give him a proper funeral.
I went to the coroner's office and said that I was a friend of Athrun's and I wished to claim his body. The coroner asked me if he had any family and I said no, his mother had died a long time ago and his father had recently passed away. I was given permission to have his body, and I did just as Athrun asked me to do if he died before me. I had the body cremated and the ashes scattered over the ocean, which was Athrun's favorite place in PLANT.
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I can't take it any more. I just can't. I'm going to end it now.
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" Kira Yamato was found earlier today in his apartment. The 25-year-old appears to have committed suicide last night. He was looked in on after he didn't show up at work."
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Wow, was that depressing or what? WTF was i thinking?