CHAPTER TWO
Date: February 7, 2005
Day: Monday
Dear Journal,
First off, let me just say I cannot believe what a desperate assclown I have become! To want a woman like Stephanie McMahon who is SO far out of my league is ridiculous. There's no way in hell she could be into me, right? But I still want to ask her out for Valentine's Day. I can sense the chemistry between us. I kissed her today, and it was so intense. It took everything I had in me, every ounce of willpower, to pull back when she started to respond. Hell, if I hadn't pulled back at that point, I probably would've taken her right there in the hall! But the thing I can't get out of my head is the fact that she actually kissed me back... Just wrapped her arms around me and kissed me back... That was so unexpected!
I still haven't figured out how I'm going to ask her out or if I'm ever going to be able to. I get so nervous around her that I always end up being rude and making crude statements to her. I hope she can see through the act and figure out the way I really feel about her. It's hard for me to admit my feelings about people to their faces. I know everyone thinks I'm this cocky and confident guy, but when it comes to Stephanie, that assumption couldn't be further from the truth. I want her, but what if she doesn't want me? Ok, what am I writing? Did I REALLY just write that? Of course she wants me! What woman doesn't? I'm a larger than life living legend! I'm the King of the World! I'm the lead singer of Fozzy! I'm the first Undisputed Champion EVER!
But sometimes I can't help but wonder: Is that really enough for her?
More Next Time,
Chris
A/N: Ok, I decided not to wait for reviews. I'm inspired so I MUST POST! LOL!