Um hi people I'm still alive (just in case you were wondering) I'm sorry it took so long to update again family problems, really not my fault. Again thank you for all the reviews, again really, really sorry about not updating, forgive me.
Disclaimer- not mine…
Warning- I think Ray might be turning emo… sorry.
Sorry that this is a short chapter…
Kai still refuses to tell me anything about the "Kris" dude, along with Tala for that matter (he told him about Kris but not Kevin and me).
Also he's been really iffy around me lately he's been all nervous and crap, and its getting me really depressed!
I just want things to go back to normal!
So here I am, my heads in Kevin's lap whilst in our dorm, with me eating "Ben and Jerry's" occasionally spoon-feeding Kevin, and me complaining.
I'm actually quite surprised he hasn't hit me yet.
"I don't get it! Why is this Kris dude making everyone go blah!? I want my old life back! I want Kris to get ran over or something!! Its not fair kill him!!!" I complain.
"Hm… You know what I think?" Kevin looks down at me and I put a spoonful of ice cream in his mouth and nod in reply.
"I say we beat Kai with a stick for information."
You know that thought had actually came into my head a while ago but then went cause Kai is ever so, er, greatly a psycho and would probably kill us both…
"Nah… or you could just tell Tala that you'll give your virginity to me and that you won't fuck him until he tells us everything about Kai and Kris."
The green haired boy then grins at me.
"Heh is that an offer?" he asks.
"What about you giving your virginity to me?" he nods. "Hell yeah!" I grin back (we always joke about this people, don't think I'm going to go sleep with Kevin anytime soon).
"You know what… that actually might work…"
Suddenly there's a knock and -speak of the devil (literally)- in walks Tala.
"Um, hi I was just walking by and I heard my name said..." he said and walks further into the room.
"Wow you have good hearing…" I state.
"You were actually talking about me?!?" he asks confused.
Okay whats with him he just told us he heard us speaking?
"I was just using that as an excuse to walk in…"
Figures…
He just seemed to shrug it off and sat down next to Kevin.
"Hey Kev'." Tala grinned and leaned over to kiss him, but Kevin just "hmpt"ed and turned away.
What is Kevin doin… oh crap! He took the "don't fuck Tala thing" seriously!… damn. I'm in trouble if Tala finds out I suggested it! I was only joking!!
"Hm, whats wrong with you?" Tala crossed his arms against his chest and stared at my green haired friend.
Hey people wanna know something weird? Kevin is now like 3 inch's taller then me!
Creepy…
"You know your supposed to let me kiss you then after that you go 'oh my dearest darling Tala how was you day?' then I- -I go-"
"Pft fuck you." Kevin grunted.
For some strange reason that didn't effect Tala at all! If Kai said that to me I would of punched him! But then again I'm sure he'd rather talk to Kris nowadays.
But instead of Tala getting annoyed he just grinned.
"Wish you would."
Kevin tries to glare but fails and ends up grinning.
Muttering something like 'pervert' under his breath, he leans over and kisses him lightly on the cheek.
A smile climbs onto my lips and my eyes suddenly sting.
They must be the cutest couple ever. It's just so obvious that there meant to be together.
"Holy crap!" I look over to Tala who just kinda yelled. "Ray why are you crying???"
I looked at him slightly puzzled then press my hands to my face. I am crying!
I sniff trying to hold back my tears, but choke and fail and let the babyish things stream down my face.
Kevin sits me up and places me in his lap.
"Ray whats wrong?" he asks wrapping his arms around my waist. "Ray don't cry."
You know when your voice goes all high and squeaky when you start crying? Well Kevin's voice is now like that!
Why is he crying?
"You two quit crying! Quit it! Ray stop and stop making Kevin cry!"
Tala looked around the room all panicky not knowing what to do and I buried my head into the crook of Kevin's neck.
"Ray why are you crying?" Tala demanded.
"Kai" I managed to choke out stupidly.
"Kai what?"
"He doesn't love me!!" I wail.
Okay now I've heard myself out loud I sound like a total idiot!
But it's true. Kevin doesn't understand because Tala loves him.
But me? I'm all alone he doesn't love me!!!
Ugh! This is so, so I cant think of a word right now!!!!
Its not fair!!! I really love Kai he's the best thing that's ever happened to me! I don't want him to leave me just because this stupid Kris dude shows up!!!!
Why is Kai doing this to me?
Come on people we're almost going out!! Did I really mean that little to him???
"You're just being fucking pathetic." I look up threw my tear filled eyes and come almost face to face with a scary Tala.
"It may not be much coming from me, but he loves you. What your doing now is just being cruel, you should be helping him right now, not crying about it!"
My lip quivers slightly, he's right! I'm really mean…
I look over to Kevin who's now stopped crying and nod slightly.
"Anyway what brought that on?" Tala asks.
"He's been all blah around me since that Kris showed up, and knowing my crappy luck he's probably an ex or something…" I look down at my hands and play with some loose thread coming off my pants.
"That's it?"
What does he mean "that's it" this is big for me he's ignoring me and doesn't love me anymore!!!
"And that made you cry? Because your afraid Kris is going to steal him?" Tala asks questionably.
I nod urging him to continue.
"Okay… if it stops you from making Kevin cry." Tala started. "As long as you don't tell Kai I'm telling you this I'll tell you who this Kris dude is to him…"
I look up, please let him be serious about telling me this….
To be continued…
Don't flame me I'm special…. Also sorry for not having any Kai appearances in this chapter.
Also I'd like to say Gaara (from Naruto) is fucking amazing, if he weren't an anime/manga person I'd do him any day! Phwee he's so pretty .
…I'll be quiet… I'll try to update sooner next time bye.