Warning: This story discusses suicide and the troubles that lead to it. It also uses some information from the religion Christianity. There's also a pretty gruesome scene .So if you get queasy from suicide and/ or gory scenes, or disagree with the religion, TO BAD the story contains them so your choice, 'To read or not to read, THAT is the question.'
Disclaimer:I do NOT (grumbles) own... Inuyasha. But you guys don't either! We shall suffer TOGETHER! I also don't own 'Walking In the Air' Performed by Celtic Woman. (BUY CD!)
Summery: Inuyasha was never pinned to the tree but Kikyou did die. Thinking he has no reason to live he decides to commit suicide. To change his mind an angel comes telling him to live. (Inu/Kag)
Comfort From the Angel of Suicide
By: RejectedAndLoved
Chapter 1: Reflection and Decision
Inuyasha sat in the God Tree, his only sanctuary. The golden orbs were pointed towards the sky, and his thick white locks danced with the wind. He was not seeing the clouds, or the birds, only her face. Her laugh, her smile, and all the other things he never had the chance to witnessed her do.
The 'her', was his now deceased loved one, Kikyou.
'The things we would've said and done can never happen. My life has completely disintegrated in front of my own eyes. All because of my blood line, and that bastard.'
Flashback
"Kikyou, where have you been lately?" The young man asked.
"Inuyasha, I wanted this to be a surprise but you have to know. I found a man that will be able to turn you into a human. If he does we'll be able to live together in peace." The miko in question replied with eyes filled with glee.
"What do you mean? I thought you liked me as I am? And who is this man you have been so engrossed with the past few weeks?" Inuyasha inquired.
"Inuyasha, I don't want to be shunned from my village and if I say my vows to a hanyo it will happen. I just want to live in peace. And about that man, that I am not engrossed with, his name is Naraku." Kikyou replied.
End Flashback
'I should have known that bastard was no good. Saying he had the power to make me mortal!' A sigh escaped Inuyasha lips while his eyes look at his lap. Consumed with despair. 'That day, when I first met him... How could Kikyo not sence his dark aura? Maybe because he was a half breed like me. That's what made her trust him. Damn him. The only good thing was her death was it not in vain.'
Flashback
"Inuyasha! The day has come! We can finally be happy. And I won't have to play the role of the village Priestess." Kikyo beamed. Inuyasha never saw Kikyo as happy as she was right then.
"Where and when are we to meet this Naraku?"
"Right now in the fields. He will bring the items needed for the transformat-"
"And we'll be together." The half demon interrupted
"Yes, forever."
End Flashback
Inuyasha snorted.'Whata load of crap that was. And I didn't even become the man she wanted.
Flashback
Kikyo and Inuyasha stood in the middle of the fields at sunset, waiting. No sign of the man.
After a few minutes Inuyasha spoke. "Are you sure it was now?"
Sighing Kikyo responded, "Yes, Inuyasha. He is com-"
She was cut off when a demon rushed by her slashing the arteries on the side of her neck. Blood shooting out of the wound. Collapsing immediately into Inuyasha's arms.
His eyes were wide, hands were trembling, and aware of the seriousness of the situation. Gently setting her body down, he rip his sleeve for cloth and rapped it around her neck to stop the bleeding. But there was so much blood, and it wasn't stopping. "K-kikyo.. st-stay with me! I need you!"
Coughing up blood and dying, Kikyo only said one word before her last breath, "Naraku." And then her soul left the body.
Standing up Inuyasha sniffed around his surroundings. Trying to find the creature with Kikyo's blood on it's claws. Realizing that the creature was most likely Naraku. After all he told Kikyo to meet him here. Catching a whiff of the blood Inuyasha pounced. Catching Naraku off guard.
A long black haired, red eyed man, in his twenties with blood on his claws was found beneath Inuyasha. His uniform labeled him a leader of a temple, but Inuyasha didn't care. Having found his prey he began the slash at the damned man over and over, until he could only be recognized as a bloody lump on the ground.
Still in a rage ran to the village and grabbed a log from a open flame, unnoticed. He returned within seconds ready to complete his revenge. Dropping the fire on the no longer recognizable half demon, he watched him burn.
Turning back to Kikyo, Inuyasha carried her back to the village where they soon held a burial ceremony, as a final good-bye.
End Flashback
'She's gone. And so is that bastard. May he rot in hell. She died in the hopes so we would be happy... together. And so shall we be. I will not wait to go into the after-life. Ill go the same time and place where she went. We will be together.' Confirming with himself on what he was going to do, Inuyasha headed towards the fields which will so become his resting place.
TBC
Is this weird? Yes, very. But I want to write it because the thought will keep on nagging me until I do. And yes, I made Naraku die from only a little hack and slash. When Inuyasha's pissed you die quickly. Plus there's no Sacred Jewel! So Chapter two will have the song and... uhhhh... I know I'm forgetting something... hmmmm... Oh yeah! See the little button... yeah down there click it cliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiick iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit.