White Lie

by akiyume kye

Disclaimer:(points to Takeshi Konomi) There- its his. And if pot is his, it can't possibly be mine.

Pairings: TezuFuji

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Chapter 2: Disappearance

News traveled fast, and by noon, almost all the tennis club members knew of Tezuka's resignation from his position.

Ryusaki sensei couldn't believe her eyes when she saw the form on her table.
The form that said: I quit.

It was impossible.
Her best player wouldn't leave just like that.

He had the talent. He had the position. He had the future.
Why was he throwing it all away?

It didn't make any sense.

This couldn't be true.

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"He left his jacket…" Oishi managed to say.

The buchou's regulars jacket was neatly folded and placed on the bench.
There was no letter. No premonition. No last goodbyes.

He was gone.

All the regulars stood stunned by the revelation that Tezuka had really quit.

The one in whom they had placed their hopes in.
The one who would lead them to victory in the nationals.
The one who everyone looked up to.

Tezuka Kunimitsu, buchou of the reknown Seigaku Tennis Club-- no more.

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He heard the commotion going on in the club room, but he didn't go in.

Motionlessly, he stood outside the door.
He knew what had happened.
But he had already expected it.
Since that day… the day his life shattered when the very person he loved most had torn him apart.

I don't love you… I never did…

Those words kept coming back to him.
Cold, unfeeling, tormenting.

Those words had shaken him up.
Those words had shocked him.
Those words had destroyed him.

He had changed.

I don't love you… I never did…

Fuji's eyes narrowed into a piercing glare.
His fists were clenched, his lips set in a grim line.

He turned away and walked off alone.

Then neither did I, Tezuka…

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The search continued.
The search for the lost buchou.

He didn't attend any of his classes that day.

No one knew where he was.
He had vanished.

He was gone.

He had forsaken them.

The shock was too much to bear for the team.
What would happen to them, now that Tezuka was gone?
Why did he quit?
Why did he leave?

Nan de? Nan de mo?

But there was no answer.

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Pro Tennis Limited issue, Tennis for Intermediates, Tennis Rule Book… Wristbands, tennis strings, tennis shoes…

They were all thrown into a box.

As he stood staring at the belongings he had come to own over the years, he couldn't believe how things had changed.

These were items that were so precious to him in the past, but now, they meant nothing to him.
No, not anymore.

Things had changed.

And Tezuka had to learn how to let go of the things that he held so closely to his heart.
His team, tennis, and… Fuji Syuusuke.

Picking up a photo of the tensai and him that they had taken not long ago, he ripped it into pieces and flung them into the box.
There was no hesitation in his actions.
He could not afford to.

Because if he did, he might do something that he will regret.
Because if he did, he may never be able to truly forget the tensai.

He had to endure.
Endure the pressing urge to see the other, to hold him in his arms once again.

No.
It was impossible.

It would only hurt the tensai even more.
It would tear him down, until there was nothing more left to salvage of the blue eyed boy.

Fuji had a future, he had a dream, he had a beautiful destiny.
One, that wouldn't include him.

Because his future was in shambles.
Or rather, he had no future.
No future to be proud of.

He was bound to leave sooner or later.
And it might as well be now.

To be continued…

A/N: I know this is kinda short. Gomen. The other chapters are not completed yet so yup, just to give you a little bit more of the story. Please let me know what you think of the story so far. Suggestions will be greatly appreciated.

And thanks to all for your reviews! Really brightened up my day and inspired me to continue. :) Arigatoo!

Spoilers:
Tezuka? Leaving sooner or later? What does it mean? And what is the reason behind him abandoning tennis, something he held on so dearly to? Will the team be able to stand strong without their buchou around? Who will become the next buchou in place of Tezuka?

Next chapter anyone?