Gone The Way Of My Sanity
I sit here
Day after day
Wondering when it all will end
When this torture will cease
This cannot be me
What I've become
I acted as if I had fun
As if I enjoyed it
If I want to hurt anyone
It will be because I want to
I control me
This is my body and my mind
They cannot take this away from me
Why can't they just leave me alone?
This place has changed me somehow
And they control me
Well...not anymore
I will end it
Yes
Not for them
No, no
But for me
For everything I believe in
I need to rest
I need to think
It must be permanent
So I say farewell
No one will miss me
So it does not matter
And with those last words
We depart