This chapter and the next chapter will be short. And you'll see why this chapter will consist of Kikyou and her feelings about the divorce papers. Next chapter Inuyasha and his true reasons for the divorce, no it doesn't have anything to do with Kagome.
Divorce: Kikyou's feelings
I was so happy to see him after those four days of separation. I was glad to see that he was alive and well and that he didn't get into any trouble. He had no idea how much he worried me these last few days. I threw my arms around him and when he didn't return the hug that's when I began to wonder. He always hugs me back, didn't he miss me too? The look in his eyes told me otherwise.
When he handed me the envelope I knew something was about to happen, why else would he give me it with that look of guilt on his face. As I ripped open the papers my worst fears began to come true, he was planning on leaving me. But why? We were making so much progress over these last months and he was excited about the baby as much as I was.
Oh my god the baby, why would he leave me now when I'm only a few months away from my due date. That was the part that didn't make any sense to me he had all this time to leave why now? After all I been threw from watching Yumiko get hit by that car, learning that Kagome was back in town, and more importantly the news of my high risk pregnancy. I thought my world was going to fall apart when he looked at me and didn't remember who I was. But when he asked me to help him get threw this and help him get his life back I felt hope for us.
Besides we've been threw so much together. We grew up together, we went to school together. He was my first kiss, my first time, and my first love. If he was wanted to break my heart then he was succeeding at it because I could literally feel it braking into a million pieces. I believed that the heart was the most fragile part of the body and once you gave it to someone if gave them the opportunity to brake it. I leaned this from my parent's marriage it wasn't bad enough that my father cheated on my mother but he presented her with divorce papers the very next day. I hated the idea of a divorce and promised myself that if I ever got married divorce was not an option.
But the situation between Inuyasha and I was different between the one with my parents. He may not remember everything we shared but I knew he would never cheat on me no matter what. Knowing this made me realize that he gave me the divorce papers for another reason. If there wasn't another woman involved then what was it? I know he wasn't leaving me because I was pregnant he told me we were going to raise our baby together. And he never went back on his word even if he wasn't exactly the same person he was before the accident.
That had to be it he thought I didn't love him as much because of the accident and the amnesia but that wasn't the case at all. I don't give a damn about what happened after the accident all I know is that I love him and always would. This made me realize that I had to fight for us and unlike last time I was not about to let him walk away again. Not without a fight anyway.
(The next chapter will be short too. But after that I'm going to have the meeting between Kagome and Keade and some unbelievable things will be said. And unfortunately Kagome will succeed in turning Keade against Kikyou)