AGGRAVATED EMOTIONS

"I see you through the smoky air.

Can't you feel the weight of my stare?

You're so close but still a world away…"

At that instant, he fell, gripping tight on me. "Get off!" I shouted, trying to get his body away from me as if he was contaminated by SARS or something. He was odd. He was acting anomalous.

"Fuuko," he whispered in an unusual way. His voice sent shivers down my spine. He was slowly lowering me to the floor, his face just an inch from mine.

"Mi-chan!" I shrieked, praying that he will wake up from his… uncontrollable sensation. "You're drunk!" However, his face was slowly advancing to mine, his breath clouding my senses. Strange, indeed. He didn't smell like he was drunk. He was mesmerizing. Damn Fuuko! What are you thinking? Are you nuts?

"What do you think you're doing?" I said, my voice slowly fading as he placed his lips over mine. It was tormenting, it was unutterable, and it was idyllic! He was searching inside of me, and I felt that his full body was turning warm. It pleases me but we have to impede this at once! "Mi-chan," I groaned from his pressure over me. "We can't do this." As we broke off, I edged farther from him, as farther as possible. I blushed on the fact that he did it to me. it was thwarting but I did.

I looked at him uneasily. Deciding that my own reputation was better to save than his drunken state, I scampered up to my room, locked it tightly, and let myself on the bed, panting. What was that? Why am I feeling like this? I've been living with Mi-chan for almost a year now. I never felt this sudden jolt, this warm feeling, and this kind of reaction in my body that was more than that of running-a-hundred-mile.

Is this really what am I feeling? Is this the thing what they call love?

Does that mean, I'm in love with Mi-chan?

That couldn't be. Nothing like this will happen in just a flash. It's just a kiss! Well, maybe, but a simple kiss can provoke emotions. Of course, our kiss earlier was not simple.

Should this feeling insist? Should I hide it? Whatever I decide, it will have its consequences. Maybe I'll try to think of it for a while.

If I'll ask you, would it be embarrassing to fall in love to the most unlikely person in the world?

Well, I made an "Unbreakable Vow" not to fall in love with Mikagami Tokiya, not even if he was the last silver-headed, hydrocephalus-brained, ego-maniac guy in the world!

Ok, that what true, what now?

Laying all these thoughts off my head, I closed all the lights and tried to sleep… annoyed at the fact that he was pestering my dreams.

"I'm gonna kill you tomorrow Mi-chan!" I garbled angrily before setting to sleep.

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