A repressed memory, 2 teenage girls one a murderer the other one forced to witness the end result of what happened to her mother. One innocent life lost, a heartbroken mother, a father who will not accept the fact that his daughter is a murderer. But instead thinks that it's all a lie and that there's no possible way for her to have intentionally killed his son. A daughter forced to forget what she saw and forced to believe that what happened wasn't real and that her half sister would have never done the things she accused her of. But she knew what she saw was real and the plain and simple truth was that her half sister was indeed a murderer.

It's raining outside of the Miyazaki residence inside all the lights are off, the father a doctor is out at the hospital leaving his wife and daughters home. One daughter the product of an affair sits upstairs she is 14 just like his other daughter the one he had with his wife. The youngest is sleeping over a friend's house his first daughter sits downstairs alone dreading the fact that her half sister is upstairs in their house. She doesn't hate her she just wishes that her father never had an affair. The two sisters are only a few months apart but have never really gotten along the only thing that they seem to have in common is that they both have feelings for a certain silver haired boy.

One is with him the other one wants to be with him. The one who is with him has been his friend for years they grew up together and ended up falling in love and becoming high school sweethearts, basically they are inseparable you cant see one without the other. The one who wants to be with him started having a crush on him when she first started to live with her father. She thought he was attractive and even began to tell herself that she was in love with him and that one day they would be together. She is also very jealous of the fact that her sister got to him first it was like he was to in love with her to see past anything else. She blames her sister and wishes that instead of being the end result of an affair she could have been her fathers first born and also to have met the silver haired boy first, so that he could have loved her instead of her half sister.

And now her father was expecting another child with his wife it was bad enough she would always have to live in the shadows of her other sisters but now with the new child being born she would be cast aside as if she never existed. That was something she couldn't handle she needed to get rid of that new baby somehow, someway she knew that it had to be done. She closed her eyes and heard footsteps someone was coming up the stairs.

"Oh there's my stepmother now maybe I'll go talk to her."

She walked out the room and waited for her stepmother to come up the stairs she had to admit that her stepmother was pretty and she didn't hate her but she hated that baby that was growing inside of her. She stood there silently in the dark just staring at her, her brown eyes focused on her. Her stepmother looked up and came face to face with those brown eyes although everything was dark around her.

"Kagome is that you dear?"

"Yes Anza it's me."

She always called her step mother by her first name she never once called her mom.

"Why are standing in the dark is everything alright?"

"No reason Anza just thinking."

"About Inuyasha again."

"Yes he's been on my mind a lot lately."

"But Kagome you know he's Kikyou's boyfriend one day you'll have to accept that."

"You always take Kikyou's side over mine."

"I'm not taking sides it's just the facts now will you please step aside so I can pass."

But Kagome didn't move instead she just stayed there never taking her eyes off of her stepmother.

"No." Kagome said.

"Kagome I'm sorry you're hurt but Kikyou and Inuyasha have a connection you can't just expect them not to care for each other."

"Just once I want you to be on my side and not hers."

Anza didn't like the way she spoke about Kikyou she knew they didn't get along there had been a lot of tension there ever since Kagome admitting her feelings for Inuyasha. But the way Kagome spoke it was like she hated Kikyou and Anza had no idea that there dislike for each other turned to hate.

"Kagome you speak as if you hate Kikyou."

"And what if I do."

"She's your sister you shouldn't hate her."

"Stop defending her." Kagome screamed.

She grabbed a hold of Anza shoulders and pushed her backwards before she was aware of it she was falling down the stairs.

"Kagome what are you doing?" She yelled as loud as she could.

Kagome watched as Anza's body was knocked back and forth as she continued to fall down the stairs it happened way to fast she had not meant to push her down the stairs but now it was to late she closed her eyes as Anza hit the bottom stairs and a loud boom was heard. Kikyou who had been listening to music had heard the noise and started to run to where she heard it. She stopped when she saw the form of her mother laid out on the floor.

"Mom." She yelled running over to her.

Her mother wasn't moving she had fallen unconscious although she was still breathing Kikyou couldn't help but think the worst. When she wiped the tears form her eyes she looked up the stairs and saw Kagome standing there those brown eyes never taking Kikyou out of her sight.

"Kagome we have to call an ambulance and dad they'll know what to do."

"No she'll die and so will that baby."

"Kagome you pushed my mother down the stairs, why?"

"Anza needed to die it was the only way for the baby to die too."

They both paused when they heard a set of keys turn in the door that meant that their father was about to come walking threw the door any moment now.

"I'm home." He smiled.

Mr. Miyazaki turned his attention to his daughter who was holding his wife in her arms and from the look of things she had fallen down the stairs, or so he thought.

"Kikyou what happened here?"

"Father it wasn't me it was Kagome."

"Kagome?" he questioned.

Just as her name was mentioned Kagome came walking down the stairs.

"Father don't believe her I didn't push Anza."

But Mr. Miyazaki had walked over to his wife and picked her up she was going to need serious medical attention he only hoped that the baby was okay.

"Come on girls we have to get her to the hospital right away."

Once at the hospital Anza was taking away to one of the rooms from the looks of things she was still alive but whatever happened did some serious damage and Mr. Miyazaki couldn't help but fear the worst he turned to his two young daughters he knew one of them had answers.

"Kikyou, Kagome what happened to Anza?" He asked.

"Dad Kagome pushed my mother down the stairs."

"Daddy Kikyou is lying I didn't push her Anza fell."

"Liar you pushed her you always hated my mother if she dies it will be all your fault."

"Kagome, Kikyou stop this bickering right now."

Soon a doctor came over to Mr. Miyazaki a look of regret and sorrow on her face.

"Doctor what's going on with my wife."

"She made it out of surgery and she's breathing on her own."

"There's a but in here somewhere isn't it." Kikyou said.

The doctor hung her head down low and wiped the tears from her eyes.

"Sorry we did everything we could but your son didn't make it."

"We had a son." Mr. Miyazaki said.

"You should go be with her someone needs to tell her that her son is dead."

The doctor took Mr. Miyazaki and led him to Anza's room Kikyou turned to Kagome and slapped her across the face hot tears swelling up in her eyes.

"Our brother is dead because of you."

"Kikyou you don't understand it was for the best now I don't have to worry about another baby taking daddy's love away."

Kikyou began to understand why Kagome did it.

"This wasn't about our brother you did this mainly because you hate me isn't that right Kagome."

"Your right I do hate you I hate always living in your shadow even Keade comes before me and its all because my mother was a hoar ad my father fucked her just because his wife wasn't satisfying him."

"Kagome."

Kikyou never knew she felt that badly maybe if she would have payed more attention to her and became friends with her sister maybe this could have been prevented.

"Kagome I'm so sorry you felt that way." She said hugging her.

But Kagome pushed her away.

"And worst of all you stole Inuyasha away from me."

This is where Kikyou had to draw the line there was no way she could have stole Inuyasha away from Kagome seeing as how they knew each other long before Kagome even came into the picture.

"Kagome for the last time Inuyasha my boyfriend not yours."

"He should have been mine I should have friends like Miroku and Sango Keade should look up to me as her role model not you." She screamed.

Just before Kikyou could say something to Kagome their father came back out.

"Kikyou your mother wishes to see you."

"Okay."

Kikyou went into her mothers room to find her sitting out of bed her eyes were red and it was clearly obvious that she had crying which meant she already knew about the baby.

"Mom I'm so sorry."

"Kikyou I can't remember what happened please tell me."

"Mom I………"

"I was going to name your brother Kenji you know to keep up with all the your sisters seeing as how each and every one of you has a K in their name."

"Mom you should be resting."

Kikyou couldn't tell her mother the devastating news she had to much grief on her shoulders already also Kikyou had to take into consideration that her mother had a weak heart which was why doctors never believed that she could carry the baby to term.

"Kikyou please your father wouldn't tell me."

"Mom I can't tell you either the news will destroy you."

They both looked towards the door and saw Kagome come in.

"Anza are you alright?"

"Kagome sit please."

"I've heard about the baby."

Kikyou couldn't believe that Kagome would dare show her face and act as if nothing happened especially since she was the one who pushed her down the stairs.

"Yes I wish I could remember what happened."

"Anza you fell down the stairs and lost the baby."

"Liar you fuckin liar my mother didn't fall down the stairs."

"Kikyou shut up."

"No you shut up."

Anza looked back and forth at the girls as there argument got worse soon she started grabbing her chest gasping for air.

"Kikyou, Kagome……stop this…….arguing at…….once."

"Mom hold on I'll get you a doctor."

But it was too late she had passed out she wasn't even breathing anymore when the nurse came in was announced that she had a heart attack, she didn't survive. Kikyou sat in the hallway crying in a matter of hours she had lost her mother and brother. The only other thing she could think about was Keade how was she supposed to handle the news this was when she decided that she couldn't tell her.

"Kikyou."

She looked up and saw her father and behind him was Kagome.

"Daddy mom's dead what are we supposed to do now."

"We'll just have to move on with our lives slowly day by day it's what your mother would want.

"Daddy Kagome killed our brother and mom."

"Kikyou stop these foolish stories now you are grieving and need someone to blame don't look at your sister and cast blame on her."

"I was there I saw it."

"It was just your mind playing tricks on you the house was dark at the time you can't be sure what you saw as for now I'm going to make some funeral arrangements for your mom and brother."

Kagome gave Kikyou an evil smile and then followed after her father. Kikyou couldn't understand why her father couldn't believe her. It now came clear to her that she could tell no one that what she seen would have to stay with her until she died. She couldn't tell Sango, Miroku or even Inuyasha and especially not Keade because she was the only innocent person in the mess besides her brother who hadn't even lived to see life.

"I'll miss Kenji most of all." She whispered.

A few days later they had her mothers funeral Inuyasha, Miroku and Sango had came to support Kikyou but when Kagome showed up Kikyou tried to stop her from coming.

"Why are you here Kagome?''

"Anza was a very special person."

"Go away how could you even think of showing up her after what you've done."

Inuyasha came over and put his arm around Kikyou.

"Kagome leave before you upset Kikyou further."

"Inuyasha I'm really glad you're here."

She continued to walk away leaving Kikyou clinching her fist.

"Kikyou are you going to be okay?"

"Yes I'll be fine."

After the funeral Kikyou and Keade stayed behind Keade was holding on tightly to Kikyou's hand she wasn't sure if she should cry or not so she copied Kikyou when she saw her crying.

"Kikyou what's going on where's mommy?"

"Mommy's gone Keade."

"Where did she go?"

"She's dead Keade I'm sorry."

Kikyou squeezed Keade's hand and motioned for her to follow her.

"So what will we do now big sister is Kagome living with us now?"

"No never I don't want to hear that name ever again." Kikyou said.

"But why what did Kagome do."

"Just leave it alone Keade let's go home now we already spent too much time here."

"Okay but promise me that we will visit mommy sometimes it doesn't have to be all the time just sometimes that way I won't be so lonely without her."

Kikyou couldn't say no to Keade especially when she got so innocent and carefree like right now and she was always a sucker for a child with bright eyes it showed their innocence.

"Of course Keade and you'll never be lonely I'm here for you always."

"Best friends forever Kikyou?" Keade asked hopefully.

Kikyou nodded and smiled.

"Um huh best friends forever."

So know u know the truth and I hope this chapter was decent.