To those who had been asking: I think that you're asking about the wild side. But I think certain circumstances may change her "wild" attitude. And it will be revealed here.
NEED NO WORDS
It has been a year. We all got what we want from each other. Still, we're still hanging out with each other, but now, we're more comfortable than ever. We don't need to pretend, there's no use.
However, the highlight that I would be telling is not about that thing.
It was just a day. I was just a newbie in the hospital where I am working now. I hadn't told Fuuko all about this and she was talking to me.
"Well, congratulations," she said with delight, as she talked to me on the phone. "Maybe I could visit the hospital as well. Where is that?"
I merely chuckled at her statement. "Well, you can drop by, next time." I paused, and then continued, "I think you're busy with work."
She was silent by the moment. "W-well, I-I am!" she exclaimed with a trembling voice. "By the way, I'll just call you later. I'm busy right now."
"Okay," I replied. She hung up the phone (a/n: grammar?) and I sighed. I pocketed my phone and continued patrolling the wards and the rooms in the hospital.
That afternoon, I ran unto someone, someone familiar. It was very fast to I didn't recognize it, but I had a shrewd idea who might that be. The figure ran so fast but then, she hit a nurse.
"Fuuko, what are you doing here?" I asked in bewilderment.
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(a/n: this time, we're going back to the earlier scene under Fuuko's perspective. Kinda boring, huh? Just hang on, whangdoodles!)
"I think you're busy with work," he said. I don't want to deceive him or anything but I have to do this alone. He shouldn't see it. He shouldn't know it.
I thought for an answer, I didn't want to lie but I need to. "W-well, I-I am!" I stammered, quite unsure of what to say next. "Please end this conversation once and for all!"
I hung up the phone with no other word. "Ms. Kirisawa," the nurse called out. I nodded at her and proceeded to the room.
"Good afternoon, Ms. Kirisawa. Please sit down while I'll discuss your condition," the doctor offered.
I sat down and asked her at once, "What condition?"
"Before anything, I am Dr. Nidori Michiko. About your condition," she started to search for my files and looked in it. "I am really sorry but…"
While she was talking, everything was blurred. I cannot accept it. I cannot ever accept it!
"Have you ever experienced certain headaches and collapsing…fainting?" she asked.
I was scared to tell anything that could make the situation worse. "I-I did. Few years ago."
She tutted at me and continued scribbling down notes. "You should have consulted a doctor at that time. It reached a level that is quite hard to cure."
After the consultation, she gave me medicines to drink, so that I would not look like a sick girl, to avoid the complete contrast of my conditions then and now.
I hastily got out of the room and sprinted to a run. I hated it! Tears were streaming from my eyes as I ran away from that wretched room where everything was revealed to me. Can I tell this to Mi-chan? That would surely hurt him. He was expecting more than that. He was expecting that I will stay with him forever.
However, escape isn't a nice word to say, especially under indifferent circumstances. I was running very fast that I didn't notice a silver-haired doctor swept past me, shouting my name. "This can't be! I have to get out of here fast!" wrong move. I hit a nurse, making me slump to the floor. Now, I don't have enough strength and a simple bump can make me fall off the cliff.
"Stupid! Why in the most hospitals here, why do I have to go to the place where you can see me?" I thought stupidly.
He started to go towards me while saying, "Fuuko!"
"No," I whispered to myself. I jumped up and started to run away, away from him. I jumped to the car and rushed away, before he could even see me. Is that rational? It's stupid! I know he did see me. "Well, let it be," I thought.
I reached my office and sat there. "Ma'am," a voice called. "This delivery came just after you arrived. It's from the hospital."
I sighed as I stood up to receive the envelope. "Thank you," I told her feebly. I opened the envelope. It was a mess. With this information, Mi-chan will leave me. I will hurt him.
I strode out of the office to meet Mi-chan. "Mito, please tell everybody that I have to be out early," I told my secretary. Without another word, I strode out of the office, careful not to be seen by others.
(Dodging tomatoes). Okay, I scheduled a punjab duel with chocolate starshine (formally angel nurizaki). Anyway, look what I've done with this chapter! Quite depressing? That's not absolutely utara-ish, right? Don't worry, people. The cut-off part will still continue, kay? Don't worry… I was just depressed that I'm not that good in grammar (sobbing)…
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