Thanks for the reviews! I really owe you because you make me… "Shine… shine! You keep me shining through…" sorry carried away…

This is what I'm talking about. I told everyone that I'm 14.75 and now, I'm 15 (oct. 3). Anyway, if you think that this is not enough for M rating, just tell me and I'll bring this back to rated T.

My birthday blowout! Please enjoy…

LAST REQUEST

I feel so useless. I cannot do anything for her. I don't know. I feel miserable.

"Hey," a voice behind me called. "Why are you looking like that?" I looked behind me and I saw Fuuko, smiling. I hate the way she smiled at me. It is hope, and I knew that there is nothing that we can do. Eventually, Death will win. He will be able to get Fuuko away from me.

"Nothing," I tried to smile back. My face is not agreeing the way I wanted to. It was merely a painful smirk.

She continued to smile at me gently, like a ray of light from above. However, I can see that the light is fading slowly, and I am slowly sinking to darkness. "I know I can't live long. One of these days, you'll see someone standing on the streets, someone that is really for you." Her smile was faltered as she caressed my face slowly.

"I hope I can do something to make you live here with me," I replied, holding her hand on my cheek. Tears started to fall silently on my face.

"Then make me live," she said. "Just for you."

Before I could even reply, she held my hand and led me to the room (a/n: whose room?). She held me closer and kissed me.

For the first few moments, she was the only one moving. I was dazed and shocked at the way she acted. Later on, I held her tight as we kissed passionately. She removed the barrier between us as I started to unfasten her clothes.

She stood before me, all of her. She smiled softly and told me, "I wanted you to see me like this. I never thought you have to, this soon."

I chuckled and held her more aggressively. "Do you want to live?" I asked her.

"Yes, Tokiya. I wanted to live, even just for tonight," she added, whispering the words to my ear.

I started to kiss her earlobe. Sensually, she made intimate music as I lowered her to the bed. "Then let's live, together," I told her. I kissed her as I resumed lower to explore everything of her. All of her is mine, now and forever. I tried to control the burning heat inside me as I tried to go over her gently.

Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I moaned at him to show that I was pleased. He started to hold my bosom until it was ready for him. He started to play with it, using his lips and tongue for it. He left me with that pleasure as his hands explored lower making me tremble slowly as he lit the flame inside of me.

Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

She trembled like a wild doe as my hands explored lower, and by instinct, started to hold her sensually. I left her, my lips going lower and discovering the sensation that I never thought I would experience. I can't believe that there is pleasure in pleasing a woman without you being pleased. Her appearance and the fact that she enjoys it make me happy already. What more if I join her in this intimate moment?

She trembled more and more as I meant to do it faster, smirking as she tried to steady herself in the movement. She held my hair tight as she urged me to continue.

I feel quite embarrassed that I still remember the sight I saw by the alley. It didn't leave my nerves… It was time…

"Slowly now, we begin to move…

Every breath I'm deeper into you…

Send me to a standing still in time,

If you read my mind…"

If I never knew Fuuko, would I ever experience heaven like this?

Well, not really deserving because I decided to cut it off at the part where they… (gulps and goes to the bathroom to vomit) you know… that.

Once again, "I only write when I know that someone is reading my stories." I'm desperate (just joking)! Please R 'n R!