As silence filled the room, I walked over and touched Mark's cheek and said, "I'm just trying to make you understand there is so much more to life…then pain and heartache." Mark said, "What the hell do you know…you're still a fucking kid." I walked past him and said, "I give up…you'll never see me as anything more then a child…and that really pisses me off…I haven't been a child since I was 10…" Mark said, "It's because you are still a kid…" I said, "Yea…well you tell me…what does it take to prove to you I'm not a kid anymore…huh…you tell me…"
I think at this point we were pretty well frustrated with each other whether it be sexually…physically…mentally…or whatever…I stood there…and Mark walked over and jerked me into his arms like I was a damn rag doll…and laid the roughest kiss on me…but it got softer and more intense the longer we stood there kissing…
Mark grabbed onto my ass and picked me up…and I wrapped my legs around his waist…Mark held onto my waist…while he pulled my shirt off and then my bra…he had my senses reeling…
Oh yea you know exactly what happened!
An hour later, we climaxed at the same time…I moaned out Mark's name and he growled out Sara's…just as he spilled his seed inside me…
I was mortified…needless to say…as soon as Mark pulled out of me and rolled over on his side…I got out of the bed, Mark laid there and watched me…Mark said, "Sami…where are you going?" I was almost in tears…and Mark could hear my voice cracking under pressure…I had all my clothes on except my levis…I pulled them on and said, "I'm not staying here…that's for damn sure." Mark sat up and said, "Why not…what we just did…it was amazing…it was beautiful." I said, "No…what we just did was beautiful and amazing for you and Sara…" I grabbed my red hooded sweat shirt I dropped by the door…and pulled it on…
Mark came out of the bed room into the living room after me…and had his Levis on now…He said, "What's going on? Samantha talk to me…" I said, "Don't call me that…It's simple…Sam…Sami…Hell, I'll even go for little kid…but don't call me Samantha ever again…" Mark grabbed me by the shoulders and sat me still…and said, "Sam…C'mon I want you to stay…" I said, "Mark…you don't want me to stay…you want Sara to stay…it wasn't me you just fucked in there…you fucked Sara…I don't know why I was dumb enough to let myself lose control like that…I'm so stupid." Mark said, "Sami, what in the world are you talking about? You're not stupid."
I pulled away from Mark and stood by the door and said, "Yes, I am Mark…I thought what we did was beautiful and amazing to and thought for some reason, if I did that…that I could get through to you on how I feel about you…but even if I was to stand here right now and tell you I love you…it wouldn't even make a difference…it wouldn't be nearly enough…somewhere in the middle of us being friends and trying to maintain a friendship without bring Sara's name up…I fell in love with you…I don't know why or how…but I did…and the more you called me a little girl…the more it hurt…but I figured you'd eventually come around right?…wrong…"
I got quiet as a few lone tears slid down my cheeks…Mark took a step towards me and I took one away from him…and said, "I'm not a ghost…and I'm not Sara…and I'm not a little girl…I have feelings just like everyone else…but you know what the worst part is Mark…We could go back in that bedroom right now…and fuck each others brains out again…but in the end…you'd end up calling out Sara's name again…and wanting me to be Sara…and I still won't be her…and you still won't see me any other way."
I walked out the door and closed it behind me…Mark went down to my hotel room…but I wasn't there...Jamie answered and told him I never came home from Smackdown tapings…I was probably out clubbing with the Hardy's and few other's. Mark went back to his room and was looking out the window…he saw me walk out into the pouring rain…and start off down the block…I looked back at the hotel…I knew he was watching me…I could feel his eyes on me. I put my earphones in and turned my MP3 player on…and Avril Lavigne's I'm with you came up right away…Kind of fitting for a rainy night…kind of fitting for any one who just had a night like I did…
Demon Spawn – Sami does have a really sad past…and don't worry you'll find out the whole story…eventually.
NSB –Well here's Sami's nookie…I wouldn't mind some nookie time either…At least not from Mark.
Pianogal – My lovely Kim…I'm glad you're enjoying them…but WOMAN! When are we gonna get more of The Contest!
Nala23 – I'm glad your enjoying it…Here's more! LMAO!
'Linkin'...If you can't handle that sometimes when people are typing 85 words a minute and are bound to have a typo...then don't review the story if all you're going to do is criticize their misspelled word...it's not worth the time and effort to read something if you're going to be juvenile about it.