A couple of days later…I finally turned my cell-phone back on…I had turned it off, cause I didn't want to speak with no one…and I do mean no one…especially Mark…for obvious reasons…When Monday Night Raw came around a few days later…I ran into Jamie and Glenn…Jamie said, "Hey girl…I left a few messages on your voice mail…why haven't you called me back?" I said, "I'm sorry Jamie…I've had a few things on my mind." Jamie smiled at Glenn and said, "It wouldn't have to be a certain 6'10"…325lb…long haired, tattooed, piercing green eyed man…would it?"
I looked at the ground and thought…they didn't know…I would have thought Mark would have told Glenn what happened
I said, "No not especially…I've just been thinking about some things…no biggie…" Jamie automatically knew something was wrong with me…she said, "Glenn, would you excuse us…I think it's time for a girl talk." Glenn kissed the top of her head and said, "Sure…I need to go talk with Mark anyway…" And he turned and left…Jamie pulled me into my office, then closed and locked the door behind her…I sat on my desk and she came over and sat next to me and said, " Okay Sam…spill it." I couldn't hold it in anymore…I immediately broke into tears…Jamie said, "Oh…Sam…what happened?" I said, "I finally did it…I told Mark how I feel about him…of course it was after we made love…and he grunted out Sara's name…but I told him."
Meanwhile, Glenn walked into Mark's dressing room…and Mark was laying down on the couch with his right arm over his eyes, shielding the light…Glenn said, "Mark, what's up with you…you've been acting really weird for the last could of days…" Mark said, "Man…I do not want to talk about it…" Glenn said, "C'mon…tell me…what did you do now…Did you piss off someone…did you and Sami have another fight…" Mark looked over at Glenn and said, "No neither…I hurt Samantha…in a way that is so bad…I may not be able to ever apologize for. And I know she'll never forgive me in a million years."
Glenn said, "C'mon it couldn't be that bad." Mark sat up and rested his elbows on his knees, as Glenn sat beside him on the couch…Mark kept looking between Glenn and the floor beneath him…and said, "I made love to her, last week after Smackdown…I was pretty rough about it…but she seemed to really enjoy it…and didn't say anything about me hurting her…but she did hold on for dear life…Glenn man, I swear if you tell anyone this…I'll kill you." Glenn put his hands up and said, "Don't look at me…I know better then to piss you off…" Mark sighed heavy and said, "It was beautiful with her…I finally started feeling like I was over the loss of Sara…and I must have been thinking about saying good-bye to Sara too much because when we both started cumming…she yelled out my name…in that sexy sort of way that only women can do…and it makes any man crazy…"
Glenn nodded and said, "Fully agreed…so what's so bad about that? You're over losing Sara…you made love to a beautiful lady…and you climaxed together and she moaned your name…I don't think I'm picturing the dilemma…" Mark took a deep breath and said, "Well…I didn't exactly moan out Sami's name…" Glenn said, "Oh no…Just exactly what did you say?" Mark said, "Exactly?" Glenn nodded and Mark said, "Sara." Glenn jumped to his feet and said, "Oh My GOD…Are you completely out of your MIND? Mark! Holy Shit."
Mark stood up and said, "I know…Glenn…believe me I know…it was the stupidest thing I could of done in all my life…I finally find love after Sara…and I go and do something like that…she'll never forgive me…I left 15 voice mails on her cell phone but she won't call me back…If I could just talk to her for 5 minutes…I would apologize and tell her I love her…" Glenn said, "You love her?" Mark said, "I've loved her since I met her that day when her and Jamie walked up to get your autograph…but it scared the shit out of me…I was mad at myself for letting myself feel like that for someone so soon after Sara's death. I didn't think I could after she died…and I always felt like I was cheating on Sara, with the feelings and thoughts I had about Samantha running through my heart and mind."